Friday, 20 July 2007 ● 18:42
2dae I`m going 2 talk about my love life... Frankly speaking...I believe its a surprise to many that I haven stead for once b4...somemore I`m a good guy(except too noisy and bhb sometimes)...Not I dun have suitors all wat...Actually I count b4 I realise got around 10 gurls lyk me b4 or even till now(not to boast)...Just that I dun want 2 cheat them of their feeling...cox I know I onli love one gurl since then till now...I believe its about 3 yrs plus le bah...I just cannot 4get her although I try many times...I told myself I must 4get her yet already 3 yrs liao...haiiz...I always believe we will have a happy ending...even till now...I keep on praying day and night that we may end up as a couple...Althought I dun know whether u still love me anot...But one thing I can assure u is that my love for u nv fade till now...I dun blame u that u dun accept me or avoid me...cox I know its not ur fault at all...Its all my fault...I lose my courage.I lose my boldness,I lose my confidence and many many other things...If I`m given a chance,I realli want 2 start afresh with u...other than Jesus my savoiur and my family,u r the most important 2 me already...I just dun have de courage 2 tell u wat I have 2 sae although there r lots of things I will lyk 2 tell u...I realli hope 2 share ur joy,ur sorrow,the good,the bad times...Every single thing...as long as it involve u...I get jealous too...when I see u getting close 2 others guys...when u r being bully...I realli lyk 2 step up and shield u with my wings...when u r tired...I realli want 2 lend u my shoulder to lean on.... I just want 2 sae I Love U...U know who I`m refering 2...dun denial...cox u r the one and onli special one in my heart...*tears*