Tuesday, 11 September 2007 ● 11:15
YAWN!! x lO
MONDAY...
Early in the Morning de bus I took broke down...Thank God though...at first onli the air con spoilt but still can travel....then about 2 reach the bus stop I alight...the bus began 2 travel veri slow...hahax...then though I had 2 walk...so I pray that the bus will stop onli when it reach my bus stop...hahax...and it did!! Then had Maths prelim...Not sian anymore...Cox I want 2 pass with flying colours...so I had been working veri hard during the holidae...My frens can tell de different in me that dae...Paper 1 was ok...Paper 2 was do-able??
TUESDAY...
2dae SS paper...Study Venice and the chapter 4 and 5 combine thingy...Was veri confident that either one will come out...cox its de onli 2 theme that we study tis yr mah!!...so was well prepare...started studying properly which mean memorizing the main idea of the factors at 9.30pm...stop at 1plus am...was damn tired 2dae...cox I onli slpt at around 3plus...then woke up at 5.30am...If 2dae no prelim I wun not have wanted 2 go sch!!Thankfully effort not wasted...Venice came out...SBQ was just too simple...SEQ was tricky...But still Simple...However not sure whether I use the right factors...Hope 2 see my name up on the screen once again...And I believe its quite possible aft doing it!!
ABOUT ME NOWADAYS....
Hey ppl...Let me tell u guys something...I believe that is something wrong with my health nowadays...I dun know wats wrong but that r lots of sign appearing...I am so afraid that I may leave my family,my frens...Dun know whether does it have 2 do anything with my blood disorder thingy or wateva... I have been feeling giddy since the past few wks...My face was constantly pale daily if u guys notice...I try putting up a smile as I dun want 2 keep myself down...I get tired veri easily...My blood amount is low in me I know...I get sick veri easily...my body temperature is high although I do not have a fever...I`m catching a cold easily...My immune system is low...I dun know wat 2 do but just 2 pray on that God will preserve and heal me... Even if the girl I love will 2 accept me now...Though I love u...I will not go for the relationship...I`m afraid that I may just leave any moment leaving her with greater pain...I dun wish 2 see my frens sad either...If I realli die...Dun feel sad or remorse...Just believe that I`m in heaven looking and waiting 4 u guys 2 join me....4give me if u tink I`m selfish or wat...But its the best for all...