Dumb Dumb Me
Sunday, 18 November 2007 ● 18:12
@3U2$i_+@$I`m a stupid boi boi...It takes me so long 2 realise it...
Everytime I keep on pushing de blame around...to u,to others,to de surrounding...
But I nv blame myself...I keep on saeing that u r de one who do not want 2 be with me...
However,I nv ask u of ur opinion...I nv ask wat`s de problem u r facing with...
I onli care about myself,how I feel,how I want it 2 be,but I nv care about how u feel...
I din not care if u r sad,disappointed,angry,or down...I keep on pressing u 2 be with me
just 4 my own sake...I believe u love me and I love u too...however...I din show any concern to u at all...
I din realise at all that u r a girl...and I`m a boy...I shld have been de one who have gave u de sense of security,
go through thick and thins with u,care and concern about u and most importantly make de initial move...
I believe there have been lots of hurts and doubts in ur mind...
I`m realli realli sorrie that I had nv been there 4 u...I nv show any concern 4 u at all...
All that I ever did was 2 avoid u,pretend not 2 see u and hurt u...
I`m realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli realli sorrie...
I was crazy to had nv see ur love and care 4 me...I onli care about myself...
Whether we can be 2gether anot...is another question...
But no matter wat ur decision is...I must sincerely apologize 2 u...
However,I still realli hope 2 be with u...But I will leave de decision 2 u...
As I din take my chance in de past...
All I just want 2 sae is that 4 de past 4 years...My love 4 u is from de bottom of my heart...
I LOVE U...