Life Have 2 Go On
Monday, 19 November 2007 ● 20:14
Sleepless nite with deep thinking has let me come 2 a conclusion...Life has 2 go on...and most importantly...I have a choice in everything...
Whether 2 choose to be happie or sad...to continue or quit...its all up 2 me...
I have also realise that all that is happening is a learning experience 4 me...
Instead of asking God y such things happen on me??...I shld have have ask something instead...
God wat do u want me 2 learn from it??...
hahax...And trust me or shld I sae trust de Bible...
God do not test us beyond our limit...So if such things will 2 happened...
God knows that I`m able 2 control and overcome it...and I`m glad 2 say I did...
Although its kind of hurting...and I was lyk WTH...such a joke in my life lyk that...
But I`m still glad that he send true frens 2 come encourage and help me along de ways...
I do not deny that I`m kinda angry,disappointed,jealous when I heard about de things u told me...
Especially when there is someonelse...However...in tis kind of things...
there is no right or wrong...so I realli can`t sae much...
I have decided 2 commit and let God lead me in everythings...
I can`t promise anything at all now...but I will just let nature occurs on it own...
If its God will 4 us 2 be 2gether then so be it...if its not then so be it too...
I will not force myself 2 4get u or purposely go and look 4 another gurl or wateva...
I`m leaving everything in God`s hand now...
cox he let me realise that I can`t do things de way I want at all...
I have 2 commit everything 2 him...=)
All that I ever ask from U is 2 commit and let God decide 4 u who is de right person 4 u...
and do not let others influence ur decision and lastly...
Plz do not be 2 rash in ur decision...thats all I wants...=)