2dae din go sch...was bored de whole dae...din know wat to do at home too...BORED!!

Lets start off with 2dae...mondae...as usual...feeling lazy 2 go 2 sch...just lyk everyone i believe...hahax...lessons as usual...during star period...plan about the class t-shirt...aft some arguement and discussion...we finally decided on wat we want... Aiyo...ppl...plz stop asking me the qn "have u given up on her"...frankly speaking...i dun reali know de ans...sometimes due to me being harsh...i will just sae i had given up...but aft some deep thinking and questioning of myself...i know wat the ans is...i wil not reveal de ans 2 anyone except her...cox i believe it does not matter to u guys...and plz...if u guys consider me as frens...plz stop telling me that "**** still lyks me" or "**** is still waiting for me"...i`m realli tired of such phrase already...Ahhhh!!!!!Can someone just help me!!!!!!Its troubling me!!

Life...Sometimes I really believe that life is a play...and the director...My Lord Jesus...I also believe that He is looking from above at every single one of us...I always believe that he gives us a choice in everything we do...there r many routes for us to pick...however...thats onli one ending point...all the route bring u to the same destination...and the destination were be a fabulous one...I always believe everything that happened has a purpose...even failure and rejection...they r experiences in life that makes us stronger...so ppl...whether wat kind of situation u r in right now...believe me...it benefits u...
Feeling:Ok
Battery:Just recharge

Woke up in the early morning...prepare for 2dae exciting dae...reach siglap at about 7am...sit there till about 7.30am...then evss arrive...heard that they playing knock out system...we all started 2 be afraid...cox first team prcs...and they r one of the best team...play not 2 our usual selves...in the end was a draw...first three penalty taker were...azman,me then kumaran...the goal post was veri small and the keeper was realli good...azman shot was save...my shot beat the keeper but did not beat the post...kumaran shot was save...pardeep manage 2 save all three penalty too...then it was 2 be decided by sudden death...karthik was up next...and he beat the keeper...yipee...celebrated lyk mad...then prcs player shot was save...yes!!through to the semi final...semi final vs hai sing secondary...actually they were lousier than prcs...but unfortunately for us...kumaran was send off...no choice...karthik and me had 2 go in although we wanted 2 have a short rest...karthik help out in the defence while i play one man up...oh man...was realli tired man...they keep attacking us...but thankfully we manage 2 keep them from scoring...we keep on use pardeep 2 pump up one ball for me...but i was tired too...keep on dribble past 2-3 defenders but was too tired 2 finish properly...i told myself i got 2 do something...just as the match was about 2 end...a little magic from me as i manage 2 dribble past all the defenders and create havoc...the defenders were panicking as they did not know how 2 stop me...just as i was about to shoot,2 defenders crash into the ball and the ball was push 2wards the left hand side of the goalpost...i dash forward and although i was`nt a natural left footed and the angle was quite tight...i give it a place shot and GOAL!!!...everyone was stunned...1 guy send off and still we manage 2 beat them...everyone came hugging me...its was a great moment man...then it was de final...EVSS VS DUNMAN...we will de hot favourite...dunman thought had a damn fast dribbler...the others were useless...just a chance and goal...not evss but dunman...we then went on the attack...no chance had 2 go one man show...keep on dribbler past all the defenders but its just too much for me 2 handle...my shot were keep on too weak in the first half...second half...evss on the attack again...so many shot from me but they just keep on flying just above de bar...it just doesn`t seems 2 be our dae...haiiz...in the end we lose...and onli manage a silver...thankfully...we still manage 2 defend our overall champion title...yahoo...its de end of my npcc career...at least it was a good ending...=)
Feeling:Happy
Battery:Flat

2dae din go 2 sch...partly due 2 tiredness and lazyness...hmm...2morrow having area 8 games dae...must reach siglap sec by 7.25am...YAWN...haiiz...just want 2 have a nice 7 a side game...win the trophy and end my npcc life...going 2 see the match of myjia and impulse east fc...want 2 see how good both team r currently...shall end here...
Feeling:Bored
Battery:High

2dae actually din want 2 go 2 sch...but due 2 science Dt...no choice...had 2 endure my tiredness...haiiz...as u guys know...i have thalesemia...thus i get tired easily...somemore tis wk i have lots of soccer thingy...so my battery was realli getting low...thank God...his strength was realli on me...orelse i dun know how i manage 2 endure till now...2morrow most probably not going 2 sch...orelse i tink i will surely break down or faint...i`m not joking...cya guys on mondae...or mayb sat??
Feeling:High
Battery:better than yesterdae

OMG...help me someone...I just so tired...almost impossible 2 open my eyes...had interhouse soccer 2dae...lost 3-2 to cougar...was veri unexpected...but wat can i sae...over confidence by us??mayb??I dun know...i din play well due 2 my injury and de change in position...i know its wrong 2 give excuses but its just 4 me 2 voice out my sorrow...i believe i have over train tis few wks...my legs muscles are aching worse than the time when i was in geylang united u16...its hurting me alot...any remedy???
Feeling:ok
Battery:flat


Tired...thats all i can describe for 2dae...sometimes i wonder how 406/407 manage 2 study up till around 4pm??i study up till onli 3pm i already lyk so sian liao...haiiz...lessons were all quite boring 2dae...din crap as much as usual...during mt lesson was veri quiet...some some "SBQ" create by someone...original piece of work by louis...haiiz...is he trying 2 help me or make matter worse??hahax...I do appreciate his help...but its seem 2 no avail...haiiz...somemore always see some idiotic ppl near her...haiiz...realli hate it...but wat can i sae??I dun have de will 2 do anything lyk that...delvyn and louis...i believe u guys know who i`m refering 2...I realli do not want 2 hurt someone...but i`m justafraid i may whack tis person one dae...so ppl...try not 2 mend my relationship with tis person cox i just feel that i cannot get along with someone lyk tis anymore...especially since sec 2??when he told me a phrase which realli realli irritated me a alot...something lyk..."if u dun want her nvm...I take..."WTF...am i a sore in ur eyes...y u keep on want 2 snatch away all my things...plz lah...just leave me alone...i`m realli disgusted by ur action...
Feeling :Irritated!
Battery:Almost flat...

ZzZzz...So sleepy 2dae...rain since early morning 2 around 11am i tink...did not wanted 2 go 2 sch 2dae as it was the best time 2 have a nap...the weather so cool loh...haiiz...just as i was about 2 continue into my dreamland...i realise there is DT 2dae...oh mann...there goes my slping time...no choice then...wore a jacket 2 sch as i was feeling veri cold and i was suffering from flu in the morning...slp throughout my bus journey...start off de dae with P.E...Had 2 do my 5 items...did my sit up at the porch immediately once and worse of i...i got my shirt all wet while doing it as i keep on moving back and *splash*...there was a puddle there...after doing all the items...I was realli tired...had recess aft that...history was ordinary...had physics...nothing much too...then art...talk alot of crap with sp and jess there...lolz...then had star period...had 2 decide on which role we will play 4 our project...i pick the last one and i was choosen 2 be the family member(I know u guys dun understand wat the role is unless u r in mine grp)...louis-father...Joanne-mother...ah lee-prositute...delvyn-counsellor...I tink all of us are happy??lolz...esp ah lee bah... had DT aft that...i choose qn 2...yipee...tink i did quite a gd job...but letter writing...haiiz dun wan 2 sae...luckily not O lvl...orelse i tink u will see me about to cry...hahax...jkjk...shall stop here...2morrow still have 2 go for npcc soccer training although i dun lyk 2 be there...no choice...had 2 go at least once 2 show that i still care for npcc although all those had happened...shall end here then...
Feeling :Lonely
Battery :Low

2dae was a veri bored dae...was at home the home dae...slpt quite alot due to tiredness...preparing 4 sch 2morrow...ohya...got EL DT 2morrow...hmm...shall stop here...

wow...realli realli tired 2dae...had a match in the morning...play in the rain...came back from 3-0 down to 4-4...opposition wanted 2 play extra time...so we continue...in the end we lose 8-5...its not bcox oppenent tired...but I just feel we lack the number of players in the team...so those who saw my post...plz join my team if u can play soccer...the best thing of all is that we do not get benefit from u but get benefit to u...shall not sae much anymore...cox i`m realli realli tired...but I cannot slp...tinking about alot of things...especially those things...

2dae I`m going 2 talk about my love life... Frankly speaking...I believe its a surprise to many that I haven stead for once b4...somemore I`m a good guy(except too noisy and bhb sometimes)...Not I dun have suitors all wat...Actually I count b4 I realise got around 10 gurls lyk me b4 or even till now(not to boast)...Just that I dun want 2 cheat them of their feeling...cox I know I onli love one gurl since then till now...I believe its about 3 yrs plus le bah...I just cannot 4get her although I try many times...I told myself I must 4get her yet already 3 yrs liao...haiiz...I always believe we will have a happy ending...even till now...I keep on praying day and night that we may end up as a couple...Althought I dun know whether u still love me anot...But one thing I can assure u is that my love for u nv fade till now...I dun blame u that u dun accept me or avoid me...cox I know its not ur fault at all...Its all my fault...I lose my courage.I lose my boldness,I lose my confidence and many many other things...If I`m given a chance,I realli want 2 start afresh with u...other than Jesus my savoiur and my family,u r the most important 2 me already...I just dun have de courage 2 tell u wat I have 2 sae although there r lots of things I will lyk 2 tell u...I realli hope 2 share ur joy,ur sorrow,the good,the bad times...Every single thing...as long as it involve u...I get jealous too...when I see u getting close 2 others guys...when u r being bully...I realli lyk 2 step up and shield u with my wings...when u r tired...I realli want 2 lend u my shoulder to lean on.... I just want 2 sae I Love U...U know who I`m refering 2...dun denial...cox u r the one and onli special one in my heart...*tears*

2dae nv go sch...veri sian at home...also dun know y...I seems 2 miz one dae of sch every single wk...haiiz...I try 2 slp as much as possible and play as little as possible yet I stil veri tired...I believe its due 2 thalessemia...the blood disorder I have...hmm...I will continue 2 pray for God`s continuous strength 2 be on me... I really love u...Do u know that...

2dae nothing extraodinary happened...play a game which we cannot sae "he","she","me","I","him","her" etc...me,louis,delvyn,nelson,pei ying,joanne and serene play de game...all of us had a hardtime controlling ourselves...in the end,always kana whack...hahax... haiiz...Realli sleepy nowadays...ytrdae I reach home I slp till 8pm...2dae I reach home,Once again I slp till about 8pm...Worst still...I`m still SLEEPY...How!!! I just wish that O lvl will be over soon and I could really do well for it...I want 2 progress on the next part of my life...I want 2 start a relationship...I want 2 date a gal...I want 2 protect her...I want to know more frens...I want 2 learn more things and many many more "I want"... But the most important to me is to find my life long partner asap...

hmm...notice my post everytime veri long...so 2dae try my best 2 cut short...hmm...2dae last until 3pm...so I thought time will past veri slowly...however...yi zhuan yan jiu 3pm le...hmm...did nth realli special 2dae...ohya...me,louis,delvyn and nelson play a game de whole dae 2dae...the main objective of the game is...not to scold vulgar until sch end...hahax...2 wat I expect...none of them manage 2 last a long time...I din play cox I know I confirm will scold de...=x Ohya...Disturb Delvyn 2dae on "cute little ponytail"...Hahax...Delvyn u know who`s that rite! Dun worry lah...I wun like her de...My heart onli belongs 2 My One And Onli Her...

2dae actually din want 2 go sch...cox no sch mah...but din realli regretted going 2 sch...cox 2dae the activities quite fun...start off with the coastal painting...Team up with Izzwan,then Nabila join in...I din do much...Just contributed with alot of craps...and not 4getting my blue`s clues sign...=x Aft that had de dumb dumd line dance...seems quite fun but I din dance at all...The teachers were crazy like that...Mr Wee,Mr Sekha,Mr Tsia and of course Mrs Tang... Aft that had recess...play bb...then we were late...went around searching for our class...by the time we find our class at hall,they were already about 2 head for the next station... Went on the classroom...all classroom din interest me except the last one...Y??Cox we can get 2 eat mah...hehex...Louis was caught eating too many times by Mrs chua...lolz... Aft that head 2 the field...Play with the pole in between de legs...had 2 run back asap...I`ve got 2 sae...my class is realli good in sports things...Me,ah lee,louis,nelson and hong yao...we took part in the race once again...went we move forward...we were second...but all the teams had 2 head back...Our team veri steady...all the team had 2 turn around slowly onli us...we immediately shout 2 one another saying reverse...then we run backwards...wow...damn smart move man...everyone was cheering for us...even de teachers din expect such a inteligent move by us...we were leading by at least 3 pole length until hong yao spoilt the things as he fall down...then all of us started landing on one another...luckily except me...=x...at least we were cheer by de crowd for being such a smart team...=x...ohya...we manage 2 get a free pack of ribena too...=x then went 2 home econ room cook...I was realli a bastard there...I put almost half a bottom of seasoning/salt into the mixture of ingredient...then delvyn veri angry with me...cannot blame him...cox I was wasting food and he wanted 2 eat it de...sorrie delvyn... aft that had O lvl chinese listening comprehension...was difficult man!Aiyo... I`m feeling more and more lonely day by day...just hate this feeling...U`r de onli one who can help me now...

2dae nthing much 2 talk about...woke up at around 10am...watch some soccer matches...thought about my mistake ytrdae...have my breakfast at around 12noon...=x aft that suppose 2 have math tuition at home but I told my parents that I cannot concentrate as I was feeling very tired from the match...Thus,we had a discussion and decided 2 change my postpone my tuition to august...play computer games de whole dae 2dae...din know wat 2 do...was veri lonely lyk that...=( 2morrow chinese "O" lvl listening Comprehension...Jia you 2 all...

2dae was quite a bad dae for me...although sovereign fc manage to beat zufc 8-1... 2dae was de first time we had a match wearing our new team orange jersey...I can see that everyone was feeling was proud and happy...the team we challange was quite lousy to be frank...but firstly...that team lack puntuality...suppose 2 kick off at 10am yet they reach the place 10am...=.="...less than 5mins into the game we manage 2 get 1 goal up due 2 a gk error...10 mins ltr...sovereign was 3-0 up...From then on,even though we concede one goal...we know there was no turning back for the opponent...we continue playing very well and team chemistry was greatly show throughout the match too...one by one the number of goal we score continue 2 increase...until around 80mins...something terrible happened...one of our player had a miskick and may have caught the player accidently...It was a terrible miskick believing that it was due 2 probably frustration from the player...the opposition went down in pain...shouting in horror...aft the miskick,the player receive a yellow card and things started 2 turn out from bad 2 worse...one of the opposition player confronted our player and told him "watch ur back" when our player was walking away...feeling that the opposition was very "xia lan"...our player turn around and stared at him...the opposition continue his xia-lan-ess by scolding vulgarity...our player of course was not happy at all...he scolded him back...and there was lots of exchange in vulgarity...our player was then calm down by our team mate and push aside 2 our bench...luckily our players calm him down orelse I tink a few punches will have been exchange too...ohya saying so much do u know who de player was??It was none other then ME...due to my violent conduct during tis match...I have been suspended for 45min in our next match against braden`s team...hopefully,the guy who believe 2 be seriously injured will be fine and that I will continue 2 keep my cool in the future... Haiiz...I began 2 feel my aggresion lvl is starting 2 increase each game by each game...Y??Believe I want 2 WIN...



My Jersey...=)

2dae was just a very tiring dae for me...wake up at usual time...reach sch...play a game of bb in the morning...had lessons...all lesson was ok except maths...3 period...very sian...aft that ate chicken rice at kopitiam...then went 2 louis house...compare to my house...louis`s house seems much more bigger...think bcox my is in sengkang??Hmm...aft that went 2 meet amin and bro,marvin at sch bus stop...went for soccer training at tp open field...the field was funny...one side was condition was terrible while the other side was in veri good condition...Thank God we finally found a sponsor for the team...setting up a club is not easy...but thankfully most of the setting up process is complete already...train till around 4.30pm I tink??then went home...try out my new team jersey...was veri pls with it...will post a pic of it ltr on...2morrow will be wearing it for our first match against zufc...want 2 have a good start...aiming for victory as usual...feeling veri slping now...I just feel lyk wanting 2 slp now...hope 2morrow will be a better dae bah... I`m trying my best 2 approach u...Pls dun avoid me if I were 2 speak 2 u...I realli realli love u...dreaming of u now and always...

HAPPY BDAE MANTON!!! July 12 1991...Its has been 16 yrs sinc then...Since the time I was born...I know I were become a unique person...Hmm...I am glad I accepted Christ...I am also happy 2 be blessed 2 have a wonderful family members...The only thing I am lacking now is my Life long partner...Who were it be?? Lets talk about 2dae...Woke up quite tired 2dae...for the first time in 2 wks I wax my hair...reach sch at around 6.45am...sat at bb court as usual...one by one my fren came to wish me happy bdae...I just love tis dae every yr...why??The reason is bcox on tis dae I will know how many ppl actually appreciate and treated me as a fren...Thankfully...I realise I was treasure by many of my frens...Start off with art 2dae...finally complete the whole ss textbk...I dun know y but I just luv ss...had recess...Hong yao,louis,vicky and jerrer plan something interesting for me...Ask them if u want 2 know wat it is...Luckily did receive much bdae bash 2dae too...ended the dae at 2pm...Went home aft that... Wat a way 2 end my bdae rite!! Hmm...Receive three gifts 2dae...1st from Jane and Paige...It was a cup...Din expect to receive such present...but I luv it!! 2nd from liyana..was a colonge...Luv it too...Just nice...can spray aft I sweat everytime...=x 3rd was from sp,py and jess...Was a Pendent...Luv it too...I tink it suit me alot...Hmm...think bcox Ren Zhang De Shuai,Chuan Ser Mer Dou Shuai...=x Ohya...I want 2 thank everyone who wish me happy bdae 2dae...Really Love you guys alot...Hope tis will not be the last time you guys wish me...Cox I will realli miz u guys... hmm...when I`m not near you...I will always dream of you...I told my frens I will surely talk to you 2dae...I promise...however when I`m near you,I can`t make the first move...wat is happening 2 me...I want 2 show you my true feelings,I want 2 care for you...Everynite I will prepare a long script wat I want 2 talk to u...however the next dae,I could not get myself to tell you wat`s in my heart...I just want 2 tell you when you r sad,I`m sad...when you r happy, I`m happy...I realli hope 2 be always by ur side...But can I???

hmm...2dae woke up as usual 5.30am...leave home quite early due to me not needing 2 style my hair...talking about my hair...haiiz...last wk it seems 2 grow quite fast,but tis wk my hair`s length lyk got no difference leh...God plz let my hair grow back faster!! Reach school at around 6.30am,sit at bb court eat my ususal breakfast and of course enjoying my milo...I don`t know y but I`m use to drinking milo everydae le...If nv drink for one dae.I will feel funny funny...Starting off the dae with EL...was talking to delvyn for most of the time...talk alot of things including pokemon as usual...did a composition...but I din complete it...aft that was recess,then had chemistry,then had social studies...I just <33 socical studies...Once again I manage to score above 20marks upon 25 for SBQ...However I drop 2 marks compare to mid yr...Hmm...Just hope that I can achieve a A1 for combine humanity...Nononono...I must believe that I will achieve A1...Must have faith...aft that had maths,then had physics...Hmm...Physics was really frustrating...Had to balance the ruler on a knife edge...Its SO HARD!!So frustrated...Ended up scolding so many vulgarities...Delvyn had to ask me to relax and cool down... Aft sch went to eat fish and chip AGAIN...I just <33 eating it... Went home then slp till around 7.30pm...watch asian cup...then complete my composition...Thinking about wat will happened 2morrow...Hmm...Suddenly thought about alot of things again...especially Her...Dun know y...I just can`t stop thinking about her...Haiiz...I`m just so confused now AGAIN!! Wow...din realise I post so much...Shall Stop le bah... Love U

Finally!!My blog is done!! Thanks to the help of my dear fren Si Rong...Orelse I tink I My Blog will have been a superbly lousy one...=x Hmm...So wats make me want to have tis blog?? Actually long ago I wanted 2 have a blog liao,due to me being lazy, I did not create one...However,2dae I suddenly have de urge,so I told myself tis time I must surely create one...So with de help of my Si Rong...My Blog is FINALLY done... Ok lets talk about 2dae bah... 2dae I did not went to sch due to me being sick...But once again I did not go 2 de doctor...for those who don`t know me,unless I`m veri sick I wun go 2 de doctor de...so I just pop some tablets from de past visit and went 2 have some rest...Since I did not go 2 sch 2dae...so there is nothing much 2 talk about...Lets just hope 2morrow will be a more exciting dae bah... Loving U

An unique and special boy entering adulthood who is learning to be humble, gracious & righteous in Christ Jesus; Also~, a love doc whom haven experience love himself; yet aiming to get married at 23; Love challenging what others dares not and not affected by one's status or riches; Lastly, a hardcore metrosexual whom loves to don himself in clothings...not forgetting his hair as well...=)



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2dae din go sch...was bored de whole dae...din know wat to do at home too...BORED!!

Lets start off with 2dae...mondae...as usual...feeling lazy 2 go 2 sch...just lyk everyone i believe...hahax...lessons as usual...during star period...plan about the class t-shirt...aft some arguement and discussion...we finally decided on wat we want... Aiyo...ppl...plz stop asking me the qn "have u given up on her"...frankly speaking...i dun reali know de ans...sometimes due to me being harsh...i will just sae i had given up...but aft some deep thinking and questioning of myself...i know wat the ans is...i wil not reveal de ans 2 anyone except her...cox i believe it does not matter to u guys...and plz...if u guys consider me as frens...plz stop telling me that "**** still lyks me" or "**** is still waiting for me"...i`m realli tired of such phrase already...Ahhhh!!!!!Can someone just help me!!!!!!Its troubling me!!

Life...Sometimes I really believe that life is a play...and the director...My Lord Jesus...I also believe that He is looking from above at every single one of us...I always believe that he gives us a choice in everything we do...there r many routes for us to pick...however...thats onli one ending point...all the route bring u to the same destination...and the destination were be a fabulous one...I always believe everything that happened has a purpose...even failure and rejection...they r experiences in life that makes us stronger...so ppl...whether wat kind of situation u r in right now...believe me...it benefits u...
Feeling:Ok
Battery:Just recharge

Woke up in the early morning...prepare for 2dae exciting dae...reach siglap at about 7am...sit there till about 7.30am...then evss arrive...heard that they playing knock out system...we all started 2 be afraid...cox first team prcs...and they r one of the best team...play not 2 our usual selves...in the end was a draw...first three penalty taker were...azman,me then kumaran...the goal post was veri small and the keeper was realli good...azman shot was save...my shot beat the keeper but did not beat the post...kumaran shot was save...pardeep manage 2 save all three penalty too...then it was 2 be decided by sudden death...karthik was up next...and he beat the keeper...yipee...celebrated lyk mad...then prcs player shot was save...yes!!through to the semi final...semi final vs hai sing secondary...actually they were lousier than prcs...but unfortunately for us...kumaran was send off...no choice...karthik and me had 2 go in although we wanted 2 have a short rest...karthik help out in the defence while i play one man up...oh man...was realli tired man...they keep attacking us...but thankfully we manage 2 keep them from scoring...we keep on use pardeep 2 pump up one ball for me...but i was tired too...keep on dribble past 2-3 defenders but was too tired 2 finish properly...i told myself i got 2 do something...just as the match was about 2 end...a little magic from me as i manage 2 dribble past all the defenders and create havoc...the defenders were panicking as they did not know how 2 stop me...just as i was about to shoot,2 defenders crash into the ball and the ball was push 2wards the left hand side of the goalpost...i dash forward and although i was`nt a natural left footed and the angle was quite tight...i give it a place shot and GOAL!!!...everyone was stunned...1 guy send off and still we manage 2 beat them...everyone came hugging me...its was a great moment man...then it was de final...EVSS VS DUNMAN...we will de hot favourite...dunman thought had a damn fast dribbler...the others were useless...just a chance and goal...not evss but dunman...we then went on the attack...no chance had 2 go one man show...keep on dribbler past all the defenders but its just too much for me 2 handle...my shot were keep on too weak in the first half...second half...evss on the attack again...so many shot from me but they just keep on flying just above de bar...it just doesn`t seems 2 be our dae...haiiz...in the end we lose...and onli manage a silver...thankfully...we still manage 2 defend our overall champion title...yahoo...its de end of my npcc career...at least it was a good ending...=)
Feeling:Happy
Battery:Flat

2dae din go 2 sch...partly due 2 tiredness and lazyness...hmm...2morrow having area 8 games dae...must reach siglap sec by 7.25am...YAWN...haiiz...just want 2 have a nice 7 a side game...win the trophy and end my npcc life...going 2 see the match of myjia and impulse east fc...want 2 see how good both team r currently...shall end here...
Feeling:Bored
Battery:High

2dae actually din want 2 go 2 sch...but due 2 science Dt...no choice...had 2 endure my tiredness...haiiz...as u guys know...i have thalesemia...thus i get tired easily...somemore tis wk i have lots of soccer thingy...so my battery was realli getting low...thank God...his strength was realli on me...orelse i dun know how i manage 2 endure till now...2morrow most probably not going 2 sch...orelse i tink i will surely break down or faint...i`m not joking...cya guys on mondae...or mayb sat??
Feeling:High
Battery:better than yesterdae

OMG...help me someone...I just so tired...almost impossible 2 open my eyes...had interhouse soccer 2dae...lost 3-2 to cougar...was veri unexpected...but wat can i sae...over confidence by us??mayb??I dun know...i din play well due 2 my injury and de change in position...i know its wrong 2 give excuses but its just 4 me 2 voice out my sorrow...i believe i have over train tis few wks...my legs muscles are aching worse than the time when i was in geylang united u16...its hurting me alot...any remedy???
Feeling:ok
Battery:flat


Tired...thats all i can describe for 2dae...sometimes i wonder how 406/407 manage 2 study up till around 4pm??i study up till onli 3pm i already lyk so sian liao...haiiz...lessons were all quite boring 2dae...din crap as much as usual...during mt lesson was veri quiet...some some "SBQ" create by someone...original piece of work by louis...haiiz...is he trying 2 help me or make matter worse??hahax...I do appreciate his help...but its seem 2 no avail...haiiz...somemore always see some idiotic ppl near her...haiiz...realli hate it...but wat can i sae??I dun have de will 2 do anything lyk that...delvyn and louis...i believe u guys know who i`m refering 2...I realli do not want 2 hurt someone...but i`m justafraid i may whack tis person one dae...so ppl...try not 2 mend my relationship with tis person cox i just feel that i cannot get along with someone lyk tis anymore...especially since sec 2??when he told me a phrase which realli realli irritated me a alot...something lyk..."if u dun want her nvm...I take..."WTF...am i a sore in ur eyes...y u keep on want 2 snatch away all my things...plz lah...just leave me alone...i`m realli disgusted by ur action...
Feeling :Irritated!
Battery:Almost flat...

ZzZzz...So sleepy 2dae...rain since early morning 2 around 11am i tink...did not wanted 2 go 2 sch 2dae as it was the best time 2 have a nap...the weather so cool loh...haiiz...just as i was about 2 continue into my dreamland...i realise there is DT 2dae...oh mann...there goes my slping time...no choice then...wore a jacket 2 sch as i was feeling veri cold and i was suffering from flu in the morning...slp throughout my bus journey...start off de dae with P.E...Had 2 do my 5 items...did my sit up at the porch immediately once and worse of i...i got my shirt all wet while doing it as i keep on moving back and *splash*...there was a puddle there...after doing all the items...I was realli tired...had recess aft that...history was ordinary...had physics...nothing much too...then art...talk alot of crap with sp and jess there...lolz...then had star period...had 2 decide on which role we will play 4 our project...i pick the last one and i was choosen 2 be the family member(I know u guys dun understand wat the role is unless u r in mine grp)...louis-father...Joanne-mother...ah lee-prositute...delvyn-counsellor...I tink all of us are happy??lolz...esp ah lee bah... had DT aft that...i choose qn 2...yipee...tink i did quite a gd job...but letter writing...haiiz dun wan 2 sae...luckily not O lvl...orelse i tink u will see me about to cry...hahax...jkjk...shall stop here...2morrow still have 2 go for npcc soccer training although i dun lyk 2 be there...no choice...had 2 go at least once 2 show that i still care for npcc although all those had happened...shall end here then...
Feeling :Lonely
Battery :Low

2dae was a veri bored dae...was at home the home dae...slpt quite alot due to tiredness...preparing 4 sch 2morrow...ohya...got EL DT 2morrow...hmm...shall stop here...

wow...realli realli tired 2dae...had a match in the morning...play in the rain...came back from 3-0 down to 4-4...opposition wanted 2 play extra time...so we continue...in the end we lose 8-5...its not bcox oppenent tired...but I just feel we lack the number of players in the team...so those who saw my post...plz join my team if u can play soccer...the best thing of all is that we do not get benefit from u but get benefit to u...shall not sae much anymore...cox i`m realli realli tired...but I cannot slp...tinking about alot of things...especially those things...

2dae I`m going 2 talk about my love life... Frankly speaking...I believe its a surprise to many that I haven stead for once b4...somemore I`m a good guy(except too noisy and bhb sometimes)...Not I dun have suitors all wat...Actually I count b4 I realise got around 10 gurls lyk me b4 or even till now(not to boast)...Just that I dun want 2 cheat them of their feeling...cox I know I onli love one gurl since then till now...I believe its about 3 yrs plus le bah...I just cannot 4get her although I try many times...I told myself I must 4get her yet already 3 yrs liao...haiiz...I always believe we will have a happy ending...even till now...I keep on praying day and night that we may end up as a couple...Althought I dun know whether u still love me anot...But one thing I can assure u is that my love for u nv fade till now...I dun blame u that u dun accept me or avoid me...cox I know its not ur fault at all...Its all my fault...I lose my courage.I lose my boldness,I lose my confidence and many many other things...If I`m given a chance,I realli want 2 start afresh with u...other than Jesus my savoiur and my family,u r the most important 2 me already...I just dun have de courage 2 tell u wat I have 2 sae although there r lots of things I will lyk 2 tell u...I realli hope 2 share ur joy,ur sorrow,the good,the bad times...Every single thing...as long as it involve u...I get jealous too...when I see u getting close 2 others guys...when u r being bully...I realli lyk 2 step up and shield u with my wings...when u r tired...I realli want 2 lend u my shoulder to lean on.... I just want 2 sae I Love U...U know who I`m refering 2...dun denial...cox u r the one and onli special one in my heart...*tears*

2dae nv go sch...veri sian at home...also dun know y...I seems 2 miz one dae of sch every single wk...haiiz...I try 2 slp as much as possible and play as little as possible yet I stil veri tired...I believe its due 2 thalessemia...the blood disorder I have...hmm...I will continue 2 pray for God`s continuous strength 2 be on me... I really love u...Do u know that...

2dae nothing extraodinary happened...play a game which we cannot sae "he","she","me","I","him","her" etc...me,louis,delvyn,nelson,pei ying,joanne and serene play de game...all of us had a hardtime controlling ourselves...in the end,always kana whack...hahax... haiiz...Realli sleepy nowadays...ytrdae I reach home I slp till 8pm...2dae I reach home,Once again I slp till about 8pm...Worst still...I`m still SLEEPY...How!!! I just wish that O lvl will be over soon and I could really do well for it...I want 2 progress on the next part of my life...I want 2 start a relationship...I want 2 date a gal...I want 2 protect her...I want to know more frens...I want 2 learn more things and many many more "I want"... But the most important to me is to find my life long partner asap...

hmm...notice my post everytime veri long...so 2dae try my best 2 cut short...hmm...2dae last until 3pm...so I thought time will past veri slowly...however...yi zhuan yan jiu 3pm le...hmm...did nth realli special 2dae...ohya...me,louis,delvyn and nelson play a game de whole dae 2dae...the main objective of the game is...not to scold vulgar until sch end...hahax...2 wat I expect...none of them manage 2 last a long time...I din play cox I know I confirm will scold de...=x Ohya...Disturb Delvyn 2dae on "cute little ponytail"...Hahax...Delvyn u know who`s that rite! Dun worry lah...I wun like her de...My heart onli belongs 2 My One And Onli Her...

2dae actually din want 2 go sch...cox no sch mah...but din realli regretted going 2 sch...cox 2dae the activities quite fun...start off with the coastal painting...Team up with Izzwan,then Nabila join in...I din do much...Just contributed with alot of craps...and not 4getting my blue`s clues sign...=x Aft that had de dumb dumd line dance...seems quite fun but I din dance at all...The teachers were crazy like that...Mr Wee,Mr Sekha,Mr Tsia and of course Mrs Tang... Aft that had recess...play bb...then we were late...went around searching for our class...by the time we find our class at hall,they were already about 2 head for the next station... Went on the classroom...all classroom din interest me except the last one...Y??Cox we can get 2 eat mah...hehex...Louis was caught eating too many times by Mrs chua...lolz... Aft that head 2 the field...Play with the pole in between de legs...had 2 run back asap...I`ve got 2 sae...my class is realli good in sports things...Me,ah lee,louis,nelson and hong yao...we took part in the race once again...went we move forward...we were second...but all the teams had 2 head back...Our team veri steady...all the team had 2 turn around slowly onli us...we immediately shout 2 one another saying reverse...then we run backwards...wow...damn smart move man...everyone was cheering for us...even de teachers din expect such a inteligent move by us...we were leading by at least 3 pole length until hong yao spoilt the things as he fall down...then all of us started landing on one another...luckily except me...=x...at least we were cheer by de crowd for being such a smart team...=x...ohya...we manage 2 get a free pack of ribena too...=x then went 2 home econ room cook...I was realli a bastard there...I put almost half a bottom of seasoning/salt into the mixture of ingredient...then delvyn veri angry with me...cannot blame him...cox I was wasting food and he wanted 2 eat it de...sorrie delvyn... aft that had O lvl chinese listening comprehension...was difficult man!Aiyo... I`m feeling more and more lonely day by day...just hate this feeling...U`r de onli one who can help me now...

2dae nthing much 2 talk about...woke up at around 10am...watch some soccer matches...thought about my mistake ytrdae...have my breakfast at around 12noon...=x aft that suppose 2 have math tuition at home but I told my parents that I cannot concentrate as I was feeling very tired from the match...Thus,we had a discussion and decided 2 change my postpone my tuition to august...play computer games de whole dae 2dae...din know wat 2 do...was veri lonely lyk that...=( 2morrow chinese "O" lvl listening Comprehension...Jia you 2 all...

2dae was quite a bad dae for me...although sovereign fc manage to beat zufc 8-1... 2dae was de first time we had a match wearing our new team orange jersey...I can see that everyone was feeling was proud and happy...the team we challange was quite lousy to be frank...but firstly...that team lack puntuality...suppose 2 kick off at 10am yet they reach the place 10am...=.="...less than 5mins into the game we manage 2 get 1 goal up due 2 a gk error...10 mins ltr...sovereign was 3-0 up...From then on,even though we concede one goal...we know there was no turning back for the opponent...we continue playing very well and team chemistry was greatly show throughout the match too...one by one the number of goal we score continue 2 increase...until around 80mins...something terrible happened...one of our player had a miskick and may have caught the player accidently...It was a terrible miskick believing that it was due 2 probably frustration from the player...the opposition went down in pain...shouting in horror...aft the miskick,the player receive a yellow card and things started 2 turn out from bad 2 worse...one of the opposition player confronted our player and told him "watch ur back" when our player was walking away...feeling that the opposition was very "xia lan"...our player turn around and stared at him...the opposition continue his xia-lan-ess by scolding vulgarity...our player of course was not happy at all...he scolded him back...and there was lots of exchange in vulgarity...our player was then calm down by our team mate and push aside 2 our bench...luckily our players calm him down orelse I tink a few punches will have been exchange too...ohya saying so much do u know who de player was??It was none other then ME...due to my violent conduct during tis match...I have been suspended for 45min in our next match against braden`s team...hopefully,the guy who believe 2 be seriously injured will be fine and that I will continue 2 keep my cool in the future... Haiiz...I began 2 feel my aggresion lvl is starting 2 increase each game by each game...Y??Believe I want 2 WIN...



My Jersey...=)

2dae was just a very tiring dae for me...wake up at usual time...reach sch...play a game of bb in the morning...had lessons...all lesson was ok except maths...3 period...very sian...aft that ate chicken rice at kopitiam...then went 2 louis house...compare to my house...louis`s house seems much more bigger...think bcox my is in sengkang??Hmm...aft that went 2 meet amin and bro,marvin at sch bus stop...went for soccer training at tp open field...the field was funny...one side was condition was terrible while the other side was in veri good condition...Thank God we finally found a sponsor for the team...setting up a club is not easy...but thankfully most of the setting up process is complete already...train till around 4.30pm I tink??then went home...try out my new team jersey...was veri pls with it...will post a pic of it ltr on...2morrow will be wearing it for our first match against zufc...want 2 have a good start...aiming for victory as usual...feeling veri slping now...I just feel lyk wanting 2 slp now...hope 2morrow will be a better dae bah... I`m trying my best 2 approach u...Pls dun avoid me if I were 2 speak 2 u...I realli realli love u...dreaming of u now and always...

HAPPY BDAE MANTON!!! July 12 1991...Its has been 16 yrs sinc then...Since the time I was born...I know I were become a unique person...Hmm...I am glad I accepted Christ...I am also happy 2 be blessed 2 have a wonderful family members...The only thing I am lacking now is my Life long partner...Who were it be?? Lets talk about 2dae...Woke up quite tired 2dae...for the first time in 2 wks I wax my hair...reach sch at around 6.45am...sat at bb court as usual...one by one my fren came to wish me happy bdae...I just love tis dae every yr...why??The reason is bcox on tis dae I will know how many ppl actually appreciate and treated me as a fren...Thankfully...I realise I was treasure by many of my frens...Start off with art 2dae...finally complete the whole ss textbk...I dun know y but I just luv ss...had recess...Hong yao,louis,vicky and jerrer plan something interesting for me...Ask them if u want 2 know wat it is...Luckily did receive much bdae bash 2dae too...ended the dae at 2pm...Went home aft that... Wat a way 2 end my bdae rite!! Hmm...Receive three gifts 2dae...1st from Jane and Paige...It was a cup...Din expect to receive such present...but I luv it!! 2nd from liyana..was a colonge...Luv it too...Just nice...can spray aft I sweat everytime...=x 3rd was from sp,py and jess...Was a Pendent...Luv it too...I tink it suit me alot...Hmm...think bcox Ren Zhang De Shuai,Chuan Ser Mer Dou Shuai...=x Ohya...I want 2 thank everyone who wish me happy bdae 2dae...Really Love you guys alot...Hope tis will not be the last time you guys wish me...Cox I will realli miz u guys... hmm...when I`m not near you...I will always dream of you...I told my frens I will surely talk to you 2dae...I promise...however when I`m near you,I can`t make the first move...wat is happening 2 me...I want 2 show you my true feelings,I want 2 care for you...Everynite I will prepare a long script wat I want 2 talk to u...however the next dae,I could not get myself to tell you wat`s in my heart...I just want 2 tell you when you r sad,I`m sad...when you r happy, I`m happy...I realli hope 2 be always by ur side...But can I???

hmm...2dae woke up as usual 5.30am...leave home quite early due to me not needing 2 style my hair...talking about my hair...haiiz...last wk it seems 2 grow quite fast,but tis wk my hair`s length lyk got no difference leh...God plz let my hair grow back faster!! Reach school at around 6.30am,sit at bb court eat my ususal breakfast and of course enjoying my milo...I don`t know y but I`m use to drinking milo everydae le...If nv drink for one dae.I will feel funny funny...Starting off the dae with EL...was talking to delvyn for most of the time...talk alot of things including pokemon as usual...did a composition...but I din complete it...aft that was recess,then had chemistry,then had social studies...I just <33 socical studies...Once again I manage to score above 20marks upon 25 for SBQ...However I drop 2 marks compare to mid yr...Hmm...Just hope that I can achieve a A1 for combine humanity...Nononono...I must believe that I will achieve A1...Must have faith...aft that had maths,then had physics...Hmm...Physics was really frustrating...Had to balance the ruler on a knife edge...Its SO HARD!!So frustrated...Ended up scolding so many vulgarities...Delvyn had to ask me to relax and cool down... Aft sch went to eat fish and chip AGAIN...I just <33 eating it... Went home then slp till around 7.30pm...watch asian cup...then complete my composition...Thinking about wat will happened 2morrow...Hmm...Suddenly thought about alot of things again...especially Her...Dun know y...I just can`t stop thinking about her...Haiiz...I`m just so confused now AGAIN!! Wow...din realise I post so much...Shall Stop le bah... Love U

Finally!!My blog is done!! Thanks to the help of my dear fren Si Rong...Orelse I tink I My Blog will have been a superbly lousy one...=x Hmm...So wats make me want to have tis blog?? Actually long ago I wanted 2 have a blog liao,due to me being lazy, I did not create one...However,2dae I suddenly have de urge,so I told myself tis time I must surely create one...So with de help of my Si Rong...My Blog is FINALLY done... Ok lets talk about 2dae bah... 2dae I did not went to sch due to me being sick...But once again I did not go 2 de doctor...for those who don`t know me,unless I`m veri sick I wun go 2 de doctor de...so I just pop some tablets from de past visit and went 2 have some rest...Since I did not go 2 sch 2dae...so there is nothing much 2 talk about...Lets just hope 2morrow will be a more exciting dae bah... Loving U