2dae was another fun dae...have so much fun 2dae...2dae had Prelim EL paper...was kinda ok I tink...had some difficulties in paper 1 for the compo part...was having some trouble...however still manage 2 do it well,I believe....Louis and I was talking crap all the time while waiting for the paper 2 be given out...we sure had a great laugh...especially when we manage 2 joke about 1 of our fren...nickname rusty fan...hahax...we 2 are just lame...ohya...and delvyn had become our "tao"...hahax...due 2 something funny loh...hahax...and he was having jelly legs the whole dae...hahax...
ohya...and ppl u know wat...I finally got back my charm man...you know wat...finally aft a few months of waiting...pretty gurls r looking at me once again...and not onli that...they r attracted by my charm...wahahaha...so bhb...but its de truth...let me describe the incident...2dae on my way back 2 sengkang...was waiting for bus as usual at bus stop near library...and there were three pretty gurl sitting there...around 18yrs old i guess...and they will looking at my direction regularly...somemore is not those kind of stare stare...but they will peeping at me...hahax...I thought they will looking at someonelse and so I din care much...then aft that...went up 27 and they took the bus too...guess wat...I went 2 sit at the back row and although got 2 seat left onli...they sat there too...one of them sat at the lap(correct spelling??)...then the one sat at the lap one was constantly jumping up and down on the lap and it was quite erm...u know rite...hahax...then the one being sit on began 2 pull the bra stripe...and the gurl was last so pai sei loh...then aft that...the gurl sitting on the lap began 2 keep on look at me...hahax...she keep on look at me while pretending 2 look at other things...then when I look back...she pretend 2 look away at other things...then again she look at me once again...then got one time I caught her looking at me and I gave a smile back...she pai sei then pretend 2 look downwards while adjusting her shirts...hahax...then aft that all alight 2gether but went different ways...hahax...Its such a great feeling 2 have gurls,somemore are pretty gurls looking at me...It makes me confidence once again since botak!!

Past fews dae there were heavy rain pouring throughout the dae...weather was shiok to the core...but was sneezing more often than usual...=x
Most of the time was slping at home and using com...dun know wat 2 study although I have lots of things 2 study...hahax...dun know wat`s wrong with me also...prelims r near but yet I dun wan 2 put in the effort 2 study lyk that...haiiz...hmm...dun have much 2 post le...shall stop here...Smile Always ppl...=)

2dae had practical exam(prelim)...was having quite alot of fun doing it...abit inconfident doing myself...but God is with me mah...hahax...Mr Farizal took my grp and I was the first person of the pack sitting right infront...and I was boiling a black substance and guess wat...as usual...I enjoy trying out things...and I actually went on to boil the substance for a veri long time...As it boil...the substance over heated I tink and out the substance came and Mr Farizal was starring with me with his eyes almost poping out...hahax...I bet he got a shock...=x
Aft that spent a long time 2dae at SAC...Had a great time there...listening 2 my musics and at the same time joke around with my frens...I help Izzwan and Ashley shade their D n T folio pic...hahax...Was bored lah...so help them loh...alot of ppl sae the shading veri nice and when they heard it was done by me...they thought I was joking...hahax...but must thanks my "Shi Fu" for teaching me de lah...and she is Liyana loh...She`s a great fren 2 me especially one who help me alot in art...hahax...but she seems 2 be facing some problem now and has been away from sch about 1 month liao...just praying the best for her...hahax...ooops...where was I...erm...oh then about 12.15pm...time 2 left...and I was pai sei...
My dearest buddy Izzwan saw me peeking at someone when that someone is about to leave...OMG...then he shout to the other something lyk "Manton,I saw ur eyes looking at someone"...and everyone immediately know wat was going on...I almost blush inside out loh...din expect him 2 notice me...cox I had always been successful in such act...hahax...=x...then as usual...they starting teasing ME and of course I just pretend not 2 hear...OH!!!Wateva!!
EAT SLUGS!!(From Chevalyn)hahax....

Yawnzz...I`m getting weaker each dae by each dae lyk that...my muscles r turning flabby...I`m getting tired much more easier...I dun seems to be becoming stronger and fitter dae by dae...instead I`m becoming not myself anymore...
2dae had a shock in the morning due to the DMs...I just can`t understand y they keep on insisting on us having short hair...and their definition of "short" is shorter than primary sch kids...wtf...do they enjoy catching ppl and making them pay $5 for a hair cut that we do not want...stupid rite...if it was in the past...I will even dare show off my current hair to Mr Ee and Ms See...Now...haiiz...dun talk about it lah...Make me more frustrated...Nthing special happened 2dae...hmm...Ohya...I tink onli for the first time...most of our class manage 2 complete a physics pratical without much difficulties...Dun know how our class gonna cope...BUT...Dun worrie...I will keep u guys in prayers...
hmmm...that all I want 2 talk about...Others things dun want 2 talk about now...Onli make me more frustrated...rrrrrhhh!!!

ZZzzZzz...2dae was another boring dae 4 me...as usual...did nth much...until something caught my eyes in one of my fren`s nick...it was lyk this...
"if u want her 2 be happy,let her go...even if u regret..u know at least she was smiling on the other side and wasnt crying for u...[wrote 4 a fren and anyone in his situation]
hahax...since I`m a combine humanities fanatic...I shall use the technics I learn on tis phrase...
firstly...I dun know if tis fren of my is refering 2 me...but nvm...if its not...just treat it that I`m over-sensitive and too imaginative...hahax
Secondly...I always believe I shld follow my heart...I will prefer listening 2 my heavenly father advise then any other...(4 my christian relative out there...I bet u agree with me)
Thirdly...No OFFENCE to anyone if I sae anything wrong...just expressing wat I wanted 2 sae...Lets Begin...
Aft seeing tis phrase...My first impression will 2 be "wow...Its true Man!!I shld follow the saeing"...However aft I study the phrase carefully...I begin 2 feel its lyk a lie...a white lie 2 be exact...its seems 2 sound so true...but its actually a lie...from the phrase "if u want her 2 be happy,let her go...even if u regret"..for those who tink its correct...look carefully again...Izit true that if U realli let her go will she realli be happy...mayb for awhile...but aft some times will she??
then I believe that sometimes U may have already let go...but mayb its the other party who is not letting go??Or mayb it is due 2 the frens around...from my personal experience...I have also sae b4 that I`m letting go...but my frens just wun believe me...the part where I disagree the most..."even if u regret"...since u know u will regret already...y let it happened...when u r old...then u will want 2 turn the clock back...Izit it too late then...
Second part now..."u know at least she was smiling on the other side and wasnt crying for u"...lets interpret again...
Will it realli be true that she will be smiling on the other side??hahax...there mayb a possibility...BUT...Onli if the opp sex doesnt lyk u anymore and find u a pest...hahax...hey...even if that is the truth...its still up 2 u!!...but there mayb a possibility that she is smiling due 2 sadness...just lyk in those tv dramas...hmm...if u dun let her go...will she realli be crying for u??Izit it a blessing 2 have someone crying for u??Can`t it be tears of joy??hahax...aft so much intepretation...don`t u agree with me??
In conclusion...For those ppl in the same situation...just follow ur heart and seek God for the right guidance...for love relationship...onli u can help urself...no onelse...and if u avoid the person u lyk becox of ur pride...then go and bang ur head(but dun injured urself)...pride can kill...it took me a long time 2 realise it and I`m starting 2 regret and cox its abit too late...but izit true that better late then nv...hahax...come on ppl...Its all got 2 do with the BIG F...(not wat u thinking)...Its...
FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH

Aft watching a 9pm drama series(or something lyk that lah) about a love story...I wonder if such things will realli happened in human`s life...Three party involved in this love story...person A felt in love with Person B...However,person B felt in love with Person C who was the bro of person A...person A just give up and try 2 matchmake them...however he continue 2 be the guardian angel of person B(woman of course)...waiting and waiting patiently dae by dae,he hopes for nothing but onli 2 see person B happy and smiling everdae...y??cox person B is person A everything...fortunately for person A...person B manage 2 realise that her true love was actually person A and that he was her real guardian angel...In the end they ended up 2gether as one...fortunately for person A...
I`m realli feeling that such things r impossible...however,if there is a show of such things...I believe its real to have such things happening...BUT izit possible 2 happened in my life too??

Haiiz...2dae another bright dae which turns into a sad dae...2dae Izzwan told me about the "info" he had for me...hahax...its actually quite cute of him lah...hahax...but actually those things r lyk I already know about it...based on my own instincts...hahax...cox I tink alot of wat may happened mah...so not realli surprise at all...anyway thanks buddy!
Frankly speaking...I`m blessed with alot of frens who r constantly trying 2 help 2 matchmake us...hahax...actually u guys r realli a big help 2 me already...its just that I did not take my chance b4...and I wun regret if I nv get it again...hahax...Thks Guys!!
Had Oral aft that...Was nervous at first...but manage 2 calm myself down...actually was quite easy lah...I believe I din quite well 2 achieve at least a distinction??hahax...
aft that went home...my dad had a talk with me about next yr...as u guys know my youngest bro is going 2 be born soon and my family finacial is realli in some crisis...haiiz...then my dad had some arguement with me about his plan next yr...haiiz...dun know how 2...mayb next yr I have 2 balance a work and my studies...I realli want 2 help my family overcome our finacial problem...haiiz...thought will have more times for other things lyk the R thingy...guess now...its gonna have 2 wait??=(

Decided 2 post again 2dae...cox I read some things and I`m starting 2 wonder that all HOPES r lost and the bubble of hope had burst...It seems 2 be LOST 4ever already...Haiiz...NO MORE HOPE!
=(

Yawnzz...2dae nv go 2 sch...was boring de whole dae...cox I keep slping the whole dae...dun know y also...I hate it man!!...Just keep on slping and slping non-stop...lyk 2dae...slp till about 12noon...then woke up...had lunch...slp again till about 7.30pm...aiyo...if onli I can spend those times studying...hahax...
ohya...2dae Izzwan my naughty buddy told me that he got some info for me...=.=...hahax...he sae its bad news for me...but he dun want tell me...cox he sae he dun want 2 see me feeling sad and hurt...hahax...he sae...ah lee also hear it...hahax...WAT IT IS THEN!!...hahax...seriously...Izzwan...actually I`m more hurt now...cox I am starting 2 wonder and guess wat it is...hahax...U shld have let me know man!!

Haiiz...I`m actually quite happy with my MT result...Manage 2 get a B3...Althought I aim for a Distinction...I`m quite please...hmm...Did not wanted 2 retake...BUT...My Dad sae its good 2 try and achieve a Distinction...Cox there is no harm and they take the best result mah...Furthermore I got a Distinction for oral/Listening mah...So its my paper 1 and 2 that pull me down mah...HOWEVER...I realli DUN want 2 retake cox its lyk one subject down which means lesser burden...then now want me retake...AHHHH!!...I dun know lyk...Veri F**K UP...Plz ppl...Give me some encouragement if u can...I seriously quite trouble by alot of things now...Ohya...Hear that SHE got go Prom Nite...Which is a gd news...If she nv go...I tink its lyk a wasteful trip for me already...even if I dun get 2 talk 2 her...a peep at her will makes my heart go wild...hahax...AND...Ppl had been asking me 2 get HER 2 be my partner...Of Course I want lah...BUT...I`m afraid I get rejected by HER...Haiiz...I dare 2 sae I have Faith now but I lacking the ACTION...Tis is not a good sign...Haiiz...time is running out...I`m realli afraid 2 lose her...I WANT her AND I NEED her...I realli running out of ideas...I`m behaving wat its does`nt seems lyk me...HOW??...WAIT??GIVE UP??START ACTION??Plz ppl...if u read my post...plz tag 2 tell me wat I shld do...Including HER

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

National Day 2dae...so it means more holidae...hahax...boring!!

I got cheated 2 go 2 sch 2dae...=.="
why??cox I or shld I sae lots of us thought it was 2dae that we get our trophy 4 interhouse game...and we also though there were be a bb exhibition match...in the end...nothing I expected happened...so the whole dae was a boring dae...had a skit...then sing songs...then had a teachers vs students games...captain ball and floorball...worst of all...got us 2 watch the game...and those that play for the student side sucks!!they dun know how 2 play then still want 2 play...thankfully...just as we will about 2 leave aft watching floorball...mr farizal approach me 2 play for dream team against teachers...just nice louis was there too...so we 2 sae ok...want 2 play...then we ask zulhairi 2 play also...but then the leopard team...so zulhairi dun want play...then it was a five a side game in the fist half...me,louis,qayyum,shameer and dirk play...fist half it was a 2-2 draw...i score a goal and shameer score 2 other...for the teachers one I 4get liao...I can onli rmb that it was a give away...cox wanted 2 let teachers win...hahax...second half was 7 a side...continue de game...play lots of one touch passing...and in the end we lost 4-3...we conceded 2 goal in the second half b4 I manage 2 pull back one for the team...hahax...other than the soccer match...the others events to me was a waste of time...hahax...waiting eagerly 2 add 2 more trophy 2 my collection bah...currently I have around 15-17 trophys already...hahax...
proud 2 be a all rounder sportsman...Watch me guys...I will climb 2 the highest through the help of my Lord Jesus...

2dae nv go sch...due 2 me being sick...was suffering from flu...keep on sneezing...ah choo!!...ate the medicine which make me slp 4 a veri long time...now still feeling giddy...both eyes also have double eyelid liao...hahax...so it means that I slp more than enough le...hahax...2morrow is the one yr anniversary of "Great Depression"...hahax...I promise 2 stay happy as much as possible!

I`M SICK AGAIN!! Hate it man!!...the feeling sucks...2dae had P.E and I feel a sharp pain in my chest...the pain lasted quite a long time and I was realli worrie...cox i nv had such experience b4...=(
Was thinking...what if I will suddenly enter a state of unconsious and leave for heaven...gosh...God!I dun want 2 leave NOW!!...was suffering from a bad flu the whole dae...keep on sneezing and I use more than 5 packets of tissue!!....ohya...2dae though can get back O lvl chinese result...BUT...I onli know at 1.30pm from pei ying that 2dae nv get result...ggrrr....then went back 2 class for star lesson and mr yeong told us must wait till 13 aug then know reult...and I m the first one 2 pay for graduation party!Hope my frens wun bastard me and hope I will see ppl who I wan 2 see there...Pray and Pray....shall end here bah...realli veri tired and sick...Frens plz keep me in prayer!!

Due to overtiredness ytrdae...shall talk about 4 aug 07 thingy 2dae...hahax...Sovereign FC vs Impulse EFC...some sort of a derby match...i believe many will have thought another thrashing will be on the way...however...Sovereign suprises many...dae by dae Sovereign is expanding and from merely 5-6 players in the past...we now have about 18-19players... we met up at 1pm at somewhere near evss kopitiam...at first was abit worry about the players as we have a number of players informing us of them being sick...and they were important players 2 us...but we still continue 2 focus on the match...waited 2 full team 2 be down...had my lunch...had votting and some talking as well...went over as a team to the void deck under a block near the field...had tatical talk and then coach and my mum went 2 get the drinks while we were warming up playings around having fun...trying 2 relax ourselves b4 the game...hahax...game suppose 2 open at around 3pm but was drag until 3.45pm...=.="...due 2 some mistake by sports council...hahax...but they told us we can continue using till 5.45pm...had photo taking and prize presentation...warm up abit...then start the match at around 4.10pm...we kick off first and about 10-15mins into the game...a 30yard defence splitting ball from me allow kumaran 2 be in a one on one situation...and as expectedly...the ball was slop home confidently...1-0 up for Sovereign...we continue 2 play well but due 2 poor defending during corner...we din manage 2 clear de ball and jason hit a half volley into the net though our keeper nat manage 2 get a touch on it...1-1...the game went on quite evenly...until about 40th min...a mistake by farhan as he din manage 2 clear the ball away but instead hit the ball high up while being at the backline...bernard try 2 shield off our striker but he din expect me 2 come out from no where and use my chest 2 win the ball away from him when de ball drop...i continue my run 2wards goal with the pressure from bernard...manage 2 go all the way and a bullet from me surprise de crowd and everyone as it hit the top right hand corner...no chance at all for siva...happy 2 score such a nice first goal...and ppl were saeing even the keeper was petr cech...he could not do anything at all too...2-1 up till half time...just the start of the second half...as it was about 5pm...the teams that book from 5pm to 7pm came and started warming up...we din care about them and we continue about the game...about 10-15 mins into the second half...poor closing down from our team allow multazam 2 have the longest time ever 2 aim at goal and due 2 block vision...our keeper could`nt do much...2-2...aft that...the teams for the next match was unhappy and their referee just block and ended de match for us...my mum and coach was veri angry and they went 2 settle for us...i heard from them ltr that the team were unhappy and din wan 2 play in the dark...and they also talk gangster 2ward my dad just 2 try and "scare" us off...both team Sovereign and Impulse were both displease and we combine 2gether for the first time 2 show our displease...hahax...in the end we had no choice..we ended the game early with a draw...aft that our team went 2 kfc 2 eat 2 celebrate a gd game that we could consider ourselves as winners...ate,talk and joke alot there...unti abut 8.20pm...we went our separate way and home sweet home... 2dae play lots of computer games...was tinking about some love stuff the whole dae...just hope for the best for now bah...season ended...going 2 push myself 2 study...get a gd grade...go 2 sports and wellness management course at nanyang poly...then hope 2 have the season reopen asap...

2morrow sovereign vs impulse game at evss...kickoff 3.30pm...visitors are greatly welcome...=)

Nthing 2 post 2dae...cox nothing realli happened...

2dae was not a realli enjoyable dae for me...had a serious stomach upset...was in pain the whole journey 2 sch...omg omg...hate the feeling...until now 22:53 i`m still suffering from it...haiiz...in the morning there was the announcement for the npcc overall games dae champion...i din went up as i feel that there izit the need...in the end i was rite i believe...aft that had el...got back paper 1 marks...i got 17/30...which shld be ok for our class and sch....aft that had recess...then had recess...got back social studies milestone 2 result...i realli thought i din manage 2 get the top few tis time as the paper was realli challenging...furthermore mr farizal sae 2 of the 4 previous name was overthrone...so there was the pressure...thankfully...mr farizal announce that the person who score the highest onli goes to sch 4 times a wk...and he sae if tis person will 2 go 2 sch everydae...he could have score full marks...hahax...so din expected...it was ME who score 22/25marks...hahax...aft that had maths...then had physics...get back result...aft knowing i fail chemistry...i realli dun want 2 fail my combine...thankfully i got 25/40 for phycis...so overall i got 55/100 for combine...but still i haven got back my A1...haiiz..aft tis sat game...i`m going 2 push myself 2 the limit the the end...shall end here bah...ZzzZzz time...

An unique and special boy entering adulthood who is learning to be humble, gracious & righteous in Christ Jesus; Also~, a love doc whom haven experience love himself; yet aiming to get married at 23; Love challenging what others dares not and not affected by one's status or riches; Lastly, a hardcore metrosexual whom loves to don himself in clothings...not forgetting his hair as well...=)



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2dae was another fun dae...have so much fun 2dae...2dae had Prelim EL paper...was kinda ok I tink...had some difficulties in paper 1 for the compo part...was having some trouble...however still manage 2 do it well,I believe....Louis and I was talking crap all the time while waiting for the paper 2 be given out...we sure had a great laugh...especially when we manage 2 joke about 1 of our fren...nickname rusty fan...hahax...we 2 are just lame...ohya...and delvyn had become our "tao"...hahax...due 2 something funny loh...hahax...and he was having jelly legs the whole dae...hahax...
ohya...and ppl u know wat...I finally got back my charm man...you know wat...finally aft a few months of waiting...pretty gurls r looking at me once again...and not onli that...they r attracted by my charm...wahahaha...so bhb...but its de truth...let me describe the incident...2dae on my way back 2 sengkang...was waiting for bus as usual at bus stop near library...and there were three pretty gurl sitting there...around 18yrs old i guess...and they will looking at my direction regularly...somemore is not those kind of stare stare...but they will peeping at me...hahax...I thought they will looking at someonelse and so I din care much...then aft that...went up 27 and they took the bus too...guess wat...I went 2 sit at the back row and although got 2 seat left onli...they sat there too...one of them sat at the lap(correct spelling??)...then the one sat at the lap one was constantly jumping up and down on the lap and it was quite erm...u know rite...hahax...then the one being sit on began 2 pull the bra stripe...and the gurl was last so pai sei loh...then aft that...the gurl sitting on the lap began 2 keep on look at me...hahax...she keep on look at me while pretending 2 look at other things...then when I look back...she pretend 2 look away at other things...then again she look at me once again...then got one time I caught her looking at me and I gave a smile back...she pai sei then pretend 2 look downwards while adjusting her shirts...hahax...then aft that all alight 2gether but went different ways...hahax...Its such a great feeling 2 have gurls,somemore are pretty gurls looking at me...It makes me confidence once again since botak!!

Past fews dae there were heavy rain pouring throughout the dae...weather was shiok to the core...but was sneezing more often than usual...=x
Most of the time was slping at home and using com...dun know wat 2 study although I have lots of things 2 study...hahax...dun know wat`s wrong with me also...prelims r near but yet I dun wan 2 put in the effort 2 study lyk that...haiiz...hmm...dun have much 2 post le...shall stop here...Smile Always ppl...=)

2dae had practical exam(prelim)...was having quite alot of fun doing it...abit inconfident doing myself...but God is with me mah...hahax...Mr Farizal took my grp and I was the first person of the pack sitting right infront...and I was boiling a black substance and guess wat...as usual...I enjoy trying out things...and I actually went on to boil the substance for a veri long time...As it boil...the substance over heated I tink and out the substance came and Mr Farizal was starring with me with his eyes almost poping out...hahax...I bet he got a shock...=x
Aft that spent a long time 2dae at SAC...Had a great time there...listening 2 my musics and at the same time joke around with my frens...I help Izzwan and Ashley shade their D n T folio pic...hahax...Was bored lah...so help them loh...alot of ppl sae the shading veri nice and when they heard it was done by me...they thought I was joking...hahax...but must thanks my "Shi Fu" for teaching me de lah...and she is Liyana loh...She`s a great fren 2 me especially one who help me alot in art...hahax...but she seems 2 be facing some problem now and has been away from sch about 1 month liao...just praying the best for her...hahax...ooops...where was I...erm...oh then about 12.15pm...time 2 left...and I was pai sei...
My dearest buddy Izzwan saw me peeking at someone when that someone is about to leave...OMG...then he shout to the other something lyk "Manton,I saw ur eyes looking at someone"...and everyone immediately know wat was going on...I almost blush inside out loh...din expect him 2 notice me...cox I had always been successful in such act...hahax...=x...then as usual...they starting teasing ME and of course I just pretend not 2 hear...OH!!!Wateva!!
EAT SLUGS!!(From Chevalyn)hahax....

Yawnzz...I`m getting weaker each dae by each dae lyk that...my muscles r turning flabby...I`m getting tired much more easier...I dun seems to be becoming stronger and fitter dae by dae...instead I`m becoming not myself anymore...
2dae had a shock in the morning due to the DMs...I just can`t understand y they keep on insisting on us having short hair...and their definition of "short" is shorter than primary sch kids...wtf...do they enjoy catching ppl and making them pay $5 for a hair cut that we do not want...stupid rite...if it was in the past...I will even dare show off my current hair to Mr Ee and Ms See...Now...haiiz...dun talk about it lah...Make me more frustrated...Nthing special happened 2dae...hmm...Ohya...I tink onli for the first time...most of our class manage 2 complete a physics pratical without much difficulties...Dun know how our class gonna cope...BUT...Dun worrie...I will keep u guys in prayers...
hmmm...that all I want 2 talk about...Others things dun want 2 talk about now...Onli make me more frustrated...rrrrrhhh!!!

ZZzzZzz...2dae was another boring dae 4 me...as usual...did nth much...until something caught my eyes in one of my fren`s nick...it was lyk this...
"if u want her 2 be happy,let her go...even if u regret..u know at least she was smiling on the other side and wasnt crying for u...[wrote 4 a fren and anyone in his situation]
hahax...since I`m a combine humanities fanatic...I shall use the technics I learn on tis phrase...
firstly...I dun know if tis fren of my is refering 2 me...but nvm...if its not...just treat it that I`m over-sensitive and too imaginative...hahax
Secondly...I always believe I shld follow my heart...I will prefer listening 2 my heavenly father advise then any other...(4 my christian relative out there...I bet u agree with me)
Thirdly...No OFFENCE to anyone if I sae anything wrong...just expressing wat I wanted 2 sae...Lets Begin...
Aft seeing tis phrase...My first impression will 2 be "wow...Its true Man!!I shld follow the saeing"...However aft I study the phrase carefully...I begin 2 feel its lyk a lie...a white lie 2 be exact...its seems 2 sound so true...but its actually a lie...from the phrase "if u want her 2 be happy,let her go...even if u regret"..for those who tink its correct...look carefully again...Izit true that if U realli let her go will she realli be happy...mayb for awhile...but aft some times will she??
then I believe that sometimes U may have already let go...but mayb its the other party who is not letting go??Or mayb it is due 2 the frens around...from my personal experience...I have also sae b4 that I`m letting go...but my frens just wun believe me...the part where I disagree the most..."even if u regret"...since u know u will regret already...y let it happened...when u r old...then u will want 2 turn the clock back...Izit it too late then...
Second part now..."u know at least she was smiling on the other side and wasnt crying for u"...lets interpret again...
Will it realli be true that she will be smiling on the other side??hahax...there mayb a possibility...BUT...Onli if the opp sex doesnt lyk u anymore and find u a pest...hahax...hey...even if that is the truth...its still up 2 u!!...but there mayb a possibility that she is smiling due 2 sadness...just lyk in those tv dramas...hmm...if u dun let her go...will she realli be crying for u??Izit it a blessing 2 have someone crying for u??Can`t it be tears of joy??hahax...aft so much intepretation...don`t u agree with me??
In conclusion...For those ppl in the same situation...just follow ur heart and seek God for the right guidance...for love relationship...onli u can help urself...no onelse...and if u avoid the person u lyk becox of ur pride...then go and bang ur head(but dun injured urself)...pride can kill...it took me a long time 2 realise it and I`m starting 2 regret and cox its abit too late...but izit true that better late then nv...hahax...come on ppl...Its all got 2 do with the BIG F...(not wat u thinking)...Its...
FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH>>>FAITH

Aft watching a 9pm drama series(or something lyk that lah) about a love story...I wonder if such things will realli happened in human`s life...Three party involved in this love story...person A felt in love with Person B...However,person B felt in love with Person C who was the bro of person A...person A just give up and try 2 matchmake them...however he continue 2 be the guardian angel of person B(woman of course)...waiting and waiting patiently dae by dae,he hopes for nothing but onli 2 see person B happy and smiling everdae...y??cox person B is person A everything...fortunately for person A...person B manage 2 realise that her true love was actually person A and that he was her real guardian angel...In the end they ended up 2gether as one...fortunately for person A...
I`m realli feeling that such things r impossible...however,if there is a show of such things...I believe its real to have such things happening...BUT izit possible 2 happened in my life too??

Haiiz...2dae another bright dae which turns into a sad dae...2dae Izzwan told me about the "info" he had for me...hahax...its actually quite cute of him lah...hahax...but actually those things r lyk I already know about it...based on my own instincts...hahax...cox I tink alot of wat may happened mah...so not realli surprise at all...anyway thanks buddy!
Frankly speaking...I`m blessed with alot of frens who r constantly trying 2 help 2 matchmake us...hahax...actually u guys r realli a big help 2 me already...its just that I did not take my chance b4...and I wun regret if I nv get it again...hahax...Thks Guys!!
Had Oral aft that...Was nervous at first...but manage 2 calm myself down...actually was quite easy lah...I believe I din quite well 2 achieve at least a distinction??hahax...
aft that went home...my dad had a talk with me about next yr...as u guys know my youngest bro is going 2 be born soon and my family finacial is realli in some crisis...haiiz...then my dad had some arguement with me about his plan next yr...haiiz...dun know how 2...mayb next yr I have 2 balance a work and my studies...I realli want 2 help my family overcome our finacial problem...haiiz...thought will have more times for other things lyk the R thingy...guess now...its gonna have 2 wait??=(

Decided 2 post again 2dae...cox I read some things and I`m starting 2 wonder that all HOPES r lost and the bubble of hope had burst...It seems 2 be LOST 4ever already...Haiiz...NO MORE HOPE!
=(

Yawnzz...2dae nv go 2 sch...was boring de whole dae...cox I keep slping the whole dae...dun know y also...I hate it man!!...Just keep on slping and slping non-stop...lyk 2dae...slp till about 12noon...then woke up...had lunch...slp again till about 7.30pm...aiyo...if onli I can spend those times studying...hahax...
ohya...2dae Izzwan my naughty buddy told me that he got some info for me...=.=...hahax...he sae its bad news for me...but he dun want tell me...cox he sae he dun want 2 see me feeling sad and hurt...hahax...he sae...ah lee also hear it...hahax...WAT IT IS THEN!!...hahax...seriously...Izzwan...actually I`m more hurt now...cox I am starting 2 wonder and guess wat it is...hahax...U shld have let me know man!!

Haiiz...I`m actually quite happy with my MT result...Manage 2 get a B3...Althought I aim for a Distinction...I`m quite please...hmm...Did not wanted 2 retake...BUT...My Dad sae its good 2 try and achieve a Distinction...Cox there is no harm and they take the best result mah...Furthermore I got a Distinction for oral/Listening mah...So its my paper 1 and 2 that pull me down mah...HOWEVER...I realli DUN want 2 retake cox its lyk one subject down which means lesser burden...then now want me retake...AHHHH!!...I dun know lyk...Veri F**K UP...Plz ppl...Give me some encouragement if u can...I seriously quite trouble by alot of things now...Ohya...Hear that SHE got go Prom Nite...Which is a gd news...If she nv go...I tink its lyk a wasteful trip for me already...even if I dun get 2 talk 2 her...a peep at her will makes my heart go wild...hahax...AND...Ppl had been asking me 2 get HER 2 be my partner...Of Course I want lah...BUT...I`m afraid I get rejected by HER...Haiiz...I dare 2 sae I have Faith now but I lacking the ACTION...Tis is not a good sign...Haiiz...time is running out...I`m realli afraid 2 lose her...I WANT her AND I NEED her...I realli running out of ideas...I`m behaving wat its does`nt seems lyk me...HOW??...WAIT??GIVE UP??START ACTION??Plz ppl...if u read my post...plz tag 2 tell me wat I shld do...Including HER

Your Personality Is

Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours.

National Day 2dae...so it means more holidae...hahax...boring!!

I got cheated 2 go 2 sch 2dae...=.="
why??cox I or shld I sae lots of us thought it was 2dae that we get our trophy 4 interhouse game...and we also though there were be a bb exhibition match...in the end...nothing I expected happened...so the whole dae was a boring dae...had a skit...then sing songs...then had a teachers vs students games...captain ball and floorball...worst of all...got us 2 watch the game...and those that play for the student side sucks!!they dun know how 2 play then still want 2 play...thankfully...just as we will about 2 leave aft watching floorball...mr farizal approach me 2 play for dream team against teachers...just nice louis was there too...so we 2 sae ok...want 2 play...then we ask zulhairi 2 play also...but then the leopard team...so zulhairi dun want play...then it was a five a side game in the fist half...me,louis,qayyum,shameer and dirk play...fist half it was a 2-2 draw...i score a goal and shameer score 2 other...for the teachers one I 4get liao...I can onli rmb that it was a give away...cox wanted 2 let teachers win...hahax...second half was 7 a side...continue de game...play lots of one touch passing...and in the end we lost 4-3...we conceded 2 goal in the second half b4 I manage 2 pull back one for the team...hahax...other than the soccer match...the others events to me was a waste of time...hahax...waiting eagerly 2 add 2 more trophy 2 my collection bah...currently I have around 15-17 trophys already...hahax...
proud 2 be a all rounder sportsman...Watch me guys...I will climb 2 the highest through the help of my Lord Jesus...

2dae nv go sch...due 2 me being sick...was suffering from flu...keep on sneezing...ah choo!!...ate the medicine which make me slp 4 a veri long time...now still feeling giddy...both eyes also have double eyelid liao...hahax...so it means that I slp more than enough le...hahax...2morrow is the one yr anniversary of "Great Depression"...hahax...I promise 2 stay happy as much as possible!

I`M SICK AGAIN!! Hate it man!!...the feeling sucks...2dae had P.E and I feel a sharp pain in my chest...the pain lasted quite a long time and I was realli worrie...cox i nv had such experience b4...=(
Was thinking...what if I will suddenly enter a state of unconsious and leave for heaven...gosh...God!I dun want 2 leave NOW!!...was suffering from a bad flu the whole dae...keep on sneezing and I use more than 5 packets of tissue!!....ohya...2dae though can get back O lvl chinese result...BUT...I onli know at 1.30pm from pei ying that 2dae nv get result...ggrrr....then went back 2 class for star lesson and mr yeong told us must wait till 13 aug then know reult...and I m the first one 2 pay for graduation party!Hope my frens wun bastard me and hope I will see ppl who I wan 2 see there...Pray and Pray....shall end here bah...realli veri tired and sick...Frens plz keep me in prayer!!

Due to overtiredness ytrdae...shall talk about 4 aug 07 thingy 2dae...hahax...Sovereign FC vs Impulse EFC...some sort of a derby match...i believe many will have thought another thrashing will be on the way...however...Sovereign suprises many...dae by dae Sovereign is expanding and from merely 5-6 players in the past...we now have about 18-19players... we met up at 1pm at somewhere near evss kopitiam...at first was abit worry about the players as we have a number of players informing us of them being sick...and they were important players 2 us...but we still continue 2 focus on the match...waited 2 full team 2 be down...had my lunch...had votting and some talking as well...went over as a team to the void deck under a block near the field...had tatical talk and then coach and my mum went 2 get the drinks while we were warming up playings around having fun...trying 2 relax ourselves b4 the game...hahax...game suppose 2 open at around 3pm but was drag until 3.45pm...=.="...due 2 some mistake by sports council...hahax...but they told us we can continue using till 5.45pm...had photo taking and prize presentation...warm up abit...then start the match at around 4.10pm...we kick off first and about 10-15mins into the game...a 30yard defence splitting ball from me allow kumaran 2 be in a one on one situation...and as expectedly...the ball was slop home confidently...1-0 up for Sovereign...we continue 2 play well but due 2 poor defending during corner...we din manage 2 clear de ball and jason hit a half volley into the net though our keeper nat manage 2 get a touch on it...1-1...the game went on quite evenly...until about 40th min...a mistake by farhan as he din manage 2 clear the ball away but instead hit the ball high up while being at the backline...bernard try 2 shield off our striker but he din expect me 2 come out from no where and use my chest 2 win the ball away from him when de ball drop...i continue my run 2wards goal with the pressure from bernard...manage 2 go all the way and a bullet from me surprise de crowd and everyone as it hit the top right hand corner...no chance at all for siva...happy 2 score such a nice first goal...and ppl were saeing even the keeper was petr cech...he could not do anything at all too...2-1 up till half time...just the start of the second half...as it was about 5pm...the teams that book from 5pm to 7pm came and started warming up...we din care about them and we continue about the game...about 10-15 mins into the second half...poor closing down from our team allow multazam 2 have the longest time ever 2 aim at goal and due 2 block vision...our keeper could`nt do much...2-2...aft that...the teams for the next match was unhappy and their referee just block and ended de match for us...my mum and coach was veri angry and they went 2 settle for us...i heard from them ltr that the team were unhappy and din wan 2 play in the dark...and they also talk gangster 2ward my dad just 2 try and "scare" us off...both team Sovereign and Impulse were both displease and we combine 2gether for the first time 2 show our displease...hahax...in the end we had no choice..we ended the game early with a draw...aft that our team went 2 kfc 2 eat 2 celebrate a gd game that we could consider ourselves as winners...ate,talk and joke alot there...unti abut 8.20pm...we went our separate way and home sweet home... 2dae play lots of computer games...was tinking about some love stuff the whole dae...just hope for the best for now bah...season ended...going 2 push myself 2 study...get a gd grade...go 2 sports and wellness management course at nanyang poly...then hope 2 have the season reopen asap...

2morrow sovereign vs impulse game at evss...kickoff 3.30pm...visitors are greatly welcome...=)

Nthing 2 post 2dae...cox nothing realli happened...

2dae was not a realli enjoyable dae for me...had a serious stomach upset...was in pain the whole journey 2 sch...omg omg...hate the feeling...until now 22:53 i`m still suffering from it...haiiz...in the morning there was the announcement for the npcc overall games dae champion...i din went up as i feel that there izit the need...in the end i was rite i believe...aft that had el...got back paper 1 marks...i got 17/30...which shld be ok for our class and sch....aft that had recess...then had recess...got back social studies milestone 2 result...i realli thought i din manage 2 get the top few tis time as the paper was realli challenging...furthermore mr farizal sae 2 of the 4 previous name was overthrone...so there was the pressure...thankfully...mr farizal announce that the person who score the highest onli goes to sch 4 times a wk...and he sae if tis person will 2 go 2 sch everydae...he could have score full marks...hahax...so din expected...it was ME who score 22/25marks...hahax...aft that had maths...then had physics...get back result...aft knowing i fail chemistry...i realli dun want 2 fail my combine...thankfully i got 25/40 for phycis...so overall i got 55/100 for combine...but still i haven got back my A1...haiiz..aft tis sat game...i`m going 2 push myself 2 the limit the the end...shall end here bah...ZzzZzz time...