Monday, 31 December 2007 ● 22:40
A new yr...a new beginning...2007 was`nt realli a great and smooth sailing yr...
Fun and joy sure there will...laughters and smiles will part of my days...
However...sorrows and pain fill more of it...with pressure from O lvl adding 2 it...
How I hope How I pray...that everything were nv be the same...
4get de past...4get de pain...thats something which nv will began...
Ignore de past...Ignore de pain...its de onli way which will lead my way...
Wat shld I do Wat shld I say...if onli my dreams will 2 surface...
All I can do is to believe and pray...that my life wun just be a play...
2004-2007...2008-200?...a different life a different place...
Alpha and Omega...A beginning and a end...
Things will nv be de same...will nv be de same....
ME
Tuesday, 25 December 2007 ● 22:55
Thats my look on christmas day and my most recent look...and frankly...I`m happy cox thats de way I love myself de most...
I just look gorgeous...woo woo!!
True Meaning...
Monday, 24 December 2007 ● 23:25
Many of u will most probably be having fun soon...Probably counting down to christmas...preparing 4 it 2 come...
On ur mind will be wat kind of presents u will get...wishes u wish 2 wish...
party and wines...and probably sing some christmas songs...
But do u know de true meaning of christmas??
I believe many of u guys thought that christmas is lyk a new year for "ang mo"...
Just de way lyk us chinese celebrating chinese new yr...
hahax...but thats not de true meaning of christmas...
4 those with abit more knowledge will know its de celebration 4 de birth of Christ...
yup...it is but its not totally complete yet...
Christmas is actually not de exact birth 4 Christ...
Its just that 2 wat we know is that Christ is born around tis time...
and so we use christmas as a erm...a date use 2 rmb de birth of christ...
Christmas do not involved de lyks of santa clus,party and etc...
but just 2 celebrate de birth of Christ...
actually...as christian...we do not celebrate much but just rejoice de birth of christ...
and most importantly...share de good news with our fellow frens and relatives...
So...I hope I manage 2 give u a better understanding 2 wat is christmas...
Although its kinda brief but it a summary of christmas...
2 all my fellow brothers and sisters of Christ...do celebrate de birth of Christ...
But dun 4get de true meaning of christmas...=)
Wednesday, 19 December 2007 ● 22:07
Ok...my right shoulder pain was gone yesterdae...but 2dae out of sudden my left shoulder suffer de same pain...
and I`m in deep pain again...pain till want 2 cry liao lah!!
AARRGGGGHHHHHH!!
I can`t type much...so end here liao...
Shit!!
Monday, 17 December 2007 ● 22:41
Oh no...injure myself once again...and de pain is killing me!!...ARGH!!I can`t stand it man!!
Too much push-ups perhaps...too anxious perhaps...
now...I gonna stop my trngs and just recover...wth...I hate tis...
ohya...I nv say I injure where hor!!hahax...I injure my right shoulder...
and u can actually see my right collar bone not equal 2 my left...
When I look into de mirror...I can sit de bone kinda of poking outwards more than de left does??
Sounds kinda disgusting I know...but thats actually de real situation I`m facing...
and once again I gonna emphasize that among all my past injuries...
tis one is one of de most painful one I experience...and addition 2 it...
I`m suffering from a stiff neck from a bad slping position yesterdae...T_T
Relaxation
Wednesday, 12 December 2007 ● 22:28
Feeling relax is a veri important part of life...Furthermore we r living in such a complicated and modern city...
Our scheldue r tight...our pressure r high and r constantly staking up 2 our neck lvl...
De amount of breathing space left is almost 0%??
Yes...for many of my frens...currently we r having our fun 2 de highest lvl...
However...I`m sorrie 2 sae...all things always have 2 come 2 an end...
It will be soon b4 we obtain our O lvl result...and begin de next chapter of our life...
Whether it mayb 2 JC,poly,ITE or even ending school...
I`m sad 2 say we will be going into another higher lvl of pressure...
Yes...I gonna admit it that it will be tough...a new environment and new way of life...
Some of us may even go 2 de extent of giving up...
All tis r due 2 de high lvl being setup by de government...
Competition among ppl r de main purpose 4 de government...
We r now force 2 be de best in order 2 survive...in order 2 obtain life`s leisure...
It`s sounds kinda painful and cruel...but thats life in Singapore...
Pain and hurt will certainly be there...we just have 2 take it and move on with life...
Smile constantly and take a deep breathe...cox its de joy from God that will bring u through...=)
Appreciate & Treasure
Monday, 10 December 2007 ● 21:58
Hey frens out there!!Stop tis foolishness plz!!!I`m sorrie but I have 2 speak de truth...although de truth does hurt...
Why r there so many of u out there turning against each other!!
What is happening...Where is de love that you share among each other??
Yes...U mayb hurt by that person u love...u may start 2 feel de hatred 4 that person...
U may not have de same strong powerful feelings 4 that person anymore...
U maybe bickering over another person or incidents that seems 2 cox ur relationship 2 be affected...
HEY!!But dun wait till that person is gone and I mean leave de world then u start wanting 2 appreciate and show love!!
Life is truly fragile and easily gone...I dun hope 2 see u guys crying over de person onli when something happened 2 him/her...
Come on man!!Plz put aside those quarrel and unhappiness about that person!!
Dun be fool by ur temporary anger that cox u 2 decide 2 push de person u love aside...
Plz start appreciating and treasuring each other b4 its too late...
I may not know wat r de problems that cox u 2 be angry or sad with de person u love...
It may even be 2 de extent that its unforgivable or unimaginable...
However plz consider properly de way u treat that person...dun give that person de cold shoulder...
Why let something compare 2 ur relationship which is so unimportant and small affect ur relationship??
Plz dun let a moment of sillyness 2 prevent u from continuing that precious relationship...
Cox ur love ones r de one whom will stay by u through thick and thins...
Even though things may not seems 2 be de case 4 now...
New Target
Sunday, 9 December 2007 ● 22:33
Ok...I found my new target at last...Finally...aft some period of targetless life...
NoNoNo...Dun get me wrong...not in de sense of a new gurl...
I mean a new target in life..4 those who r constant reader will know that I lose some targets aft my secondary sch time ended
and I have been quite sort of moodless and was lyk a "headless" chicken??
So let me annouce wat it is then...
Other than Jesus as my goal(although not doing that well...but still constantly trying my best 2 achieve it)
I now aim 2 achieve a "perfect body"...
hahax...those who r close 2 me will know that I have lost some muscles due 2 O lvl
and also 2 de fact that I have become lazy and stop trng my body...
But...I`m trying my best now 2 achieve more than wat I use 2 be...
Ever seen pictures of guys with 6 pack and well built muscles??
Thats my aim!!I`m gonna work 2wards it and deadline will be b4 poly start...
Thats de time I set 4 myself 2 achieve it!!
and once I get my body built up well enough...de beaches will be my regular spot??
lol...mayb I can even go and get a lifeguard license??
Wee~I`m waiting eagerly 4 that 2 happen!!
4 those who want 2 achieve a well built body too...here`s my way of trng...=)
1)50 push-ups(dun push urself too much...get up 4 awhile when u can`t take it)
2)60 sit ups(advice 2 go left and right while going up and without any leg support)
3)skipping = 300 and above(every 50 or 100,stop and take deep breathes....dun take too long though...about 10 seconds thats all) 4)jump and touch de ceiling 50 times continously(make sure every jump is ur highest!!)
*)train every alt day...u body nd some rest too!!
Thursday, 6 December 2007 ● 22:27
When was de last time you did something 4 de first time??Have u ever pause 4 a moment in life and just relax and recap about certain events in life??
Like...de first step u took as a baby??Or mayb de first word u spoke??
Tis mayb beyond recap 4 u...lets sae something else instead...
De first time you fall in love??Or de first time u cry??
Okok...my main objective 2dae is not 2 ask u 2 recall about ur joyous or sad moment in life...
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT
2 ask u 2 recall wat gave u de courage or boldness 2 take de first step...
Hahax...its gd 4 u 2 recall back about wat gave u de courage or shld I sae de motivation...
Cox its quite hard 4 us 2 make de first move in certain situation...
Like for flag day event...de first person u approach 2 make a donation...
Or mayb lyk how u tell de opp sex about ur love 4 that person...
Its kinda hard and difficult rite!!Dun tell me u dun have that kind of experience b4...
Cox there will surely be at least one...just tink harder!!
Okok...If u manage 2 rmb wat gave u de motivation...
Dun 4get about it!!Cox its de key 2 unlocking many situation 4 u in future!!
If u have not found it...then dun worry...cox there is still plenty of chance 4 such situation...
Just rmb...believe in yourself and make de move...dun try avoiding de it...
It will lead u 2 unlock that situation...
and once u unlock and make de first move...u will nv regret it cox...
U have just overcome another fear of yours...=)
STIR UP = BIGGER CAPACITY
Wednesday, 5 December 2007 ● 20:37
Happiness begins from you!!and I mean urself...I dun believe in ppl who sae that their mood is being affected due 2 other things...
Be it relationship,work,studies etc etc...you know you know...
We have a choice 2 decide whether or not 2 be affected by it...
Yes...sometimes de hit comes 2 sudden and unexpectedly...sometimes even beyond our control...
Just lyk a knock out punch right in your face...OUCH!!...
BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT BUT
U have a choice whether anot 2 continue being stun by that unhappiness...
OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR OR
To stir back up immediately and go 4 a couterattack...
Come On...de next time when u r being punch...get back up and tell it...
Back off!!I`m gonna stir UP UP and AWAY!!Dun let it be a bondage 2 u...
Let me share with u another example provided by my dad...
Have u ever see a typhoon or whirlwind??
Not in real life...be in cartoon or movies or wateva...
If u notice...de higher part or I shld sae de topper part of de typhoon...
Its a shape(from top 2 bottom) somewhat lyk a upside down triangle...
If u r a dreamer or a imaginer...u will be inspire and be able 2 infer from it...
U see...Its lyk a equation...
de more u stir up = de bigger capacity for happiness and blessing...
So if u will 2 stir more downwards...de capacity will as usual decrease...
Hahax...Understand??...I hope my another sharing will be able 2 help u in life...
Cox life is all about Happiness =)
Most Powerful Weapon
Sunday, 2 December 2007 ● 22:34
Wat is it??Wat is it??ITs not nuclear weapons...ITs not any type of arms...ITs not anything u can tink of easily...
ITs LOVE...Not in de case of BGR or u lyking something...
But just simply showing love...
Have u ever heard b4 of de saying that...
ITs no use using hard against hard...cox both party will suffer...
Tink again...will it be better if someone will 2 misunderstand u and u will 2 tell him nicely...
that u r being misunderstood...instead of @)#@$ coming out...
Will it be better if u will 2 treat someone with care and concern instead of...
seeing him onli and u start complaining and grumbling...
Will it be better if that someone u know do something wrongly against u or which u dislike...
and u instead of blaming that person and ignoring him/her...show love and concern mayb by
telling him u will stand by him/her always and hope that he tells u de truth...
So next time b4 u r about 2 lose ur temper or about 2 lose ur cool...
tink again...Will it be better if u will 2 surprise that person but using a different approach??