Friday, 8 February 2008 ● 22:50
Hmm...So its already CNY...
2dae went visiting with my family...
First 2 my mum`s side...
Was kinda bored cox I`m not so close 2 there...
Then furthermore I`m de oldest there...
So no one 2 play and talk 2 me...
So just see there and watch xiao din dang...
Then at about 12plus left 2 visit my dad`s side...
Go there more fun and ren nao...
Cox they more friendly...
Furthermore I`m lyk de second youngest other than my bros there...
All my cousins r already 20+ for de youngest and 30+ for de oldest...
So kinda being love and focus more...
But too bad is they haven marry!!
So no ang bao!!
They were talking about my changes and etc...
Especially 1 of my gu ma...cox she take care me for awhile when I was young...
Then play with my cousin PS3 winning 11...
Then I keep on lose cox I dun know how 2 play...
So my cousins all constantly teasing and laughing at me...
Its lyk so unusual loh!!
Its always me bullying ppl in sch...I mean teasing...
So being bully is so dots loh!!
Then in de evening went home already...



Oh my gosh...I dunno y...
But tis few days suddenly I miz u so much...
Hmm...y ah??
I also dunno...
Mayb cox I so long nv see u liao...
=(
Haiiz...no choice loh...
Wat 2 do...
Love cannot be force wat...
I also dunno y I just can`t stop luving u...
Even though u make it clear 2 me already...
Mayb cox my love for u has fallen into a bottomless pit already??
So no way out already bah...
And even if there is a way out
I dun wan 2 climb out of de pit!!
Cox I`m just too deeply in love with u already!!
haiiz...
rite so much also no use...
Lyk u got read lyk that...
Even if u got read...
I believe u can`t be bother bah??
mayb I`m even lyk a thorn in ur flesh bah??
Haiiz...If that is de truth I also cannot blame u for it...
Cox no one is to be blame...
But plz if u do read tis...
Dun stop me from luving u...
And dun tell me I will find another better gurl...
Cox I dun wan another better gurl...
U r already too good for me...
And most importantly...
u r de one I onli wan 2 be with...
From de bottom of my heart...
I <3 u