S.O.S
Friday, 1 February 2008 ● 09:04
Ok...I feel lyk running away from home!!Haiiz...but with my kind-heartedness it will nv happened...
I just can`t bear 2 leave my family in dire situation...
But I`m feeling realli frustrated and f**k up...
Cox I believe they r brilliant parents compare 2 many others on 1 side...
While they r unreasonable on de other side...
Yes...I know they meant good 4 me...
As both my ah gong pass away while they will still veri young...lyk around 6??
So they know exactly wat kind of life I may lead if they did not guide me properly...
And I do agree that they have past down almost perfect knowledge and guidance on 2 me...
But does it mean that I will 4llow their footsteps in their younger daes??
Does it mean that I will be lyk that if I did not listen 2 wat they sae??
De rebelness in me is starting 2 burst out...
I`m starting 2 lose my patient and kindness already...
I dun know how long I can tahan anymore...
But I`m afraid 2 lose such wonderful parents if I burst out...
I`m afraid I may hurt them if I will 2 rebel against them...
OMG...I`m realli wondering how long more can I last tis kind of lifestyle...
De lifestyle of having no life...
I dun wan much...I dun ask 4 much...
I onli ask for a little bit more of breathing space as times goes by...
I realli nd it anxiously and eagerly...
Orelse I realli dun know wat I may do if tis will 2 continue...
Haiiz...
Onli God will understand...