Tuesday, 4 March 2008 ● 13:32
I guess I have left out tis all de while...
Onli aft a conversation with my parents yesterday awakes me again...
As a christian...we believe that as long as we ask and trust in Him...
We will be able 2 have it...
And I have always follow tis sentence...
BUT
I left out de second part...
God only will give it 2 us when we r ready 4 it...
When He knows we r already able 2 take control of it...
And de first thing that hits my mind was "relationship"
I spend some deep thought thinking...
And I was wondering am I ready yet??
Or izit just bcox of peer influence...
Or de matter of pride...
Or something else...
Am I ready??Am I REALLI ready??
And I have 2 admit it...
I dun tink I am...
I dun tink I`m ready 2 get involve in a relationship yet...
I was tinking...
If I had gotten into a relationship then...
De one that suffer may be me in de end...
And not onli me...but others too...


I believe I was wrong in de past...
Too anxious...
And I have try 2 take matters into my own hand...
Not relying on Him at all...
I`m sorry and glad that God has given me a chance 2 realise...
And learn from it...


All I can do now is 2 let God work my life...
As He knows wat`s best for me...
And at de right time too...
=)