Haiiz...
Thursday, 24 April 2008 ● 19:42
I have so much to sae...So much to pour out from my heart...
So many questions I want to ask...
But I dun know where to start...
Dun know how to ask...
Dun know how to sae...
I`m feeling kinda down and emo again...
I dun know y...
It just suddenly happening again...
Out of sudden...I felt y am I so kinda useless...
Y am I lyk constantly dragging things?
Being a totally different person from the daily me??
Why has my courage and boldness left me when I needed them...
I dun know y...but I just feel something is not right...
Its seems that history is repeating and I din improve at all...
I dun feel good...
I dun feel confident...
I dun believe in myself anymore...
Perhaps I still haven get over the past yet...
Perhaps I going too fast...
Perhaps no one really understand wat I`m thinking...
Wat I really want...
Perhaps I`m afraid/hate rejection...
ROAR!!!!!
I just feel lyk shouting my heart out!!
I really dun know wat is going on now...
I really dun know if I should continue...
I really dun know wat others r thinking...
I really dun know wat I should do next...
I really dun know who should I turn to...
I really dun know if I shld do this or should I do that...
I really dun know how a gurl thinks...
I realy dun know wat a gurl wants...
I really dun know wat I am doing...
I`m lost and confuse in the wilderness...
Perhaps its best to stay single??
BUT I DUN WANT TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!