Off my chest at last...
Friday, 18 April 2008 ● 22:26
2 parts I`m gonna talk about today...1)My day today...
2)What many which to find out...
Part 1...today I receive a bad news...
I got a grade C...T.T
So sad...
nvm...it will only make me work even more harder...
aft sch went to evss with gang...
Jerrer was there too...
So long nv see him...=)
Had a great time meeting up with my juniors and teachers...=)
Kinda miz evss aft going back...(oh gosh did I just sae that!?!)
Part 2...
Yup...I may look lyk a playboy...
But inside me I know nuts about relationship...
I`m a noob...
I dun understand how a gurl tinks...
I dun understand wat a gurl want...
I`m a freeky coward in BGR...
I have nv stead b4...
Sadly to say...thats the reason y I din succeeded in winning that gurl heart aft 4yrs...(sec time)
I dun know y I`m talking about this aft all...,br> But I just have the urge to post this out to feel better...,br> I had a long and deep thinking...
I decided that I shld put a stop to my childish act...
Wat`s the point of hiding wat my true feelings r...
So I have decided to admit it...
Yes...I do have feelings for her...
U gurls guess correctly...,br> perhaps my action betray me aft all...
I know there is another person who lyk her too...
All I can say is that I only know that he lyk her too 1 day aft I realise my feelings for her...
I dun mean to purposely go compete or anything...
I mean no harm...
I din intend for such things to happened in the first place...
But as always...
there is no right or wrong in love relationship...
All I hope is that u(him) will not have a grude against me or anything...
(thats the reason y I din intend to reveal at first)
Nobody will expect us to fall for the same gurl rite??
I just hope the three of us and continue as fren wateva de outcome is...
And no matter wat the outcome is...
I will accept it and respect it...
Cox I trust u(she) know ur feelings de best...