Haiiz...I realise smt..
I`m always acting tough on de outside but I`m actually weak on de inside...
I seems 2 be faithful,super strong,fearless and even have de nv sae die attiude by many...
But I realise I`m not that wonderful...Although many will feel I am special and gifted...
I guess I`m still human aft all...

I`m always trying 2 be a listening ear 2 my frens` grieve and sadness...
Help them 2 live a better life...help them 2 solve their problem...
And always helping them 2 tink positively...
But When I`m down...I find that nobody is there 4 me...
Nobody is there 2 listen 2 my complains and grieve...
Nobody is there 2 share my burden and pain...
Nobody is there 2 help me get back 2 my feet...
Mayb ppl r tinking that I can settle my problems on my own...
Or mayb they r tinking that wat problems will I have~
I dun know wat`s on their mind...
But I can onli sae humans r selfish...
In order 2 obtain wat`s best 4 themselves...
They will rather push u aside and sacrifice u...
Yes...Thats human...heartless and selfish...

Mayb I`m not human aft all...
I can`t bear to see others in pain while I`m enjoying myself...
I can`t bear 2 hack care while ppl r sweating profusely...
I can`t bear 2 leave ppl crying there while I pretend not 2 see anything...

Tis road is just getting harder and harder 2 walk...
But I believe Jesus shall see me through...
Every tears I shed...Shall not go to waste...
I just wan 2 move on with life and 4get all that has ever happened...
No point arguing Who`s right or Who`s wrong...
I just feel that sometimes wat we feel is best 4 ourselves may not be de best 4 ourselves in God`s eyes...

Haiiz...

Poly faster start can?!?!
I`m getting fired up and so anxious already...
And I Believe my sch will be Temasek Poly...
I wan 2 start poly life faster...anxious about focusing on 1 main thing...
Instead of so many sub in sec...
I wan 2 know more frens...especially gurls!!
And Must be pretty gurls ok!!
I wan 2 faster join sch soccer team...
Cox it will be de first time I represent my sch playing...
And I believe it will be surprising 4 many about tis fact...
I wan 2 faster wear home clothes 2 sch...which is so rare for me...
And No more sch rules lyk "Manton, go get a hair cut"...
Or "Manton ur hair got color"(even though I nv dye b4 then)...
And I wan 2 get into a relationship!!
I dun want 2 regret it when I`m old...
I wan 2 love and be love...
U can call me despo or wateva...
But tink again...r u more despo than me since u may have stead in secondary 1 or 2??
I find I`m old enough 2 handle a relationship...
And even my parents and Mr Yeong has already urge me 2 get into a relationship...
Especially my parents...who r constantly asking if I have a gf...
And I know if I dun get a stead during poly yrs...
My dream of marrying early will be GONE!!
Tink again man!!Aft poly life will be army already...
Then come out study Uni and work already...
lyk that where got time 2 get into relationship??...
I dun wan 2 wait till I`m 30+ then my children still an infant...
So Plz understand ok!!


Ok...2dae went 2 NYP 2 view a soccer match between NYP and SMU
De match was mostly a one sided game...with NYP dominating as expected...
F.Y.I NYP is de best poly team and also de top 2 in IVP...
Watch it 2gether with my parents and my baby bro...saw their standard of play...
Was quite high and demanding physically...But I`m confident I can make it 2 my poly team...
Just have 2 brush up on my physcially and most importantly play more full 90 mins matches...
My leg is getting itching for soccer and I`m waiting anxiously for poly life 2 start...
However 2dae went I was there...I`m lyk a small kid again...cox every1 r older and more mature looking than me...
Ohya...and I saw lots of pretty gurls too...just see see onli...anyway they r older than me mah...
So I dun tink I will be interested too...=x
Ok...shall end here...TP is where I wan 2 be nxt =)

Ok...Amended...I`m Studying Psychology Studies...
Aft careful consideration and advise from my dad customer...
I have decided 2 change my choice from Intergrated Events Management 2 Psychology Studies...
Ohya its at TP...So Those got xin shi de can come 2 me...
I will be there 2 listen 2 ur griefs and complains...
=)

Okok...I have make my final decision...
Intergrated Events Management is my choice...
Its de onli course available among all de poly at RP...
Hmm...U guys must be tinking did`nt I sae I wanted sports managemnt??
Hahax...yup...but aft careful consideration and commitment 2 God...
My family have decided 2gether with me that tis course is de best 4 me...
And I personally agree with it...And I`m happy 2 sae I`m much more excited about tis course than any other...
I will be in line with IR,F1 and also de sports hub...
Mostly will be in de service line I tink and mayb coordination...
Which is veri suitable 4 me...
Ok...Waiting eagerly 4 poly 2 start...
Once again I will sae...
Excited 4 de future but disappointed 4 de past...
Cox I will be leaving all my frens!!=(

When you are down to nothing...
God is up to something!
Faith sees the invisible...
Believes the incredible and receives the impossible...
From my one and onli special Daddy...=)

Ok...Firstly...I got banned from going into sch...
Just bcox my hair colour too obvious...=.="
Thankfully...My mum call 2 Mr Ee...and he had 2 make tis special arrangement 4 me..
Which is 2 pass me my result by a clerk specially...
So I`m quite honour cox I`m de first 2 get de result...
I got a shock of my life...cox a miracle happened!!
I pass all my subject including maths and science which I have been failing 4 de pass few yrs...
& there is a big difference of 10marks compare 2 prelim...
Izit it a miracle!?!Its impossible 4 me alone 2 do it...All praise 2 God...
I could not have done it without him...
And I have a whole list of courses 2 choose from including all de one I wan...
Which is sports management...wohoo!!
Ok...So Wat`s my next step now?!?
Nanyang Poly!!

Wat Kind of sch is EVSS?!?!
Go back sch for less than an hour yet must follo back sch rule??!?
Hello?!?I already graduated from EVSS...I`m not part of EVSS anymore ok?!?
So y must I wear sch uniform,cut my hair short and have no dye on it?!?
Y dun u sae must wear white canvas shoe plus sch sock as well??
Or mayb u did??WATEVA...I dun give a ****
Students r looking 4ward 2 our next chapter of our life yet u still wan 2 keep us in de past...
U tink ppl wan 2 be EVSS student ah??
Students just wan 2 take their result and be concern on which sch they get posted 2 next...
I do not find that u got de right 2 sae wat u lyk and ask us 2 obey it...
U mayb a teacher 2 us...but thats all in de past...
SO *** off and mind ur own business...Cox I will onli do de thing which I find is reasonable!!
Dun give me result if U can lah...
BUT tink of de consequences that may happen first!!

Life is realli a veri tough tough road 2 walk...
Although with so many trials and tests that I`m facing...
I`m still finding it difficult 2 walk...too much distraction...too much fear...
Yes...I realli have improve alot in my characteristic...
Yes...I realli have understand more on de path that christians takes...
Yes...I realli have change 2 become a better man...
But...I`m finding de changes too fast...too much 2 take at once...
I`m starting 2 change too fast that many will be surprise by my changes...
Many will not believe that de Manton now is de same Manton as of de past...
Mayb its best to start afresh...new frens new environment...
In order 4 myself 2 4get my past and look 2wards de future...
Ley bygone be bygone...
All that is left is de future...
I just want 2 sae that u guys have done a great job in making my life so unique...
Perhaps its time 2 move on...
Goodbye...

Okay...2dae I`m gonna talk about Me!!
Yup...Me...Manton Owen Chan Chee Yong...
Many ppl may already know tis cheerful,crazy,faithful,happie go lucky boiboi...
Ohya...and they also know that I`m seldom in school...=x.
Probably de one with de worst attendance too in evss history??

Ok...I was born on July 12 1991 as de elders in my family...
I grow up around Tampines although many thought I grow up in Sengkang...
And surprisingly in de same area always...
My kindergarden was just de one beside evss...
And my teacher who taught me since then is still there till now...
I went on to study in Gongshang primary...class 1.3~2.3~3.5...
Then I went on 2 Sengkang Primary due 2 me moving hse...class 3 courage~6 courage...
I was a prefect in primary 4...a assitant head prefect in primary 5...and a head prefect in primary 6...

I was suppose 2 move back 2 Tampines...so I choose EVSS as my first choice...
But in de end I din move...and I also dun know y I din wan 2 transfer 2 another sch...
I still rmb till now wat happen in sec 1 first dae...
Where we will suppose 2 introduce ourselves...
Instead of being afraid as I was de onli person from skps in that sch...
I also dun know y...I stood up and so action...I intro myself and still sae I`m de head prefect...
From then on I started my life in Evss...
Sec 1 I was a guai boiboi...I onli know how 2 study...my avg score was 69.1...
And I rmb Mr Wee saying I`ve got gd chance 2 make it into first class...
Sec 2...I begin 2 turn naughty??mayb mischievous bah...
Decided 2 put more time into sports...especially soccer and bb...
When on 2 form AngelDevil with Jonathan,Hongyao,Jane.Aihua,Gloria and Jane...
Did badly for sec 2 result...
Got into 309...but I appeal...then went 308...
New frens New classmates...got 2 know my current grp of buddy...
Louis,Delvyn,Nelson...
Everydae play bb...then talk nonsense...
But it was de best yr among Evss...Louis will know best...
He did me a veri big favour which I threw away myself...
We play true or dare alot too...everytime sabotaging my buddys...
Ohya...& I kana sabo 2 hold hand with Jess...Cox they always try 2 matchmake us...
Hahax...sorrie...appreciate it thought...but just not de right person 4 me...
Went Nanjing with louis at de end of sec 3...
Got 2 know another grp of cool frens through de trip too...
Pei Jun,Aaron,Nathan,Qui Ling...and many many more...
Sec 4 was a stressful yr...concentrated more on studies...
and Now...waiting 4 results...=)

10 FACTS BOUT ME NOW...

1. I have blood disorder(Thallesemia)
   
2. I am a lactose intolerent
   
3. I play for geylang U16 and Elias Park B4
   
4. I have nv taken a neoprint b4
   
5. I haven given my first kiss
   
6. I nv stead b4
   
7. I love No. 7
   
8. I hate durians...
   
9. I love potatos...
   
10. I am still waiting for my special princess...
    

Have u ever come across a situation when u r feeling afraid of wat`s gonna happened??
Such as lyk u nv do ur hw and u r worrying wat will happened de next dae when u suppose 2 hand up...??
Or mayb u r turning up in a new environment...and u r afraid of de kind of ppl u meet??
I believe there r many such related incidents and situation u ever come across...
But have u push de panick button too early??
Mayb now u r recalling back a situation and laughing at urself...
So~...izit worth panicking so early??
Hahax...u see...my point 2dae is 2 remind u that alot of things r not worth worrying...
Cox many of times wat we r imaging do not turn up exactly de same...
Negative or postive thoughts...both de same...
So in future if u meet another such situation...
tink again...izit worth pushing de panick button or...
Mayb u can solve it in another way once u calm down...=)

1)Accept correction is de key 2 success...
No matter how smart we r...how talented we r...
If we do not accept correction...we will nv reach another higher lvl...
& we will nv improve...

2)Slow 2 talk fast 2 listen...
Speak less...hear more...its better 2 be a listener that a speaker...
Most important...speak and hear de right thing...speak when necessary...
ITs better 2 shut up than talk nonsense...

Fear nth except de Lord...Even If we fear anythings...
Confront ur fear and do not try 2 escape away from it...
Onli by confronting it...then we will not be bondage by satan...

3)All things works 2gether 4 de gd of those who love Him...
Look on de bright sight...obtain de best positive result that u can get...
Trust and believe that everythings work in according 2 His plan & timing...
Onli through tis can we continue 2 Live In Victory Everyday...

*Rmb tis Manton...

If I can have a wish...
I would want 2 be able 2 know wat`s on other ppl mind & how they r tinking and feeling...
I`m seriously sick and tired of trying 2 "figure it out" wat`s on others` mind...
I`m tinking too much...I`m tinking too deep...and its adding more 2 my thoughts...
How I wish that I can be able 2 know wat you r tinking and feeling...
In tis way...problems can be solve quicker...lesser pain will be created...
& hopes will not be place up too high anymore...
However...
There must be a reason y we do not have such abilities...
Cox wat we tink of wat others r tinking...may just be de opposite...
Or its better not 2 know wat de opposite party is tinking...
& in de end bring more hurt 2 us ourselves...
All tis is just a wish...
Lyk a fairytale...

Hey...have u ever come b4 tis situation??...
When u feel lyk doing something but u r afraid of de outcome...??
B4 u even start 2 do it...ur mind will tell u of all de negative things...
Lyk how de person will react...or how pai sei u will get...u know those kind of things...
and then on...ur mind began 2 goes wild and afraid...and in de end u din do it...
Or when u do it...its actually so much simpler then u expected...
Or its lyk a nightmare changing into a fairy tale situation...
I bet u have those kind of experience...those time when fear creep into ur mind...
Not onli u but me too...I have always been dragging things on and on...
Fearing 4 de outcome...thinking that I will fail again or something lyk not worth it...
But now...I have learn that once I thought of doing something...I just do it...
Dun wait till its too late or u will regret slipping that opportunities which is actually so simple 2 do...

2dae receive my a letter from NS 2dae...
Informing me that I`m already 16 and a half...informing me 2 be ready and prepare for NS...
Its lyk so Dots loh...Cox its lyk still a long way 2 go rite...then have 2 wait aft poly too mah...
But actually also not that much 2 fear...cox I`m fit and due 2 my blood disorder...
I will onli nd 2 participate in light trng...and basic stuff onli...*3 cheers*
And problems have been solved...Zhong Yu, Yu Guo Tian Qin...
Lastly...I miz EVSS and all my frens...its lyk so weird loh...nv go there for so long already...
I miz my daily routine...I miz all de crazy things we will do...
I miz playing TRUE OR DARE!!

My heart is heavy...My body seems weak...
The problems seems big and unsolvable...but my faith is holding me up...
Words from God r my onli source of encouragement & motivation...
I dun know how long I can last...I`m just constantly praying and believing in that miracle...
I`m scare I`m afraid...I`m lost I`m despair...but I`m not losing faith...
Nobody will understand wat kind of situation I`m in...Onli He knows...
~Sigh~

Ok...Problems aft Problems resurface...
Hmm...Feeling kinda vexed and unsure about many things...
How How How??I dun know too lah...Just hope everything will be fine and better than b4...
GOD!!I ND HELP FROM U!!ONLI U CAN HELP ME LE AH!!
Dunno wat 2 sae liao lah...just gonna BELIEVE that MIRACLES do happens...

Ok...I`m superbly happy with my hair now...
No more slope/gradient...No more NO FRING...No more botak...
and best of all...no more ppl 2 catch me having long hair...
Now my hair is so easy 2 manage....just have 2 adjust abit in de morning and thats all!!...
No nd 2 style...No nd any wax/gel...No nd 2 blow ...wohoo!!
For many whom haven see me since last yr...u will be shock once u see me...=)

Ok...2dae went my bro`s sch 2 attend his CCA fair...
Ohya...He studying in compassvale sec...a sch which is quite cool...
Attend de stupid talk with my parents in de hall and watch their CCA perform...
And I lyk their Dance...erm...how shld I explain...it is a CCA which is lyk modern dance lah...
And de cool part is they r realli good...and mayb y it attracts more of my attention is bcox...
They r all gurls...=x...and my dad ask me tis veri funny question too...
"I tink ur sch de gurls not as pretty as here one rite??"...
hahax...and my reply was simple lah..."cox they put make-up mah..."
Then went down 2 see their others CCA...but sadly speaking...
the others CCA sucks!!Especially uniform grps...
Totally no fight with my time when I was in uniform grp...
Then walk walk around look look...and I notice their sch got alot of gurls!!
Its lyk 3/4 of de sch r gurls??and not onli gurls...they r pretty de loh!!
Not lyk evss de...wahahax...(sorrie but its de facts)...
Then out of sudden...got a grp of gurls call my name...
My parents and I were shock...cox its lyk "DE~~~"
So I just pretend look around...lyk showing *WHO`s CALLING ME?!?*
Then saw tis grp of gurls waving 2 me...then I was lyk just waving back shy shy...
So my parents ask me who`s that...and I just sae dun know...mayb my fren??hahax...
Then continue 2 look look around...but its bored lah...
Cox not much things lah...so just look around see got pretty gurls anot loh...=x
Hey...but dun get me wrong...I`m no despo...I`m just erm...aiya...see see lah...
Aft that jiu wait for my bro 2 come down with his camp stuff...
then jiu head for lunch loh...


For de first time in 10yrs...I`m not returning 2 sch on 2 Jan...
It seems kinda weird and uneasy 2 me....and also abit disappointed...
How I miz de time when I will return 2 sch...joke and chit chat with my frens de whole day...
Hear Mr Ee say about the sch thingys...and prepare in class 2 see who is our new subject teachers...
All tis just seems 2 be de past already...or shld I sae it is de past already...
All those images will nv come 2 past again...all those images r just memory in my mind...
Goodbye 2 all my frens...its time 2 head different paths already...
Whether will we cross-path again is another things...just let nature take its course...
Ohya...happy new yr 2 all...and all de best 2 those going 2 Jc 2morrow...

An unique and special boy entering adulthood who is learning to be humble, gracious & righteous in Christ Jesus; Also~, a love doc whom haven experience love himself; yet aiming to get married at 23; Love challenging what others dares not and not affected by one's status or riches; Lastly, a hardcore metrosexual whom loves to don himself in clothings...not forgetting his hair as well...=)



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Haiiz...I realise smt..
I`m always acting tough on de outside but I`m actually weak on de inside...
I seems 2 be faithful,super strong,fearless and even have de nv sae die attiude by many...
But I realise I`m not that wonderful...Although many will feel I am special and gifted...
I guess I`m still human aft all...

I`m always trying 2 be a listening ear 2 my frens` grieve and sadness...
Help them 2 live a better life...help them 2 solve their problem...
And always helping them 2 tink positively...
But When I`m down...I find that nobody is there 4 me...
Nobody is there 2 listen 2 my complains and grieve...
Nobody is there 2 share my burden and pain...
Nobody is there 2 help me get back 2 my feet...
Mayb ppl r tinking that I can settle my problems on my own...
Or mayb they r tinking that wat problems will I have~
I dun know wat`s on their mind...
But I can onli sae humans r selfish...
In order 2 obtain wat`s best 4 themselves...
They will rather push u aside and sacrifice u...
Yes...Thats human...heartless and selfish...

Mayb I`m not human aft all...
I can`t bear to see others in pain while I`m enjoying myself...
I can`t bear 2 hack care while ppl r sweating profusely...
I can`t bear 2 leave ppl crying there while I pretend not 2 see anything...

Tis road is just getting harder and harder 2 walk...
But I believe Jesus shall see me through...
Every tears I shed...Shall not go to waste...
I just wan 2 move on with life and 4get all that has ever happened...
No point arguing Who`s right or Who`s wrong...
I just feel that sometimes wat we feel is best 4 ourselves may not be de best 4 ourselves in God`s eyes...

Haiiz...

Poly faster start can?!?!
I`m getting fired up and so anxious already...
And I Believe my sch will be Temasek Poly...
I wan 2 start poly life faster...anxious about focusing on 1 main thing...
Instead of so many sub in sec...
I wan 2 know more frens...especially gurls!!
And Must be pretty gurls ok!!
I wan 2 faster join sch soccer team...
Cox it will be de first time I represent my sch playing...
And I believe it will be surprising 4 many about tis fact...
I wan 2 faster wear home clothes 2 sch...which is so rare for me...
And No more sch rules lyk "Manton, go get a hair cut"...
Or "Manton ur hair got color"(even though I nv dye b4 then)...
And I wan 2 get into a relationship!!
I dun want 2 regret it when I`m old...
I wan 2 love and be love...
U can call me despo or wateva...
But tink again...r u more despo than me since u may have stead in secondary 1 or 2??
I find I`m old enough 2 handle a relationship...
And even my parents and Mr Yeong has already urge me 2 get into a relationship...
Especially my parents...who r constantly asking if I have a gf...
And I know if I dun get a stead during poly yrs...
My dream of marrying early will be GONE!!
Tink again man!!Aft poly life will be army already...
Then come out study Uni and work already...
lyk that where got time 2 get into relationship??...
I dun wan 2 wait till I`m 30+ then my children still an infant...
So Plz understand ok!!


Ok...2dae went 2 NYP 2 view a soccer match between NYP and SMU
De match was mostly a one sided game...with NYP dominating as expected...
F.Y.I NYP is de best poly team and also de top 2 in IVP...
Watch it 2gether with my parents and my baby bro...saw their standard of play...
Was quite high and demanding physically...But I`m confident I can make it 2 my poly team...
Just have 2 brush up on my physcially and most importantly play more full 90 mins matches...
My leg is getting itching for soccer and I`m waiting anxiously for poly life 2 start...
However 2dae went I was there...I`m lyk a small kid again...cox every1 r older and more mature looking than me...
Ohya...and I saw lots of pretty gurls too...just see see onli...anyway they r older than me mah...
So I dun tink I will be interested too...=x
Ok...shall end here...TP is where I wan 2 be nxt =)

Ok...Amended...I`m Studying Psychology Studies...
Aft careful consideration and advise from my dad customer...
I have decided 2 change my choice from Intergrated Events Management 2 Psychology Studies...
Ohya its at TP...So Those got xin shi de can come 2 me...
I will be there 2 listen 2 ur griefs and complains...
=)

Okok...I have make my final decision...
Intergrated Events Management is my choice...
Its de onli course available among all de poly at RP...
Hmm...U guys must be tinking did`nt I sae I wanted sports managemnt??
Hahax...yup...but aft careful consideration and commitment 2 God...
My family have decided 2gether with me that tis course is de best 4 me...
And I personally agree with it...And I`m happy 2 sae I`m much more excited about tis course than any other...
I will be in line with IR,F1 and also de sports hub...
Mostly will be in de service line I tink and mayb coordination...
Which is veri suitable 4 me...
Ok...Waiting eagerly 4 poly 2 start...
Once again I will sae...
Excited 4 de future but disappointed 4 de past...
Cox I will be leaving all my frens!!=(

When you are down to nothing...
God is up to something!
Faith sees the invisible...
Believes the incredible and receives the impossible...
From my one and onli special Daddy...=)

Ok...Firstly...I got banned from going into sch...
Just bcox my hair colour too obvious...=.="
Thankfully...My mum call 2 Mr Ee...and he had 2 make tis special arrangement 4 me..
Which is 2 pass me my result by a clerk specially...
So I`m quite honour cox I`m de first 2 get de result...
I got a shock of my life...cox a miracle happened!!
I pass all my subject including maths and science which I have been failing 4 de pass few yrs...
& there is a big difference of 10marks compare 2 prelim...
Izit it a miracle!?!Its impossible 4 me alone 2 do it...All praise 2 God...
I could not have done it without him...
And I have a whole list of courses 2 choose from including all de one I wan...
Which is sports management...wohoo!!
Ok...So Wat`s my next step now?!?
Nanyang Poly!!

Wat Kind of sch is EVSS?!?!
Go back sch for less than an hour yet must follo back sch rule??!?
Hello?!?I already graduated from EVSS...I`m not part of EVSS anymore ok?!?
So y must I wear sch uniform,cut my hair short and have no dye on it?!?
Y dun u sae must wear white canvas shoe plus sch sock as well??
Or mayb u did??WATEVA...I dun give a ****
Students r looking 4ward 2 our next chapter of our life yet u still wan 2 keep us in de past...
U tink ppl wan 2 be EVSS student ah??
Students just wan 2 take their result and be concern on which sch they get posted 2 next...
I do not find that u got de right 2 sae wat u lyk and ask us 2 obey it...
U mayb a teacher 2 us...but thats all in de past...
SO *** off and mind ur own business...Cox I will onli do de thing which I find is reasonable!!
Dun give me result if U can lah...
BUT tink of de consequences that may happen first!!

Life is realli a veri tough tough road 2 walk...
Although with so many trials and tests that I`m facing...
I`m still finding it difficult 2 walk...too much distraction...too much fear...
Yes...I realli have improve alot in my characteristic...
Yes...I realli have understand more on de path that christians takes...
Yes...I realli have change 2 become a better man...
But...I`m finding de changes too fast...too much 2 take at once...
I`m starting 2 change too fast that many will be surprise by my changes...
Many will not believe that de Manton now is de same Manton as of de past...
Mayb its best to start afresh...new frens new environment...
In order 4 myself 2 4get my past and look 2wards de future...
Ley bygone be bygone...
All that is left is de future...
I just want 2 sae that u guys have done a great job in making my life so unique...
Perhaps its time 2 move on...
Goodbye...

Okay...2dae I`m gonna talk about Me!!
Yup...Me...Manton Owen Chan Chee Yong...
Many ppl may already know tis cheerful,crazy,faithful,happie go lucky boiboi...
Ohya...and they also know that I`m seldom in school...=x.
Probably de one with de worst attendance too in evss history??

Ok...I was born on July 12 1991 as de elders in my family...
I grow up around Tampines although many thought I grow up in Sengkang...
And surprisingly in de same area always...
My kindergarden was just de one beside evss...
And my teacher who taught me since then is still there till now...
I went on to study in Gongshang primary...class 1.3~2.3~3.5...
Then I went on 2 Sengkang Primary due 2 me moving hse...class 3 courage~6 courage...
I was a prefect in primary 4...a assitant head prefect in primary 5...and a head prefect in primary 6...

I was suppose 2 move back 2 Tampines...so I choose EVSS as my first choice...
But in de end I din move...and I also dun know y I din wan 2 transfer 2 another sch...
I still rmb till now wat happen in sec 1 first dae...
Where we will suppose 2 introduce ourselves...
Instead of being afraid as I was de onli person from skps in that sch...
I also dun know y...I stood up and so action...I intro myself and still sae I`m de head prefect...
From then on I started my life in Evss...
Sec 1 I was a guai boiboi...I onli know how 2 study...my avg score was 69.1...
And I rmb Mr Wee saying I`ve got gd chance 2 make it into first class...
Sec 2...I begin 2 turn naughty??mayb mischievous bah...
Decided 2 put more time into sports...especially soccer and bb...
When on 2 form AngelDevil with Jonathan,Hongyao,Jane.Aihua,Gloria and Jane...
Did badly for sec 2 result...
Got into 309...but I appeal...then went 308...
New frens New classmates...got 2 know my current grp of buddy...
Louis,Delvyn,Nelson...
Everydae play bb...then talk nonsense...
But it was de best yr among Evss...Louis will know best...
He did me a veri big favour which I threw away myself...
We play true or dare alot too...everytime sabotaging my buddys...
Ohya...& I kana sabo 2 hold hand with Jess...Cox they always try 2 matchmake us...
Hahax...sorrie...appreciate it thought...but just not de right person 4 me...
Went Nanjing with louis at de end of sec 3...
Got 2 know another grp of cool frens through de trip too...
Pei Jun,Aaron,Nathan,Qui Ling...and many many more...
Sec 4 was a stressful yr...concentrated more on studies...
and Now...waiting 4 results...=)

10 FACTS BOUT ME NOW...

1. I have blood disorder(Thallesemia)
   
2. I am a lactose intolerent
   
3. I play for geylang U16 and Elias Park B4
   
4. I have nv taken a neoprint b4
   
5. I haven given my first kiss
   
6. I nv stead b4
   
7. I love No. 7
   
8. I hate durians...
   
9. I love potatos...
   
10. I am still waiting for my special princess...
    

Have u ever come across a situation when u r feeling afraid of wat`s gonna happened??
Such as lyk u nv do ur hw and u r worrying wat will happened de next dae when u suppose 2 hand up...??
Or mayb u r turning up in a new environment...and u r afraid of de kind of ppl u meet??
I believe there r many such related incidents and situation u ever come across...
But have u push de panick button too early??
Mayb now u r recalling back a situation and laughing at urself...
So~...izit worth panicking so early??
Hahax...u see...my point 2dae is 2 remind u that alot of things r not worth worrying...
Cox many of times wat we r imaging do not turn up exactly de same...
Negative or postive thoughts...both de same...
So in future if u meet another such situation...
tink again...izit worth pushing de panick button or...
Mayb u can solve it in another way once u calm down...=)

1)Accept correction is de key 2 success...
No matter how smart we r...how talented we r...
If we do not accept correction...we will nv reach another higher lvl...
& we will nv improve...

2)Slow 2 talk fast 2 listen...
Speak less...hear more...its better 2 be a listener that a speaker...
Most important...speak and hear de right thing...speak when necessary...
ITs better 2 shut up than talk nonsense...

Fear nth except de Lord...Even If we fear anythings...
Confront ur fear and do not try 2 escape away from it...
Onli by confronting it...then we will not be bondage by satan...

3)All things works 2gether 4 de gd of those who love Him...
Look on de bright sight...obtain de best positive result that u can get...
Trust and believe that everythings work in according 2 His plan & timing...
Onli through tis can we continue 2 Live In Victory Everyday...

*Rmb tis Manton...

If I can have a wish...
I would want 2 be able 2 know wat`s on other ppl mind & how they r tinking and feeling...
I`m seriously sick and tired of trying 2 "figure it out" wat`s on others` mind...
I`m tinking too much...I`m tinking too deep...and its adding more 2 my thoughts...
How I wish that I can be able 2 know wat you r tinking and feeling...
In tis way...problems can be solve quicker...lesser pain will be created...
& hopes will not be place up too high anymore...
However...
There must be a reason y we do not have such abilities...
Cox wat we tink of wat others r tinking...may just be de opposite...
Or its better not 2 know wat de opposite party is tinking...
& in de end bring more hurt 2 us ourselves...
All tis is just a wish...
Lyk a fairytale...

Hey...have u ever come b4 tis situation??...
When u feel lyk doing something but u r afraid of de outcome...??
B4 u even start 2 do it...ur mind will tell u of all de negative things...
Lyk how de person will react...or how pai sei u will get...u know those kind of things...
and then on...ur mind began 2 goes wild and afraid...and in de end u din do it...
Or when u do it...its actually so much simpler then u expected...
Or its lyk a nightmare changing into a fairy tale situation...
I bet u have those kind of experience...those time when fear creep into ur mind...
Not onli u but me too...I have always been dragging things on and on...
Fearing 4 de outcome...thinking that I will fail again or something lyk not worth it...
But now...I have learn that once I thought of doing something...I just do it...
Dun wait till its too late or u will regret slipping that opportunities which is actually so simple 2 do...

2dae receive my a letter from NS 2dae...
Informing me that I`m already 16 and a half...informing me 2 be ready and prepare for NS...
Its lyk so Dots loh...Cox its lyk still a long way 2 go rite...then have 2 wait aft poly too mah...
But actually also not that much 2 fear...cox I`m fit and due 2 my blood disorder...
I will onli nd 2 participate in light trng...and basic stuff onli...*3 cheers*
And problems have been solved...Zhong Yu, Yu Guo Tian Qin...
Lastly...I miz EVSS and all my frens...its lyk so weird loh...nv go there for so long already...
I miz my daily routine...I miz all de crazy things we will do...
I miz playing TRUE OR DARE!!

My heart is heavy...My body seems weak...
The problems seems big and unsolvable...but my faith is holding me up...
Words from God r my onli source of encouragement & motivation...
I dun know how long I can last...I`m just constantly praying and believing in that miracle...
I`m scare I`m afraid...I`m lost I`m despair...but I`m not losing faith...
Nobody will understand wat kind of situation I`m in...Onli He knows...
~Sigh~

Ok...Problems aft Problems resurface...
Hmm...Feeling kinda vexed and unsure about many things...
How How How??I dun know too lah...Just hope everything will be fine and better than b4...
GOD!!I ND HELP FROM U!!ONLI U CAN HELP ME LE AH!!
Dunno wat 2 sae liao lah...just gonna BELIEVE that MIRACLES do happens...

Ok...I`m superbly happy with my hair now...
No more slope/gradient...No more NO FRING...No more botak...
and best of all...no more ppl 2 catch me having long hair...
Now my hair is so easy 2 manage....just have 2 adjust abit in de morning and thats all!!...
No nd 2 style...No nd any wax/gel...No nd 2 blow ...wohoo!!
For many whom haven see me since last yr...u will be shock once u see me...=)

Ok...2dae went my bro`s sch 2 attend his CCA fair...
Ohya...He studying in compassvale sec...a sch which is quite cool...
Attend de stupid talk with my parents in de hall and watch their CCA perform...
And I lyk their Dance...erm...how shld I explain...it is a CCA which is lyk modern dance lah...
And de cool part is they r realli good...and mayb y it attracts more of my attention is bcox...
They r all gurls...=x...and my dad ask me tis veri funny question too...
"I tink ur sch de gurls not as pretty as here one rite??"...
hahax...and my reply was simple lah..."cox they put make-up mah..."
Then went down 2 see their others CCA...but sadly speaking...
the others CCA sucks!!Especially uniform grps...
Totally no fight with my time when I was in uniform grp...
Then walk walk around look look...and I notice their sch got alot of gurls!!
Its lyk 3/4 of de sch r gurls??and not onli gurls...they r pretty de loh!!
Not lyk evss de...wahahax...(sorrie but its de facts)...
Then out of sudden...got a grp of gurls call my name...
My parents and I were shock...cox its lyk "DE~~~"
So I just pretend look around...lyk showing *WHO`s CALLING ME?!?*
Then saw tis grp of gurls waving 2 me...then I was lyk just waving back shy shy...
So my parents ask me who`s that...and I just sae dun know...mayb my fren??hahax...
Then continue 2 look look around...but its bored lah...
Cox not much things lah...so just look around see got pretty gurls anot loh...=x
Hey...but dun get me wrong...I`m no despo...I`m just erm...aiya...see see lah...
Aft that jiu wait for my bro 2 come down with his camp stuff...
then jiu head for lunch loh...


For de first time in 10yrs...I`m not returning 2 sch on 2 Jan...
It seems kinda weird and uneasy 2 me....and also abit disappointed...
How I miz de time when I will return 2 sch...joke and chit chat with my frens de whole day...
Hear Mr Ee say about the sch thingys...and prepare in class 2 see who is our new subject teachers...
All tis just seems 2 be de past already...or shld I sae it is de past already...
All those images will nv come 2 past again...all those images r just memory in my mind...
Goodbye 2 all my frens...its time 2 head different paths already...
Whether will we cross-path again is another things...just let nature take its course...
Ohya...happy new yr 2 all...and all de best 2 those going 2 Jc 2morrow...