Ok...Finally
It is finish...
I mean de choosing of courses thingy...
Which is call JAE...
My posting was sports and leisure management...
With a cop of 26...
Yes Yes...Many of u may have heard me saying I wanted 2 go 2 tis course...
Hmm...Mayb bcox there is a word sports...
And mayb bcox I din expect I do so well 4 O...
So kinda disappointed as it was my 11 choice...
So decided 2 appeal...
And I got into Intergrated Event Management(cop 20)...
YEAH YEAH!!...
Although its @ RP...
But its de second best course @ RP...
De onli 2 courses without a cop of 26...
ANd I love doing events...
Its in my blood mayb...
Cox since from young I have been organizing events in sch...
SO whoever in RP one let me know kkz!!


To my dear fren yao ting...
Have known u for de 7th yr tis year already...
Yes...u mayb disappointed with wat happened...
But look @ de bright side kkz??
I know and believe u can overcome it de...
Rmb wow...yu guo tian qin...=)


Another wk has pass...
But poly life seems SO far away from starting...
I`m getting bored with my daily routine...
Wat shld I do!?!
Let me see wat date is 2dae...
Hmm...feb 24...
I will most probably end up in RP...
So sch will open 7 april de earliest of all...
Good Good...
Left about 1 month??
Hmm...and than heard from fren sae got 1 wk freshman camp...
Which start b4 poly...
Dun know want 2 attend anot...
Ohya...F.Y.I...
De opening date of sch is as of de following...
RP--> 7 April
SP,NYP,NP--> 14 April
TP-->21 April

Entertain me ppl if u r free...
Cox I`m really bored!!

Sometimes I wonder if I`m de only 1 infering too much...
Or izit I`m too sensitive or pessimistic??
Am I doing something wrong or wat??
Haiiz...
Certain things r too real 2 be treated as a lie...
too real 2 be treated as a imagination...
De truth is wat I wan 2 seek...
Orelse I will be wasting my time...
Beating around de bush...
Going around in circles...
When then will I be able 2 hear it...
I dun mind if its hurts or wat...
Cox its de truth that I only will seek...
Until I hear de truth...
Doubts and fear will nv disappear...


Argh!!...I`m so uncomfortable...
Vomitted in de morning and my face is so pale...
Aft that my tummy lyk so much "gas"...
Then wanted 2 vomit again...
Then was so tired and strengthless...
Totally not lyk me...
Slp de whole aftnoon until 6pm...
Then when I woke up was having a fever...
Took panodol...
Feeling better??
Tink so bah...


I`m freeking cold now...
Have been sneezing non stop 2dae...
Then family members sick for de past few days...
So left me and my dad 2 takecare of de others...
Wow...its realli tiring and tough loh...
Ohya...


HAPPIE BIRTHDAE SOCK PING!!
My 4 yrs fren liao...
Sorrie can`t get u a gift...
But nvm I own u one first...
Must rmb 2 get me 1 too when my bdae come wow!!
Hope we can continue 2 be frens till we r ah gong ah ma bah...hahax...


Hmm...Thats all 4 2dae bah...
2 all couples and frens...happie valentines dae...=)

2dae went visiting as I have sae...
Tis time is 2 my tis gu ma who take care of me when I was a baby de hse...
When we reach there they will actually looking at my baby photos...
And laughing at how I look when I was a baby and how I look now...
De difference of couse!!
Then they sae I was veri naughty in my infants days...
Was I??hahax...dun know...
Then one by one my de other gu ma came...
Then de comment I receive was that I grow so much handsome then previous...
See!!I told u guys I am handsome rite!!
But still not handsome enough yet...=x
Must become more handsome in de inner too...
Then they started playing mahjong and 21...
But I din play...
Then my gu mas started singing karoke...
Then I was laughing non-stop with my cousins...
Talking crap and suan-ing each other...
And was having lots of jokes esp when my gu mas started singing dialect songs...
Aft that had dinner and then due 2 baby cornelius crying non-stop...
We decided 2 went home early...
In conclusion...
2dae was such a fun fun fun dae that I enjoy...=)

Decided 2 change my blogskin...
Actually I dun know how 2 change de...
Then went 2 "learn"...
In de end then I know it was so easy...=.="
Love it lots...=)


2dae not much things happened...
2morrow gonna meet all my dad`s side relatives...
Hope its fun fun fun...cox I`m gonna have so much 2 talk 2 all my older cousins...
kkz shall end here then...=)


Hmm...So its already CNY...
2dae went visiting with my family...
First 2 my mum`s side...
Was kinda bored cox I`m not so close 2 there...
Then furthermore I`m de oldest there...
So no one 2 play and talk 2 me...
So just see there and watch xiao din dang...
Then at about 12plus left 2 visit my dad`s side...
Go there more fun and ren nao...
Cox they more friendly...
Furthermore I`m lyk de second youngest other than my bros there...
All my cousins r already 20+ for de youngest and 30+ for de oldest...
So kinda being love and focus more...
But too bad is they haven marry!!
So no ang bao!!
They were talking about my changes and etc...
Especially 1 of my gu ma...cox she take care me for awhile when I was young...
Then play with my cousin PS3 winning 11...
Then I keep on lose cox I dun know how 2 play...
So my cousins all constantly teasing and laughing at me...
Its lyk so unusual loh!!
Its always me bullying ppl in sch...I mean teasing...
So being bully is so dots loh!!
Then in de evening went home already...



Oh my gosh...I dunno y...
But tis few days suddenly I miz u so much...
Hmm...y ah??
I also dunno...
Mayb cox I so long nv see u liao...
=(
Haiiz...no choice loh...
Wat 2 do...
Love cannot be force wat...
I also dunno y I just can`t stop luving u...
Even though u make it clear 2 me already...
Mayb cox my love for u has fallen into a bottomless pit already??
So no way out already bah...
And even if there is a way out
I dun wan 2 climb out of de pit!!
Cox I`m just too deeply in love with u already!!
haiiz...
rite so much also no use...
Lyk u got read lyk that...
Even if u got read...
I believe u can`t be bother bah??
mayb I`m even lyk a thorn in ur flesh bah??
Haiiz...If that is de truth I also cannot blame u for it...
Cox no one is to be blame...
But plz if u do read tis...
Dun stop me from luving u...
And dun tell me I will find another better gurl...
Cox I dun wan another better gurl...
U r already too good for me...
And most importantly...
u r de one I onli wan 2 be with...
From de bottom of my heart...
I <3 u

Hmm...have been feeling rather bother and frustrated 4 de past few days...
Had some arguement and debate with parents...some sort of "cold war"...
Problems r still there but I still love them lots...
Have been some sort of M.I.A 4 some period of time already...
Haven been seeing my frens and communicating with them much...
I`m sorrie ppl...but its just that I`m not in de rite mood or shld I say in de right situation too..
But thats how life is...and I`m realli getting used 2 tis life-style already...
I dunno y too...mayb I dun have a choice...
So...I just have 2 choose 2 be happie and go on with life...
Perhaps I will realise their intention onli when I`m a father myself...
Till then I believe its gonna be tough 4 me...
But I dun have a choice as I have sae...
Perhaps some may understand...some may not...
But I always believe there is no perfect thing in tis world...
So...I just have 2 look on de bright side and be optimistic...



I`m missing her so much...

Ok...I feel lyk running away from home!!
Haiiz...but with my kind-heartedness it will nv happened...
I just can`t bear 2 leave my family in dire situation...
But I`m feeling realli frustrated and f**k up...
Cox I believe they r brilliant parents compare 2 many others on 1 side...
While they r unreasonable on de other side...
Yes...I know they meant good 4 me...
As both my ah gong pass away while they will still veri young...lyk around 6??
So they know exactly wat kind of life I may lead if they did not guide me properly...
And I do agree that they have past down almost perfect knowledge and guidance on 2 me...
But does it mean that I will 4llow their footsteps in their younger daes??
Does it mean that I will be lyk that if I did not listen 2 wat they sae??
De rebelness in me is starting 2 burst out...
I`m starting 2 lose my patient and kindness already...
I dun know how long I can tahan anymore...
But I`m afraid 2 lose such wonderful parents if I burst out...
I`m afraid I may hurt them if I will 2 rebel against them...
OMG...I`m realli wondering how long more can I last tis kind of lifestyle...
De lifestyle of having no life...
I dun wan much...I dun ask 4 much...
I onli ask for a little bit more of breathing space as times goes by...
I realli nd it anxiously and eagerly...
Orelse I realli dun know wat I may do if tis will 2 continue...
Haiiz...
Onli God will understand...

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Ok...Finally
It is finish...
I mean de choosing of courses thingy...
Which is call JAE...
My posting was sports and leisure management...
With a cop of 26...
Yes Yes...Many of u may have heard me saying I wanted 2 go 2 tis course...
Hmm...Mayb bcox there is a word sports...
And mayb bcox I din expect I do so well 4 O...
So kinda disappointed as it was my 11 choice...
So decided 2 appeal...
And I got into Intergrated Event Management(cop 20)...
YEAH YEAH!!...
Although its @ RP...
But its de second best course @ RP...
De onli 2 courses without a cop of 26...
ANd I love doing events...
Its in my blood mayb...
Cox since from young I have been organizing events in sch...
SO whoever in RP one let me know kkz!!


To my dear fren yao ting...
Have known u for de 7th yr tis year already...
Yes...u mayb disappointed with wat happened...
But look @ de bright side kkz??
I know and believe u can overcome it de...
Rmb wow...yu guo tian qin...=)


Another wk has pass...
But poly life seems SO far away from starting...
I`m getting bored with my daily routine...
Wat shld I do!?!
Let me see wat date is 2dae...
Hmm...feb 24...
I will most probably end up in RP...
So sch will open 7 april de earliest of all...
Good Good...
Left about 1 month??
Hmm...and than heard from fren sae got 1 wk freshman camp...
Which start b4 poly...
Dun know want 2 attend anot...
Ohya...F.Y.I...
De opening date of sch is as of de following...
RP--> 7 April
SP,NYP,NP--> 14 April
TP-->21 April

Entertain me ppl if u r free...
Cox I`m really bored!!

Sometimes I wonder if I`m de only 1 infering too much...
Or izit I`m too sensitive or pessimistic??
Am I doing something wrong or wat??
Haiiz...
Certain things r too real 2 be treated as a lie...
too real 2 be treated as a imagination...
De truth is wat I wan 2 seek...
Orelse I will be wasting my time...
Beating around de bush...
Going around in circles...
When then will I be able 2 hear it...
I dun mind if its hurts or wat...
Cox its de truth that I only will seek...
Until I hear de truth...
Doubts and fear will nv disappear...


Argh!!...I`m so uncomfortable...
Vomitted in de morning and my face is so pale...
Aft that my tummy lyk so much "gas"...
Then wanted 2 vomit again...
Then was so tired and strengthless...
Totally not lyk me...
Slp de whole aftnoon until 6pm...
Then when I woke up was having a fever...
Took panodol...
Feeling better??
Tink so bah...


I`m freeking cold now...
Have been sneezing non stop 2dae...
Then family members sick for de past few days...
So left me and my dad 2 takecare of de others...
Wow...its realli tiring and tough loh...
Ohya...


HAPPIE BIRTHDAE SOCK PING!!
My 4 yrs fren liao...
Sorrie can`t get u a gift...
But nvm I own u one first...
Must rmb 2 get me 1 too when my bdae come wow!!
Hope we can continue 2 be frens till we r ah gong ah ma bah...hahax...


Hmm...Thats all 4 2dae bah...
2 all couples and frens...happie valentines dae...=)

2dae went visiting as I have sae...
Tis time is 2 my tis gu ma who take care of me when I was a baby de hse...
When we reach there they will actually looking at my baby photos...
And laughing at how I look when I was a baby and how I look now...
De difference of couse!!
Then they sae I was veri naughty in my infants days...
Was I??hahax...dun know...
Then one by one my de other gu ma came...
Then de comment I receive was that I grow so much handsome then previous...
See!!I told u guys I am handsome rite!!
But still not handsome enough yet...=x
Must become more handsome in de inner too...
Then they started playing mahjong and 21...
But I din play...
Then my gu mas started singing karoke...
Then I was laughing non-stop with my cousins...
Talking crap and suan-ing each other...
And was having lots of jokes esp when my gu mas started singing dialect songs...
Aft that had dinner and then due 2 baby cornelius crying non-stop...
We decided 2 went home early...
In conclusion...
2dae was such a fun fun fun dae that I enjoy...=)

Decided 2 change my blogskin...
Actually I dun know how 2 change de...
Then went 2 "learn"...
In de end then I know it was so easy...=.="
Love it lots...=)


2dae not much things happened...
2morrow gonna meet all my dad`s side relatives...
Hope its fun fun fun...cox I`m gonna have so much 2 talk 2 all my older cousins...
kkz shall end here then...=)


Hmm...So its already CNY...
2dae went visiting with my family...
First 2 my mum`s side...
Was kinda bored cox I`m not so close 2 there...
Then furthermore I`m de oldest there...
So no one 2 play and talk 2 me...
So just see there and watch xiao din dang...
Then at about 12plus left 2 visit my dad`s side...
Go there more fun and ren nao...
Cox they more friendly...
Furthermore I`m lyk de second youngest other than my bros there...
All my cousins r already 20+ for de youngest and 30+ for de oldest...
So kinda being love and focus more...
But too bad is they haven marry!!
So no ang bao!!
They were talking about my changes and etc...
Especially 1 of my gu ma...cox she take care me for awhile when I was young...
Then play with my cousin PS3 winning 11...
Then I keep on lose cox I dun know how 2 play...
So my cousins all constantly teasing and laughing at me...
Its lyk so unusual loh!!
Its always me bullying ppl in sch...I mean teasing...
So being bully is so dots loh!!
Then in de evening went home already...



Oh my gosh...I dunno y...
But tis few days suddenly I miz u so much...
Hmm...y ah??
I also dunno...
Mayb cox I so long nv see u liao...
=(
Haiiz...no choice loh...
Wat 2 do...
Love cannot be force wat...
I also dunno y I just can`t stop luving u...
Even though u make it clear 2 me already...
Mayb cox my love for u has fallen into a bottomless pit already??
So no way out already bah...
And even if there is a way out
I dun wan 2 climb out of de pit!!
Cox I`m just too deeply in love with u already!!
haiiz...
rite so much also no use...
Lyk u got read lyk that...
Even if u got read...
I believe u can`t be bother bah??
mayb I`m even lyk a thorn in ur flesh bah??
Haiiz...If that is de truth I also cannot blame u for it...
Cox no one is to be blame...
But plz if u do read tis...
Dun stop me from luving u...
And dun tell me I will find another better gurl...
Cox I dun wan another better gurl...
U r already too good for me...
And most importantly...
u r de one I onli wan 2 be with...
From de bottom of my heart...
I <3 u

Hmm...have been feeling rather bother and frustrated 4 de past few days...
Had some arguement and debate with parents...some sort of "cold war"...
Problems r still there but I still love them lots...
Have been some sort of M.I.A 4 some period of time already...
Haven been seeing my frens and communicating with them much...
I`m sorrie ppl...but its just that I`m not in de rite mood or shld I say in de right situation too..
But thats how life is...and I`m realli getting used 2 tis life-style already...
I dunno y too...mayb I dun have a choice...
So...I just have 2 choose 2 be happie and go on with life...
Perhaps I will realise their intention onli when I`m a father myself...
Till then I believe its gonna be tough 4 me...
But I dun have a choice as I have sae...
Perhaps some may understand...some may not...
But I always believe there is no perfect thing in tis world...
So...I just have 2 look on de bright side and be optimistic...



I`m missing her so much...

Ok...I feel lyk running away from home!!
Haiiz...but with my kind-heartedness it will nv happened...
I just can`t bear 2 leave my family in dire situation...
But I`m feeling realli frustrated and f**k up...
Cox I believe they r brilliant parents compare 2 many others on 1 side...
While they r unreasonable on de other side...
Yes...I know they meant good 4 me...
As both my ah gong pass away while they will still veri young...lyk around 6??
So they know exactly wat kind of life I may lead if they did not guide me properly...
And I do agree that they have past down almost perfect knowledge and guidance on 2 me...
But does it mean that I will 4llow their footsteps in their younger daes??
Does it mean that I will be lyk that if I did not listen 2 wat they sae??
De rebelness in me is starting 2 burst out...
I`m starting 2 lose my patient and kindness already...
I dun know how long I can tahan anymore...
But I`m afraid 2 lose such wonderful parents if I burst out...
I`m afraid I may hurt them if I will 2 rebel against them...
OMG...I`m realli wondering how long more can I last tis kind of lifestyle...
De lifestyle of having no life...
I dun wan much...I dun ask 4 much...
I onli ask for a little bit more of breathing space as times goes by...
I realli nd it anxiously and eagerly...
Orelse I realli dun know wat I may do if tis will 2 continue...
Haiiz...
Onli God will understand...