we come,we go
Wednesday, 30 April 2008 ● 20:10
Kinda feeling moodless and sad today...
All I can sae is that I never expect such things to happened suddenly...
Watch soccer early in the morning and yup was superb high and happy that man u qualify for finals...
Din wan to go to sch...but I still did...Dun know y also??
Was kinda engage and having fun since the start talking with my grp members...
Until I suddenly receive an sms from my dad saying my cous just past away...
I was totally moodless already since then...
I was kinda shock and not bother about other things already...
All I was tinking about is rushing down to hospital to check out more...
And yup...thats wat I did...
Went to pick up my family as well along the way and headed there together...
Walking along the corridor...
Loud and sad crys will already heard...
I expected that that was my auntie...
And true enough my auntie was crying so terribly...
Kinda of break down already...
And my uncle told us that my cous is inside...
Kinda surprise as it is the first time I saw a dead body being left in a room lyk that...
When I saw my cous lieing there...
I dun know wat to do and react...
My mind just went blank...
Kinda lost in terms of how to react...
My mum cried upon seeing him...
He kinda die quite unwilling and painfully I tink...
As his eyes were kinda 3/4 close...
And his mouth will slightly open...
Presume he was trying to grasp for air...
His body was kinda drain without blood left...
I was feeling kinda emo however peaceful at the same time...
I couldn`t cry at all...
Perhaps my tears are all dry up and perhaps I din see the moment he die...
One by one relatives came...
And lots of them cry and broke down terribly...
Perhaps they couldn`t accept the fact and truth...
F.Y.I
For those whom know about my blood problem(thallesemia)
This cous of mine that past away is the one that has major...
He is the one that I did mention to some b4...
He had to receive blood transfusion regularly...
Just lyk how a vehicle require petrol to operate...
He gone through a veri strainess life...
Constantly fighting against the sickness...
And to me...he had gone through a great fight...
He suffer huge amount of pain and suffering...
Require injection daily to keep on going...
And I`m proud to have a cous lyk him...
Cox he nv ever complain and mention about giving up...
Thanks be to God however...
As my cous case is already a veri miraculous one...
people with the same sickness will expected not to live beyond the age of 20...
those who manage to live till about 20 is consider a miracle already...
And my cous manage to live to the age of 25...
Will be busy de whole dae 2morrow helping out at his funeral...
Will be back in sch on fridae...
Hopefully able to attend sports camp still bah...
Personal:
Thank God that I onli has 25%(minor)
Orelse...it would be me lieing there in a few yrs time perhaps...
From 2dae...I realise how precious life is...
How fragile life is...
PPL...do appreciate and treasure your close one...
For those who love someone...
Plz dun wait any longer to tell them...
Cox chances come and go...
U will nv know wat might happened nxt...
Plz dun have the mindset of "wait lah,nvm de lah"
Dun regret when you dun even have the chance anymore to sae those 3 precious words to them anymore...
From the bottom of my heart...
I love you(to all)
Monday, 28 April 2008 ● 19:02
ok...2dae I have to apologize to my group 1...
Cox I`m totally not myself today...
A BIG BIG SORRY TO all of you...
Was pretty quiet the whole day until...
My mac delivery came...
And that was the time spark started...
Kelly,Michael and me!!
LOLS!!
Out of sudden 4get who bring out the idea of going to my blog and see...
Then we ended up in kelly blog...
And the idea of flooding kelly`s blog came to our mind(just lyk wat we did to yi ning`s)
And there we goes...
And kelly decided to seek revenge on my blog...
OMG!!
And we had a superb fun fun time flooding my tag box...
We try making use of each other`s name...
And type silly msg...=x
People whom kana into the conversation were...
Me,Kelly,Michael,Ann,Bram,Luker,Nathan,adonas...(tink got somemore??)
LOLS!!
U guys can check out wat kind of silly things we did!!
And poor Michael...
He`s involved with samihah now!!
LOLS!!
(she quite a gd gurl lyk...suitable for u...=x)
And kelly ah kelly...Dun nd pai sei lah...
Jia you Jia you!!
All the best wow!!
Okok...Shall end here perhaps...
Hope 2morrow will be another fun and superb day...
and hopefully the true Manton will show out again...=)
● 18:54
Ok here are some pics aft 3 months of hard work training??
Sunday, 27 April 2008 ● 17:54
SO MANY PPL SAY MY BLOG EMO!!!
LOLS!!
okok...Maybe I should be emo-less...=x
hahax...apologize if I make you guys/gurls worry bout me??
=x
Hmm...this weekend nothing much happened...
Sat I woke up @ 5am!!
WTH!!
Cox got 1 couple quarrel so loud right below my room...
Toot loh~
Then was gaming the whole day...
2dae went to church!!
SO long never go church!!
=x
Kinda had a great time??
Yup...
hahax...
And was sleeping de whole afternoon...=x
Must refresh myself for the upcoming week...
2morrow got sch again!!
Yeah!!!!!
Good Good...
I love schooling...=)
Shall end here...
Cox dun know wat to sae liao...=x
Bye!!!
Haiiz...
Thursday, 24 April 2008 ● 19:42
I have so much to sae...
So much to pour out from my heart...
So many questions I want to ask...
But I dun know where to start...
Dun know how to ask...
Dun know how to sae...
I`m feeling kinda down and emo again...
I dun know y...
It just suddenly happening again...
Out of sudden...I felt y am I so kinda useless...
Y am I lyk constantly dragging things?
Being a totally different person from the daily me??
Why has my courage and boldness left me when I needed them...
I dun know y...but I just feel something is not right...
Its seems that history is repeating and I din improve at all...
I dun feel good...
I dun feel confident...
I dun believe in myself anymore...
Perhaps I still haven get over the past yet...
Perhaps I going too fast...
Perhaps no one really understand wat I`m thinking...
Wat I really want...
Perhaps I`m afraid/hate rejection...
ROAR!!!!!
I just feel lyk shouting my heart out!!
I really dun know wat is going on now...
I really dun know if I should continue...
I really dun know wat others r thinking...
I really dun know wat I should do next...
I really dun know who should I turn to...
I really dun know if I shld do this or should I do that...
I really dun know how a gurl thinks...
I realy dun know wat a gurl wants...
I really dun know wat I am doing...
I`m lost and confuse in the wilderness...
Perhaps its best to stay single??
BUT I DUN WANT TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I`ve decided!!
Wednesday, 23 April 2008 ● 22:07
2dae faci so much different from last wk...GOOD!!
Decided not to join soccer IG afterall...
Cox I find its not worth it and they are asking too much...
I will rather continue to play for geylang U18 then them if I wanted too(which I did not!!)...
Their training is the same as club level...
They expect the same level as prime league...
9 mins for 2.4km...
Just that they are not training everyday...
mon,wed,fri instead...
And we are not paid at all too!!
And for those who dun know...I got thallesemia(blood problem,tink lyk that spell)
Thus resulting in me not being that fit afterall...
And at first when I heard from senior I dun believe
But now after I went to see the trial for defenders with my dad...
My dad advise me that its pointless lah...
And I really afraid that I will get tired out everyday easily...
SO~
I gonna just focus on my current club Sovereign FC now...
Anything that gonna do with soccer will be Sovereign FC...=)
If I say I love U...Will U Take Me As A Fool??
Monday, 21 April 2008 ● 18:25
2dae another fun and enjoyable day...
Was having a whole deal of fun...=)
Was team up in a new grouping of unfamiliar faces??lols
Was with tao han(the other guy),fiducia,ee chiang and shida...
So those in my class will know...kinda dun know how to communicate...
Thankfully...my dear fren michael(mikey) and ann sat right nxt to me...
Yipee...
Was joking and teasing one another de whole day...
Especially michael who came up with a whole lot of rubbish...
Tink I found my right partner already!!LOLS!!
Finally another crazy joker who can pair up with me...
And poor ann...
Was constantly bully??LOLS!!
Michael keep on taking her things...playing with her stuff and etc...
Of course me and michael kana bully by her too lah...
Ohya ohya...
2dae nobody buy take-away for class...T.T
But dun worry...
Great mind tink alike!!
=x
Me and michael suggested to buy mac-delivery
And yup we did...woohoo!!
so cool...
Every1 was lyk starring with jealous when we brought de food to the others...
Aft sch went with mikey and ann to take consent form for sports camp...
But it ended already...
Hopefully 2morrow still can sign up bah...
Then went 2gether 2 atm withdrawn money cox ann sae she broke liao...=x
Aft that me and michael head for interchange...
Chat chat de whole journey about smoking...
And it was home sweet home aft that...=)
Gonna do RJ already...bb...
Off my chest at last...
Friday, 18 April 2008 ● 22:26
2 parts I`m gonna talk about today...
1)My day today...
2)What many which to find out...
Part 1...today I receive a bad news...
I got a grade C...T.T
So sad...
nvm...it will only make me work even more harder...
aft sch went to evss with gang...
Jerrer was there too...
So long nv see him...=)
Had a great time meeting up with my juniors and teachers...=)
Kinda miz evss aft going back...(oh gosh did I just sae that!?!)
Part 2...
Yup...I may look lyk a playboy...
But inside me I know nuts about relationship...
I`m a noob...
I dun understand how a gurl tinks...
I dun understand wat a gurl want...
I`m a freeky coward in BGR...
I have nv stead b4...
Sadly to say...thats the reason y I din succeeded in winning that gurl heart aft 4yrs...(sec time)
I dun know y I`m talking about this aft all...,br>
But I just have the urge to post this out to feel better...,br>
I had a long and deep thinking...
I decided that I shld put a stop to my childish act...
Wat`s the point of hiding wat my true feelings r...
So I have decided to admit it...
Yes...I do have feelings for her...
U gurls guess correctly...,br>
perhaps my action betray me aft all...
I know there is another person who lyk her too...
All I can say is that I only know that he lyk her too 1 day aft I realise my feelings for her...
I dun mean to purposely go compete or anything...
I mean no harm...
I din intend for such things to happened in the first place...
But as always...
there is no right or wrong in love relationship...
All I hope is that u(him) will not have a grude against me or anything...
(thats the reason y I din intend to reveal at first)
Nobody will expect us to fall for the same gurl rite??
I just hope the three of us and continue as fren wateva de outcome is...
And no matter wat the outcome is...
I will accept it and respect it...
Cox I trust u(she) know ur feelings de best...
Confused Confused more Confused
Thursday, 17 April 2008 ● 20:51
freek man...Hurt my foot yesterday...
So~Limping the whole journey today...
Lesson 2dae were kinda interesting...
Had great fun with my team...
Laughters for sure lah...
Aft sch went to play pool with my classmates...
Play with bram a round then I went off...
Went to find saman @ bus stop...
Del saw me and came chatting awhile...
Soon ltr the others came to take bus 2gether...
Then home sweet home...
Oh Gosh...
I tink I`m in love...
But the situation this time seems kinda worst...
Back to stage 1 of my love story bah:
Confused Confused more Confused!!
Playboy??
Wednesday, 16 April 2008 ● 20:41
2dae faci sucks to the core lah!!
Worst of the worst can!!
Dun wan talk about it liao...
Aft sch went play basketball...
And it sucks!!
I injured my footsole once again!!
PAIN!!T.T
Ohya...
Alot ppl sae I look lyk a rich man`s son whom is a playboy...=.="
Wat de toot!!
Pls dun tink this way loh...
I haven stead b4 can!!
I`m a noob in relationships...=x
And I`m seriously looking for a special gurl!!
So plz dun tink I`m flirt kkz??
Cox I`m realli realli good person deep down in me...=)
can I??
Monday, 14 April 2008 ● 21:06
Ok...Its been a busy and tiring wkend...
2dae back to sch...
And frankly speaking...
Lesson topic sucks!!
But thankfully...got my grp of peers to entertain me!!
Was constantly talking instead of doing work...,br>
Cox got Ann in my grp...
And she just love to irritate me lah...
And worst of all...
She sae I`m kinda short!!
(ya la ya la I`m not that tall)
SO~I starting crapping away de whole day...
As usual...benjamin,seow ting,yi seng was laughing de whole day...
And best of all today is that de others join in too...
(woohoo!!)
So yup kinda fun lah...
Ohya...And even bram agree that I`m not that tall too...T.T
So I was kinda F**K up...
LOLS...jk lah...
So I ended up bullying Ann de whole day...
Sort of taste of own medicine??
=x
And now I call her shorty and she call me tall-ty...
Bleah!!
congrats to my bro...
u know who u r...
and I felt happy for u...=)
Yup...I do love seeing my frens happy...
But sometimes I forget about myself...
I`m back to the state of confusion again...
frens dun try giving me advises...
Cox I onli listen to my Daddy in heaven...
Its been in my heart for yrs...
and up till now I have to confess I`m still bother...
However...i`m realli tired...
tired of holding on to a cliff with just my index finger...
Perhaps its time to let go...
God pls lead me on in my path...
U r the onli one who knows wat is best for me...
Amen...
Hmm...
Saturday, 12 April 2008 ● 20:28
Shiok day...
Had soccer trng...
Boots split...
No chance...
Got to buy another new 1...
First time I bought a boots for $89!!(usual $115)
Now feeling the tiredness...
Perhaps lack of rest for the past wk bah...
Thats y I dun go out at all with my frens on wkends...
Cox of my other commitment...=)
Gonna rest...having a game 2morrow...
Nites...
Late 4 the first time!!
Friday, 11 April 2008 ● 20:31
Sian!!
Late 4 the first time in my schooling life!!=(
Took bus 161 @ 7.45am...
Ended up arriving @ 9.15...
Wat de toot loh...
Nvm...
Went to class and kinda regret...
Cox today faci is so demanding!!
And mayb kinda unapproachable...
SO~
The whole class 4 the first time was lyk so du lan...
All was constantly complaining and saying if we shld leave as a class...
Furthermore, many of of classmates nv come...
And even nathan sae we shld leave...
So u can see how frustrated and angry we will...
In the end...
I dun know how we able to endure for the whole day bah...
We did wat we needed...
And off we go...=)
Okay out of five days...here r my daily grade...
1)Blood-->A
2)Computing-->A
3)Conflict-->B+
Kinda plz...aiming for another A and a B to sum up my wk...=)
RUSH RUSH RUSH!!
Thursday, 10 April 2008 ● 22:01
2dae was a superb rushing and panicking day...
Got 2 my usual bus stop @ 7.45am...
And I could`nt got up 3 buses!!
OMG!!OMG!!
Waited till about 8.15am...
Was lyk in a sian mood...
Feel will late lyk that...
Then ppl @ my bus stop was starting to get ppl 2 share cab...
And I wanted to do the same too...
Thankfully...Hui min called...
Ask if I wanted to share cab...
And Yup I did...
Walk through a few "dangerous drains" to reach them a.s.a.p
And we hail a cab and reach RP with time to spare with a fee of about $19
Today lesson is about conflict...
Kinda difficult for me in terms of the ppt...
Furthermore my team mates r all new loh!!(except yi ning)
So kinda shy lah...=x
But thankfully, this Samihah is so crazy!!
She keep on laughing and talk about stupid jokes...
Making my whole grp laugh lah...
Non stop loh...
But I sure had great fun lah...
Aft lesson...wanted play soccer...in the end ended playing bb...
Play with del and peers...
And leng chong was there too...
Then got tis teacher or lecture or wateva join in...
Forcing me 2 sit out...
Cause I went 2 rest...
And he play lyk so long loh!!
Ended up din play much...=(
But nvm...must have a reason de...=)
Arrive home kinda late today...
And parents will kinda disappointed with my poor time management...
I told them I will reach home at tis time earlier on and in the end...
I ended up late almost by an hour or so...
So yup...
Deserve to be reprimanded bah...lol
I`m tired...
Wonder how many of my classmates will turn up 2morrow...
LOLS!!
Want 2 sleep liao lah...
Gd nites!!
Pool??
Wednesday, 9 April 2008 ● 20:51
Was early todae...
Reach inter @ about 8.10am??
Then del and emily was late...
So del ask me go first...
Then call saman ask where she is and she sae she is late also...
SO I was tinking that all those early de also late le...
No choice must go myself bah...
Then when about to leave 4 RP...
I saw hui min,aman,marvin and hui yi cumin out of 168...
Kinda surprise...cox its rare that they arrive so early loh...
And we ended up 2gether...
Then ONCE AGAIN...
Amanda was complaining of being hungry...
So we went 7 eleven to get her some food...=x
Waited awhile b4 saman and calinda arrive too...
Took bus 9**(4get liao lah) to RP...
Then went our separate way...
2dae was a superb tiring day loh...
2dae module was about enterprise and we spended lots of effort doing the proposal...
Cox our faci ask 4 15 slides!!
And he sae 15 was de minimum...
Shld have more at least...
So my grp chiong de whole day...
We even sacrifice our 2 and half hours break completing it loh!!
And we ended up eating lunch box!!
Tink our presentation de best bah??
Provided de most detail and our faci was constantly saying gd...
And ask veri few qns unlike de others grp...=)
Aft sch went 2 play pool with marvin,emily,del...
And of course I`m a noob lah...
Play 4 de second time in my whole life...
And my de other time was lyk in my pri sch time??
SO~was kinda stupid looking when I play lah...
But THANKFULLY...I ended up winning my game cox emily hit de black ball in...
Then @ de end...del gave me a challenge...
Ask me to hit a ball in...
He put the ball exactly infront of the "hole" lah...
Its lyk so no challenge rite!!
So I action and sae I wan a bigger challenge...
And yup...
I got a bigger challenge...
Had 2 hit the ball off de side and go into de corner hole...
And b4 I hit the ball
Del sae he will strip his pants if I can score @ a try...
And I made him eat his words...LOLS!!
I SCORE I SCORE!!
WOoHOo!!
And its not tyco loh!!
Lols...
Aft that went separate way le...
~Home Sweet Home~
Gurl from SLM??
Tuesday, 8 April 2008 ● 21:04
Ok...2dae another enjoyable dae...
Get to know more ppl from my class...=)
Early in the morning bus service was terrible...
Or shld I sae ppl going to rp is so MANY...
So many bus stop were jam with ppl carrying laptop...
So it means RP students...
Saw Hui Min they all @ a bus stop in sengkang...
They could`nt got up the bus...
Reach interchange alone...
Waited 4 Delvyn and emily...
Then saman and calinda saw me...
So they sat down and chat with me...
Del and emily came...
Decided 2 go RP 2gether on foot...
Lessons were superbly simply 2dae...
ALthought its call maths and computer smt...
We ended up doing giving directions...
Its lyk a map given 2 u...
And u had 2 give specify details 2 get to the destination...
Yup...
That simply...
Then was kinda influence by my grp gurls 2 play on tis webby call viwawa...
Yup...
And we guys just join in the fun...thought just play play...
In the end we all got addicted playing big 2 until dun wan 2 do anything else...=x
Yup...
Ohya...
And aft seeing so many chio bu around...
1 from SLM kinda caught my attention??
LOLS...
Hmm...
Lets see how it goes bah...
=)
First day of real schooling
Monday, 7 April 2008 ● 20:46
2dae learn about blood the whole day...
Was separated into different grps...
Was with Jessy still
So at least know some1...
2dae learn about blood...
The compatibility and difference...
And many more lah...
Wanted 2 play soccer @ de end of the day...
But Siva plan was cork up...
So ended up going home with del and his 2 gurl de frens...
Dun know them much...
Nvm...just did something gd loh...
lol...
Cannot leave my fren alone mah...*wink*
Went 2 activate del`s ez-link card @ Woodland inter...
Saw aman,hui min,saman they all...
They will doing their card too...
Aft that went 2 take bus...
Then saw a gurl from millineum instiute(tink is lyk that spell bah)
Quite chio lah...
Wanted 2 sit beside 2 her...
But then pai sei...
So just sit @ the chair beside her`s...
Luckily nv sit beside her...
Cox I tink the bro was just behind 2gether with the gf or smt lyk that lah...
Orelse sure kana confronted de...=x
Shall end here bah...
Gd Nite 2 all...
We Rulez RSH!!
Saturday, 5 April 2008 ● 12:30
Ok...finally orentation ended...
Yesterday was veri high...
Had great fun...
Know alot ppl especially gurls...
LOLS
Cox RSH ratio is 1:6/7
So cool rite!!
1 guy to about 6-7 gurls...
Oops...Sorrie gurls...hahax...
Had great fun...
Got station game where we ran about de campus...
Then it was LeapFrog...
WOHOO!!
WE...Team Republic broke the RECORDS!!
And its de world record ok!!
WOHOO!!
I`m in the record history book now!!
LOLS
Nxt up had buffet...
Then it was time my jam n hop...
Our freshman party!!
Wohoo!!
Great great fun...
1 sch competing against each other...
Jerking and cheerings were made know without any holding backs...
It was quite clear that only SHL got a tiny little bit of threat 2 RSH...
And true enough...
SHL got 2nd...
And de grand champion was of course...*drum roll*
RSH!!
Woohoo!!
All:
R is 4 RSH
We love RSH
If u wanna be the best, cum join RSH
Guys:
ARE U READY!!
Gurls:
Ok
All:
We Are
R(clap x1)
E(clap x2)
A(clap x1)
D-Y(clap x2)
We r Ready(clap x1)
Ready(clap x2)
Ready to...(clap x1)
Fight lyk a champion...fight fight fight
Score lyk a champion...score score score
Fight lyk a champion...score lyk a champion
All the rest can go fly kite...
Fly kite,fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite...
Later kana lightning strike
HAHAHA
1,2,3
Nanananana(x3)
RSH!!
Pretty Pretty Pretty!!
Thursday, 3 April 2008 ● 20:55
2dae another wonderful day!!
Second day of orentation...
Thought of not cumin in de morning...
So tired...
Thankfully...Dad fetch me there...
Was kinda lost...
walk around lyk aimlessly cox I dun know where I suppose to be...
Call chevalyn and hui min ask them where they are...
Thankfully found them...
Reported and went in to our venue...
I did something stupid or kinda "AA" where we will welcome in...
LOLS!!
Can`t stop it...
Its in my veins and blood!hahax...
(can ask those same sch with me wat I did)
Then we will all separated into different grps...
Hui min,aman chevalyn manage 2 change grp and be together...
Then LEFT ME!!
Ask around then no 1 wan 2 change with me!
SAD SAD~T.T
lol...but God is good...
He solve de problem 4 me...
Cox my grp leader saw I wanted 2 change team...
And she ask me if I wan 2 change over anot...
And she settle for me everything...LOL...
So we will all finally in de same grp...grp 14...WOHOO!!
Then I tell u...
De oic/m-cee(dun know how 2 spell lah)
Is 1 crazy lady man!!
I was lyk "WOW!!"
Finally yu dao dui shuo...
LOLS!!
Means nv meet such a challenger 4 a long time liao...=x
LOLS...
Then I 4get wat we do liao...
Cox it was a veri long day...
I tink is they try 2 settle us down...
And make us understand which grp we r in...
Then play de dragonboat game...
Stupid lame game...hahax...
Then I tink nxt was they introduce all de vip of RSH...
Then they taught us de cheer for RSH...
OMG!!SO cute loh!!
I totally love it lah...
Took quite a long time to master it...
Then they break us into our own grp 2 practices more often...
Since our grp so smart...
Practice awhile can liao...
Then I tink was introduction loh...
Got 2 know our grp ppl...
And of course more ppl get 2 know me lah...
hahax...thats wat that matter of course!LOLS!!
Had lunch aft that...
Ate a sucky pack of rice...
Amanda keep on doing so many funny things...
Make me and Hui min laugh so much...
LOLS!!
Then aft finish walk walk...
Saw nathan and amin...
Hui min then felt uncomfortable and wanted 2 vomit...
And she did I tink...
Thankfully got my sour sour preserves fruit 2 ease her uncomfort...
Ohya...
Then Hui min and Amanda was lyk keep on eating as if they r so hungry??
LOLS!!
Aft that was de last part of de day...
The seniors perform 2 attract ppl 2 join dance performance for 2morrow...,br>
And cox of my stupid act in de morning...
Many senior recongize me and try 2 pull me out 2 join...
Thankfully I manage 2 talk my way out through Jesus help...=)
Then nxt was lyk asking ppl 2 do mascot...
And they nd 4 guys and no 1 volunteer...
So was lyk anxious moment 4 me...
Thankfully my leader din sabo me tis time...
Ohya then those remain have 2 learn RP warcry first...
And suddenly one of de leader who is kinda plum fell off de chair and he was lyk...
Concussion??
With injuries 2 his both legs...
Then learn warcry
Aft than we slack outside 4 most of the ending part...
Collect my ez`link/id card with amanda...
and amanda was lyk so unhappy with the photo...lol
(aman just accept de fact that u r *** mah...hahax!!)
Slack 4 2 hrs till about 4.55pm when we saw ppl leaving...,br>
Then we ask if can leave and yup we can aft filling our particulars...
Waited outside again 4 the sports grp...
Until about 5.15pm?
Went 2 7 11 2 bought some stuff...
And my mash potato is lyk so watery???
LOLS!!
Aiya...
I just try out loh...
Thankfully its nice...
Then aft that went our separate way...
Siva del and me went 2 inter 2 take bus and home swt home...
P.S: RSH is fill with different kind of pretty gurls and best of all!! No handsome guys except me!!LOLS!!=x...
1st day!!
Wednesday, 2 April 2008 ● 17:10
OKOK!!Fun Fun Day!!
Wake up @ 6.45am, board de 161 @ 7.35am
& I reach around 8.10am??
So early loh...
Went in first 2 use the toilet do business...=x
@ around 8.35am saw delvyn...
Then went 2 find our building...W3
Found it then wanted 2 wait 4 siva they all but they will late??
So 8.55am went up first loh...
Thankfully my class W36K is COOL!
I love de facilator de most...
Help me settle down fast and easy...
Then was divided into grp...
Thankfully I find my grp de best among all...
Got 1 ang mo call nathanael...
Then got 3 more gurls...
Although not veri pretty but they r approachable and friendly...=)
Then discuss about 2dae topic...
"ignorance is bliss"
So I just sae my favour phrase loh...
"to a certain extent yes, if we r able to ignore how others look and react 2 us"
And my facilator was impress by wat I sae...
She add on saeing if we can have such tinking, we will become successful ppl during rp...
Then continue first meeting
Had break then continue second meeting with UT
Did some w/s discussion...
Then aft that was a longer break
Had lunch with del,siva,nathan...
Chevalyn and kitty was there too...
Aft that got 2 go back do presatation...
1 grp aft another present...
& f**K, I got stuck 4 de first time in presentation...
Cox its lyk a last min planning and I`m not prepare...,br>
But Thankfully, got my grp ppl 2 help me out...=)
Basically 2dae was a enjoyable day...
Tink I have improve on my daringness and communication??
Cox its de first time I`m doing so well on de first day of any events...
2morrow gonna 2 be "back to our own sch"
Gonna go walk around...
Heard my sch got spa and massage...
OMG!!so cool if got a pretty gurl massage 4 me...=x
Then wan go survey survey where r all de pretty gurls...lol
Can see more clearly which sch got more pretty gurls le...wohoo!!
Hope its my RSH bah!!lol...
Shall end here cox I wrote alot liao...
Shall update more 2morrow about my activities there...=)
Tuesday, 1 April 2008 ● 22:31
A new journey starting tomorrow...
we come,we go
Wednesday, 30 April 2008 ● 20:10
Kinda feeling moodless and sad today...
All I can sae is that I never expect such things to happened suddenly...
Watch soccer early in the morning and yup was superb high and happy that man u qualify for finals...
Din wan to go to sch...but I still did...Dun know y also??
Was kinda engage and having fun since the start talking with my grp members...
Until I suddenly receive an sms from my dad saying my cous just past away...
I was totally moodless already since then...
I was kinda shock and not bother about other things already...
All I was tinking about is rushing down to hospital to check out more...
And yup...thats wat I did...
Went to pick up my family as well along the way and headed there together...
Walking along the corridor...
Loud and sad crys will already heard...
I expected that that was my auntie...
And true enough my auntie was crying so terribly...
Kinda of break down already...
And my uncle told us that my cous is inside...
Kinda surprise as it is the first time I saw a dead body being left in a room lyk that...
When I saw my cous lieing there...
I dun know wat to do and react...
My mind just went blank...
Kinda lost in terms of how to react...
My mum cried upon seeing him...
He kinda die quite unwilling and painfully I tink...
As his eyes were kinda 3/4 close...
And his mouth will slightly open...
Presume he was trying to grasp for air...
His body was kinda drain without blood left...
I was feeling kinda emo however peaceful at the same time...
I couldn`t cry at all...
Perhaps my tears are all dry up and perhaps I din see the moment he die...
One by one relatives came...
And lots of them cry and broke down terribly...
Perhaps they couldn`t accept the fact and truth...
F.Y.I
For those whom know about my blood problem(thallesemia)
This cous of mine that past away is the one that has major...
He is the one that I did mention to some b4...
He had to receive blood transfusion regularly...
Just lyk how a vehicle require petrol to operate...
He gone through a veri strainess life...
Constantly fighting against the sickness...
And to me...he had gone through a great fight...
He suffer huge amount of pain and suffering...
Require injection daily to keep on going...
And I`m proud to have a cous lyk him...
Cox he nv ever complain and mention about giving up...
Thanks be to God however...
As my cous case is already a veri miraculous one...
people with the same sickness will expected not to live beyond the age of 20...
those who manage to live till about 20 is consider a miracle already...
And my cous manage to live to the age of 25...
Will be busy de whole dae 2morrow helping out at his funeral...
Will be back in sch on fridae...
Hopefully able to attend sports camp still bah...
Personal:
Thank God that I onli has 25%(minor)
Orelse...it would be me lieing there in a few yrs time perhaps...
From 2dae...I realise how precious life is...
How fragile life is...
PPL...do appreciate and treasure your close one...
For those who love someone...
Plz dun wait any longer to tell them...
Cox chances come and go...
U will nv know wat might happened nxt...
Plz dun have the mindset of "wait lah,nvm de lah"
Dun regret when you dun even have the chance anymore to sae those 3 precious words to them anymore...
From the bottom of my heart...
I love you(to all)
Monday, 28 April 2008 ● 19:02
ok...2dae I have to apologize to my group 1...
Cox I`m totally not myself today...
A BIG BIG SORRY TO all of you...
Was pretty quiet the whole day until...
My mac delivery came...
And that was the time spark started...
Kelly,Michael and me!!
LOLS!!
Out of sudden 4get who bring out the idea of going to my blog and see...
Then we ended up in kelly blog...
And the idea of flooding kelly`s blog came to our mind(just lyk wat we did to yi ning`s)
And there we goes...
And kelly decided to seek revenge on my blog...
OMG!!
And we had a superb fun fun time flooding my tag box...
We try making use of each other`s name...
And type silly msg...=x
People whom kana into the conversation were...
Me,Kelly,Michael,Ann,Bram,Luker,Nathan,adonas...(tink got somemore??)
LOLS!!
U guys can check out wat kind of silly things we did!!
And poor Michael...
He`s involved with samihah now!!
LOLS!!
(she quite a gd gurl lyk...suitable for u...=x)
And kelly ah kelly...Dun nd pai sei lah...
Jia you Jia you!!
All the best wow!!
Okok...Shall end here perhaps...
Hope 2morrow will be another fun and superb day...
and hopefully the true Manton will show out again...=)
● 18:54
Ok here are some pics aft 3 months of hard work training??
Sunday, 27 April 2008 ● 17:54
SO MANY PPL SAY MY BLOG EMO!!!
LOLS!!
okok...Maybe I should be emo-less...=x
hahax...apologize if I make you guys/gurls worry bout me??
=x
Hmm...this weekend nothing much happened...
Sat I woke up @ 5am!!
WTH!!
Cox got 1 couple quarrel so loud right below my room...
Toot loh~
Then was gaming the whole day...
2dae went to church!!
SO long never go church!!
=x
Kinda had a great time??
Yup...
hahax...
And was sleeping de whole afternoon...=x
Must refresh myself for the upcoming week...
2morrow got sch again!!
Yeah!!!!!
Good Good...
I love schooling...=)
Shall end here...
Cox dun know wat to sae liao...=x
Bye!!!
Haiiz...
Thursday, 24 April 2008 ● 19:42
I have so much to sae...
So much to pour out from my heart...
So many questions I want to ask...
But I dun know where to start...
Dun know how to ask...
Dun know how to sae...
I`m feeling kinda down and emo again...
I dun know y...
It just suddenly happening again...
Out of sudden...I felt y am I so kinda useless...
Y am I lyk constantly dragging things?
Being a totally different person from the daily me??
Why has my courage and boldness left me when I needed them...
I dun know y...but I just feel something is not right...
Its seems that history is repeating and I din improve at all...
I dun feel good...
I dun feel confident...
I dun believe in myself anymore...
Perhaps I still haven get over the past yet...
Perhaps I going too fast...
Perhaps no one really understand wat I`m thinking...
Wat I really want...
Perhaps I`m afraid/hate rejection...
ROAR!!!!!
I just feel lyk shouting my heart out!!
I really dun know wat is going on now...
I really dun know if I should continue...
I really dun know wat others r thinking...
I really dun know wat I should do next...
I really dun know who should I turn to...
I really dun know if I shld do this or should I do that...
I really dun know how a gurl thinks...
I realy dun know wat a gurl wants...
I really dun know wat I am doing...
I`m lost and confuse in the wilderness...
Perhaps its best to stay single??
BUT I DUN WANT TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I`ve decided!!
Wednesday, 23 April 2008 ● 22:07
2dae faci so much different from last wk...GOOD!!
Decided not to join soccer IG afterall...
Cox I find its not worth it and they are asking too much...
I will rather continue to play for geylang U18 then them if I wanted too(which I did not!!)...
Their training is the same as club level...
They expect the same level as prime league...
9 mins for 2.4km...
Just that they are not training everyday...
mon,wed,fri instead...
And we are not paid at all too!!
And for those who dun know...I got thallesemia(blood problem,tink lyk that spell)
Thus resulting in me not being that fit afterall...
And at first when I heard from senior I dun believe
But now after I went to see the trial for defenders with my dad...
My dad advise me that its pointless lah...
And I really afraid that I will get tired out everyday easily...
SO~
I gonna just focus on my current club Sovereign FC now...
Anything that gonna do with soccer will be Sovereign FC...=)
If I say I love U...Will U Take Me As A Fool??
Monday, 21 April 2008 ● 18:25
2dae another fun and enjoyable day...
Was having a whole deal of fun...=)
Was team up in a new grouping of unfamiliar faces??lols
Was with tao han(the other guy),fiducia,ee chiang and shida...
So those in my class will know...kinda dun know how to communicate...
Thankfully...my dear fren michael(mikey) and ann sat right nxt to me...
Yipee...
Was joking and teasing one another de whole day...
Especially michael who came up with a whole lot of rubbish...
Tink I found my right partner already!!LOLS!!
Finally another crazy joker who can pair up with me...
And poor ann...
Was constantly bully??LOLS!!
Michael keep on taking her things...playing with her stuff and etc...
Of course me and michael kana bully by her too lah...
Ohya ohya...
2dae nobody buy take-away for class...T.T
But dun worry...
Great mind tink alike!!
=x
Me and michael suggested to buy mac-delivery
And yup we did...woohoo!!
so cool...
Every1 was lyk starring with jealous when we brought de food to the others...
Aft sch went with mikey and ann to take consent form for sports camp...
But it ended already...
Hopefully 2morrow still can sign up bah...
Then went 2gether 2 atm withdrawn money cox ann sae she broke liao...=x
Aft that me and michael head for interchange...
Chat chat de whole journey about smoking...
And it was home sweet home aft that...=)
Gonna do RJ already...bb...
Off my chest at last...
Friday, 18 April 2008 ● 22:26
2 parts I`m gonna talk about today...
1)My day today...
2)What many which to find out...
Part 1...today I receive a bad news...
I got a grade C...T.T
So sad...
nvm...it will only make me work even more harder...
aft sch went to evss with gang...
Jerrer was there too...
So long nv see him...=)
Had a great time meeting up with my juniors and teachers...=)
Kinda miz evss aft going back...(oh gosh did I just sae that!?!)
Part 2...
Yup...I may look lyk a playboy...
But inside me I know nuts about relationship...
I`m a noob...
I dun understand how a gurl tinks...
I dun understand wat a gurl want...
I`m a freeky coward in BGR...
I have nv stead b4...
Sadly to say...thats the reason y I din succeeded in winning that gurl heart aft 4yrs...(sec time)
I dun know y I`m talking about this aft all...,br>
But I just have the urge to post this out to feel better...,br>
I had a long and deep thinking...
I decided that I shld put a stop to my childish act...
Wat`s the point of hiding wat my true feelings r...
So I have decided to admit it...
Yes...I do have feelings for her...
U gurls guess correctly...,br>
perhaps my action betray me aft all...
I know there is another person who lyk her too...
All I can say is that I only know that he lyk her too 1 day aft I realise my feelings for her...
I dun mean to purposely go compete or anything...
I mean no harm...
I din intend for such things to happened in the first place...
But as always...
there is no right or wrong in love relationship...
All I hope is that u(him) will not have a grude against me or anything...
(thats the reason y I din intend to reveal at first)
Nobody will expect us to fall for the same gurl rite??
I just hope the three of us and continue as fren wateva de outcome is...
And no matter wat the outcome is...
I will accept it and respect it...
Cox I trust u(she) know ur feelings de best...
Confused Confused more Confused
Thursday, 17 April 2008 ● 20:51
freek man...Hurt my foot yesterday...
So~Limping the whole journey today...
Lesson 2dae were kinda interesting...
Had great fun with my team...
Laughters for sure lah...
Aft sch went to play pool with my classmates...
Play with bram a round then I went off...
Went to find saman @ bus stop...
Del saw me and came chatting awhile...
Soon ltr the others came to take bus 2gether...
Then home sweet home...
Oh Gosh...
I tink I`m in love...
But the situation this time seems kinda worst...
Back to stage 1 of my love story bah:
Confused Confused more Confused!!
Playboy??
Wednesday, 16 April 2008 ● 20:41
2dae faci sucks to the core lah!!
Worst of the worst can!!
Dun wan talk about it liao...
Aft sch went play basketball...
And it sucks!!
I injured my footsole once again!!
PAIN!!T.T
Ohya...
Alot ppl sae I look lyk a rich man`s son whom is a playboy...=.="
Wat de toot!!
Pls dun tink this way loh...
I haven stead b4 can!!
I`m a noob in relationships...=x
And I`m seriously looking for a special gurl!!
So plz dun tink I`m flirt kkz??
Cox I`m realli realli good person deep down in me...=)
can I??
Monday, 14 April 2008 ● 21:06
Ok...Its been a busy and tiring wkend...
2dae back to sch...
And frankly speaking...
Lesson topic sucks!!
But thankfully...got my grp of peers to entertain me!!
Was constantly talking instead of doing work...,br>
Cox got Ann in my grp...
And she just love to irritate me lah...
And worst of all...
She sae I`m kinda short!!
(ya la ya la I`m not that tall)
SO~I starting crapping away de whole day...
As usual...benjamin,seow ting,yi seng was laughing de whole day...
And best of all today is that de others join in too...
(woohoo!!)
So yup kinda fun lah...
Ohya...And even bram agree that I`m not that tall too...T.T
So I was kinda F**K up...
LOLS...jk lah...
So I ended up bullying Ann de whole day...
Sort of taste of own medicine??
=x
And now I call her shorty and she call me tall-ty...
Bleah!!
congrats to my bro...
u know who u r...
and I felt happy for u...=)
Yup...I do love seeing my frens happy...
But sometimes I forget about myself...
I`m back to the state of confusion again...
frens dun try giving me advises...
Cox I onli listen to my Daddy in heaven...
Its been in my heart for yrs...
and up till now I have to confess I`m still bother...
However...i`m realli tired...
tired of holding on to a cliff with just my index finger...
Perhaps its time to let go...
God pls lead me on in my path...
U r the onli one who knows wat is best for me...
Amen...
Hmm...
Saturday, 12 April 2008 ● 20:28
Shiok day...
Had soccer trng...
Boots split...
No chance...
Got to buy another new 1...
First time I bought a boots for $89!!(usual $115)
Now feeling the tiredness...
Perhaps lack of rest for the past wk bah...
Thats y I dun go out at all with my frens on wkends...
Cox of my other commitment...=)
Gonna rest...having a game 2morrow...
Nites...
Late 4 the first time!!
Friday, 11 April 2008 ● 20:31
Sian!!
Late 4 the first time in my schooling life!!=(
Took bus 161 @ 7.45am...
Ended up arriving @ 9.15...
Wat de toot loh...
Nvm...
Went to class and kinda regret...
Cox today faci is so demanding!!
And mayb kinda unapproachable...
SO~
The whole class 4 the first time was lyk so du lan...
All was constantly complaining and saying if we shld leave as a class...
Furthermore, many of of classmates nv come...
And even nathan sae we shld leave...
So u can see how frustrated and angry we will...
In the end...
I dun know how we able to endure for the whole day bah...
We did wat we needed...
And off we go...=)
Okay out of five days...here r my daily grade...
1)Blood-->A
2)Computing-->A
3)Conflict-->B+
Kinda plz...aiming for another A and a B to sum up my wk...=)
RUSH RUSH RUSH!!
Thursday, 10 April 2008 ● 22:01
2dae was a superb rushing and panicking day...
Got 2 my usual bus stop @ 7.45am...
And I could`nt got up 3 buses!!
OMG!!OMG!!
Waited till about 8.15am...
Was lyk in a sian mood...
Feel will late lyk that...
Then ppl @ my bus stop was starting to get ppl 2 share cab...
And I wanted to do the same too...
Thankfully...Hui min called...
Ask if I wanted to share cab...
And Yup I did...
Walk through a few "dangerous drains" to reach them a.s.a.p
And we hail a cab and reach RP with time to spare with a fee of about $19
Today lesson is about conflict...
Kinda difficult for me in terms of the ppt...
Furthermore my team mates r all new loh!!(except yi ning)
So kinda shy lah...=x
But thankfully, this Samihah is so crazy!!
She keep on laughing and talk about stupid jokes...
Making my whole grp laugh lah...
Non stop loh...
But I sure had great fun lah...
Aft lesson...wanted play soccer...in the end ended playing bb...
Play with del and peers...
And leng chong was there too...
Then got tis teacher or lecture or wateva join in...
Forcing me 2 sit out...
Cause I went 2 rest...
And he play lyk so long loh!!
Ended up din play much...=(
But nvm...must have a reason de...=)
Arrive home kinda late today...
And parents will kinda disappointed with my poor time management...
I told them I will reach home at tis time earlier on and in the end...
I ended up late almost by an hour or so...
So yup...
Deserve to be reprimanded bah...lol
I`m tired...
Wonder how many of my classmates will turn up 2morrow...
LOLS!!
Want 2 sleep liao lah...
Gd nites!!
Pool??
Wednesday, 9 April 2008 ● 20:51
Was early todae...
Reach inter @ about 8.10am??
Then del and emily was late...
So del ask me go first...
Then call saman ask where she is and she sae she is late also...
SO I was tinking that all those early de also late le...
No choice must go myself bah...
Then when about to leave 4 RP...
I saw hui min,aman,marvin and hui yi cumin out of 168...
Kinda surprise...cox its rare that they arrive so early loh...
And we ended up 2gether...
Then ONCE AGAIN...
Amanda was complaining of being hungry...
So we went 7 eleven to get her some food...=x
Waited awhile b4 saman and calinda arrive too...
Took bus 9**(4get liao lah) to RP...
Then went our separate way...
2dae was a superb tiring day loh...
2dae module was about enterprise and we spended lots of effort doing the proposal...
Cox our faci ask 4 15 slides!!
And he sae 15 was de minimum...
Shld have more at least...
So my grp chiong de whole day...
We even sacrifice our 2 and half hours break completing it loh!!
And we ended up eating lunch box!!
Tink our presentation de best bah??
Provided de most detail and our faci was constantly saying gd...
And ask veri few qns unlike de others grp...=)
Aft sch went 2 play pool with marvin,emily,del...
And of course I`m a noob lah...
Play 4 de second time in my whole life...
And my de other time was lyk in my pri sch time??
SO~was kinda stupid looking when I play lah...
But THANKFULLY...I ended up winning my game cox emily hit de black ball in...
Then @ de end...del gave me a challenge...
Ask me to hit a ball in...
He put the ball exactly infront of the "hole" lah...
Its lyk so no challenge rite!!
So I action and sae I wan a bigger challenge...
And yup...
I got a bigger challenge...
Had 2 hit the ball off de side and go into de corner hole...
And b4 I hit the ball
Del sae he will strip his pants if I can score @ a try...
And I made him eat his words...LOLS!!
I SCORE I SCORE!!
WOoHOo!!
And its not tyco loh!!
Lols...
Aft that went separate way le...
~Home Sweet Home~
Gurl from SLM??
Tuesday, 8 April 2008 ● 21:04
Ok...2dae another enjoyable dae...
Get to know more ppl from my class...=)
Early in the morning bus service was terrible...
Or shld I sae ppl going to rp is so MANY...
So many bus stop were jam with ppl carrying laptop...
So it means RP students...
Saw Hui Min they all @ a bus stop in sengkang...
They could`nt got up the bus...
Reach interchange alone...
Waited 4 Delvyn and emily...
Then saman and calinda saw me...
So they sat down and chat with me...
Del and emily came...
Decided 2 go RP 2gether on foot...
Lessons were superbly simply 2dae...
ALthought its call maths and computer smt...
We ended up doing giving directions...
Its lyk a map given 2 u...
And u had 2 give specify details 2 get to the destination...
Yup...
That simply...
Then was kinda influence by my grp gurls 2 play on tis webby call viwawa...
Yup...
And we guys just join in the fun...thought just play play...
In the end we all got addicted playing big 2 until dun wan 2 do anything else...=x
Yup...
Ohya...
And aft seeing so many chio bu around...
1 from SLM kinda caught my attention??
LOLS...
Hmm...
Lets see how it goes bah...
=)
First day of real schooling
Monday, 7 April 2008 ● 20:46
2dae learn about blood the whole day...
Was separated into different grps...
Was with Jessy still
So at least know some1...
2dae learn about blood...
The compatibility and difference...
And many more lah...
Wanted 2 play soccer @ de end of the day...
But Siva plan was cork up...
So ended up going home with del and his 2 gurl de frens...
Dun know them much...
Nvm...just did something gd loh...
lol...
Cannot leave my fren alone mah...*wink*
Went 2 activate del`s ez-link card @ Woodland inter...
Saw aman,hui min,saman they all...
They will doing their card too...
Aft that went 2 take bus...
Then saw a gurl from millineum instiute(tink is lyk that spell bah)
Quite chio lah...
Wanted 2 sit beside 2 her...
But then pai sei...
So just sit @ the chair beside her`s...
Luckily nv sit beside her...
Cox I tink the bro was just behind 2gether with the gf or smt lyk that lah...
Orelse sure kana confronted de...=x
Shall end here bah...
Gd Nite 2 all...
We Rulez RSH!!
Saturday, 5 April 2008 ● 12:30
Ok...finally orentation ended...
Yesterday was veri high...
Had great fun...
Know alot ppl especially gurls...
LOLS
Cox RSH ratio is 1:6/7
So cool rite!!
1 guy to about 6-7 gurls...
Oops...Sorrie gurls...hahax...
Had great fun...
Got station game where we ran about de campus...
Then it was LeapFrog...
WOHOO!!
WE...Team Republic broke the RECORDS!!
And its de world record ok!!
WOHOO!!
I`m in the record history book now!!
LOLS
Nxt up had buffet...
Then it was time my jam n hop...
Our freshman party!!
Wohoo!!
Great great fun...
1 sch competing against each other...
Jerking and cheerings were made know without any holding backs...
It was quite clear that only SHL got a tiny little bit of threat 2 RSH...
And true enough...
SHL got 2nd...
And de grand champion was of course...*drum roll*
RSH!!
Woohoo!!
All:
R is 4 RSH
We love RSH
If u wanna be the best, cum join RSH
Guys:
ARE U READY!!
Gurls:
Ok
All:
We Are
R(clap x1)
E(clap x2)
A(clap x1)
D-Y(clap x2)
We r Ready(clap x1)
Ready(clap x2)
Ready to...(clap x1)
Fight lyk a champion...fight fight fight
Score lyk a champion...score score score
Fight lyk a champion...score lyk a champion
All the rest can go fly kite...
Fly kite,fly kite, all the rest can go fly kite...
Later kana lightning strike
HAHAHA
1,2,3
Nanananana(x3)
RSH!!
Pretty Pretty Pretty!!
Thursday, 3 April 2008 ● 20:55
2dae another wonderful day!!
Second day of orentation...
Thought of not cumin in de morning...
So tired...
Thankfully...Dad fetch me there...
Was kinda lost...
walk around lyk aimlessly cox I dun know where I suppose to be...
Call chevalyn and hui min ask them where they are...
Thankfully found them...
Reported and went in to our venue...
I did something stupid or kinda "AA" where we will welcome in...
LOLS!!
Can`t stop it...
Its in my veins and blood!hahax...
(can ask those same sch with me wat I did)
Then we will all separated into different grps...
Hui min,aman chevalyn manage 2 change grp and be together...
Then LEFT ME!!
Ask around then no 1 wan 2 change with me!
SAD SAD~T.T
lol...but God is good...
He solve de problem 4 me...
Cox my grp leader saw I wanted 2 change team...
And she ask me if I wan 2 change over anot...
And she settle for me everything...LOL...
So we will all finally in de same grp...grp 14...WOHOO!!
Then I tell u...
De oic/m-cee(dun know how 2 spell lah)
Is 1 crazy lady man!!
I was lyk "WOW!!"
Finally yu dao dui shuo...
LOLS!!
Means nv meet such a challenger 4 a long time liao...=x
LOLS...
Then I 4get wat we do liao...
Cox it was a veri long day...
I tink is they try 2 settle us down...
And make us understand which grp we r in...
Then play de dragonboat game...
Stupid lame game...hahax...
Then I tink nxt was they introduce all de vip of RSH...
Then they taught us de cheer for RSH...
OMG!!SO cute loh!!
I totally love it lah...
Took quite a long time to master it...
Then they break us into our own grp 2 practices more often...
Since our grp so smart...
Practice awhile can liao...
Then I tink was introduction loh...
Got 2 know our grp ppl...
And of course more ppl get 2 know me lah...
hahax...thats wat that matter of course!LOLS!!
Had lunch aft that...
Ate a sucky pack of rice...
Amanda keep on doing so many funny things...
Make me and Hui min laugh so much...
LOLS!!
Then aft finish walk walk...
Saw nathan and amin...
Hui min then felt uncomfortable and wanted 2 vomit...
And she did I tink...
Thankfully got my sour sour preserves fruit 2 ease her uncomfort...
Ohya...
Then Hui min and Amanda was lyk keep on eating as if they r so hungry??
LOLS!!
Aft that was de last part of de day...
The seniors perform 2 attract ppl 2 join dance performance for 2morrow...,br>
And cox of my stupid act in de morning...
Many senior recongize me and try 2 pull me out 2 join...
Thankfully I manage 2 talk my way out through Jesus help...=)
Then nxt was lyk asking ppl 2 do mascot...
And they nd 4 guys and no 1 volunteer...
So was lyk anxious moment 4 me...
Thankfully my leader din sabo me tis time...
Ohya then those remain have 2 learn RP warcry first...
And suddenly one of de leader who is kinda plum fell off de chair and he was lyk...
Concussion??
With injuries 2 his both legs...
Then learn warcry
Aft than we slack outside 4 most of the ending part...
Collect my ez`link/id card with amanda...
and amanda was lyk so unhappy with the photo...lol
(aman just accept de fact that u r *** mah...hahax!!)
Slack 4 2 hrs till about 4.55pm when we saw ppl leaving...,br>
Then we ask if can leave and yup we can aft filling our particulars...
Waited outside again 4 the sports grp...
Until about 5.15pm?
Went 2 7 11 2 bought some stuff...
And my mash potato is lyk so watery???
LOLS!!
Aiya...
I just try out loh...
Thankfully its nice...
Then aft that went our separate way...
Siva del and me went 2 inter 2 take bus and home swt home...
P.S: RSH is fill with different kind of pretty gurls and best of all!! No handsome guys except me!!LOLS!!=x...
1st day!!
Wednesday, 2 April 2008 ● 17:10
OKOK!!Fun Fun Day!!
Wake up @ 6.45am, board de 161 @ 7.35am
& I reach around 8.10am??
So early loh...
Went in first 2 use the toilet do business...=x
@ around 8.35am saw delvyn...
Then went 2 find our building...W3
Found it then wanted 2 wait 4 siva they all but they will late??
So 8.55am went up first loh...
Thankfully my class W36K is COOL!
I love de facilator de most...
Help me settle down fast and easy...
Then was divided into grp...
Thankfully I find my grp de best among all...
Got 1 ang mo call nathanael...
Then got 3 more gurls...
Although not veri pretty but they r approachable and friendly...=)
Then discuss about 2dae topic...
"ignorance is bliss"
So I just sae my favour phrase loh...
"to a certain extent yes, if we r able to ignore how others look and react 2 us"
And my facilator was impress by wat I sae...
She add on saeing if we can have such tinking, we will become successful ppl during rp...
Then continue first meeting
Had break then continue second meeting with UT
Did some w/s discussion...
Then aft that was a longer break
Had lunch with del,siva,nathan...
Chevalyn and kitty was there too...
Aft that got 2 go back do presatation...
1 grp aft another present...
& f**K, I got stuck 4 de first time in presentation...
Cox its lyk a last min planning and I`m not prepare...,br>
But Thankfully, got my grp ppl 2 help me out...=)
Basically 2dae was a enjoyable day...
Tink I have improve on my daringness and communication??
Cox its de first time I`m doing so well on de first day of any events...
2morrow gonna 2 be "back to our own sch"
Gonna go walk around...
Heard my sch got spa and massage...
OMG!!so cool if got a pretty gurl massage 4 me...=x
Then wan go survey survey where r all de pretty gurls...lol
Can see more clearly which sch got more pretty gurls le...wohoo!!
Hope its my RSH bah!!lol...
Shall end here cox I wrote alot liao...
Shall update more 2morrow about my activities there...=)
Tuesday, 1 April 2008 ● 22:31
A new journey starting tomorrow...