Friday, 25 December 2009 ● 12:49
Merry Christmas...=)Hmm...Let's just rewind abit...
Went out 2 ECP for cycling session on tues with "family" and co...
Shiok part was it rain and all of us double bike...=.=
& I realli poor thing those riding...Thankfully my "mum" not that heavy...=x
Anyway...I did an amazing thing by tearing my pants...
We were returning our bike and due to the fact that my bike was higher in height...
I got to stretch when alighting...
& so "qiao" I 4get to pull up my shorts...
& there u go...pants tear up...
Best of all its from my groin *nearer to de dick area* all the way till somewhere near knee level...
*Imagine Imagine how big de tear is*
Left just about 4cm attach...
Din care just walk and bus home...sit window seat with bag covering...*blushing*
Sch is starting which is a good thing...
I just wanna freaking get my gear moving again...
I've been lazy 4 de past wk...Game Slp Game Slp...
Slp late wake up late...*Fuck de lifestyle*
Thats all 4 now folks...
Getting bored liao...
Sunday, 20 December 2009 ● 20:29
Back from DIEM adventure learning Camp...Seriously tough and challenging...Definitely de hardest camp out of all my 7 experience...
Just a brief summary...
Day 1
- arrive 8.30am
- Jerry can ~ "killer" (25 liters)
- About 8-10km of hike in heavy rain with about 15kg of backpack for 5 hours
- Tent pitching
- Field cooking in extreme dark
- KPKB nonsense by "China Gang"
- F**king lots of ants and mosquito bite *aft heavy rain sia*
- Round up of Injuries: Left Shoulder blade, 10 Fingers
Day 2
- Woke up @ 3plus, then 4 plus, and finally 5.15am
- Unpitch tent @ that time (saw tarantula spider on our tent...and look extremely poisonous)
- All tents and backpack ready as plan by 6.40am
- Set off 2 collect kayak
- Inform 2 be navigator(lead) for the cohort
- kayak from 8.45am till ard 12.30pm
- Partner down means I kayak alone 4 more than half de journey
- 12.30pm return and many fuck up guys who pretend and din help with the others kayak
- Area cleaning and hiking back to jetty again from 1.30pm till ard 3pm (3-4km)
- Reach sch @ ard 4pm for final clean up
- Debrief and head off @ 5.30pm
Ended up with addtional injuries --> Swell back, 30-40 "love" bite, wrist
Camp definitely allow me 2 see lots of true color...
Many fuckers whom are onli good @ "acting" and nothing else...
Finally understand what a follower sees in a leader thru this camp...
And to all those actors...Wake up man!
Such acting can onli get u 2 drama clubs...u can't buy ur way thru
Monday, 14 December 2009 ● 14:50
Roar! I'm so gonna break loose man!
Firstly cox 2dae is my last lessson until nxt year...
& Second...I've been exercising quite consistently 4 de past few months...
& there's definitely improvement...=)
But not enough...more more more...
Physically wise I shall grade myself a B...(A for arms, B- for my 6 pack and B+ for my legs)
Fitness wise abit inconsistent though...Grade B- too for now since I no much problem of continuous running 4 floorball brag comp...*hopefully I will last at least at my highest level for 1 soccer half*
But definitely an improve since I will grade myself onli a C- in the past...
Ok...I can't wake to get back to soccer which I hadn't been playing 4 months now...
*Hopefully I still have a chance to play though*
Orelse I just gonna wait 4 brag 4 field soccer...
Anyway...this sem had been great...
I've hit my last sem overall target and now I'm even closer to my 50 target...
Ut1 had been kinda disappointing cox of 1 particular reason...
But definitely better than last semester by some mile...=)
New year is coming and I feel I'm lyk getting older man...
Starting to imagine myself with my own family and as a boss...
Then my visualization will turn to me becoming old and about time to leave the World 4 Heaven *pop my bubble plz*
Life is definitely short...so short...
I've almost been here 4 20 years...yes 20 years!!
Thats all bah...
All I want to sae is...Christmas is about CHRIST...so plz dun cross out CHRISTmas with XMAS...=)
Monday, 7 December 2009 ● 22:13
Same Cycle seems 2 be happening semester after semester...I'm starting to get numb and I seems to have lost the pinch in my heart which I prefer to have
I could had kept silence but I my heart is yelling out loud...
Everyone is looking at things from different angle different perspective...
Now that I see things differently from others doesn't make me wrong nor right...
Perhaps time will tell...perhaps not either...
It all depends on what we agreed on and what we don't...
I'm realli tired to play games anymore...
I dun like and I definitely hate wearing the mask...the fake smile the fake entertainment Im giving...
Step by step I take...I look around me and its getting darker but clearer though...
But still I will walk on without fear...knowing that the footprint I see is not of mine...
What else could I hold on...How else could I hope of achieving without this special one of mine...
Even if everyone choose to leave and forsake me one day...
I will have no tears and not rewind the clock...
The End is Near oh my...the end is near
Soon it might be time I wave goodbye and close the book of my life...
Behold the old had pass; a new creation