Monday, 15 February 2010 ● 23:38
First of all...Happy New Year 2 all...
& Congrats 2 Manton...U have finally push urself and move on 2 yr 3...
Pat urself on the back for the hard wk back in the last 2 sem and keep it up...*wink*
Well...although there has been a lot of ups and downs...
Such as certain misunderstanding to sum it up with my previous class...
*Well...unfortunately I dun know how things turn this way...*
Which of course wasn't pleasant to any party I believe...since I could sae we will certainly pretty close back then...
But thats life...No turning back once the clock strike past 12...
& for my current class...which was probably the most challenging one since we have so many smarties...
& not forgetting my Evss-to-RP peers...esp MR Delvyn...whom Im gonna miz I guess...
Since we weren't even see each other in the morning anymore due to different IIP batch...
But like I mention thats life...lots of things just come and go...
Its certainly difficult to measure what good or bad...wat's right or wrong...
Since anything can be deem as good or bad...
For example killing is bad in general...but wat if u kill a terrorist?
Or water is good...but many drown becox of it too?
My main issue is to humbly be of good cheer to everyone...
& hope that my tiny little advise could act like a seed which sprout into something meaningful 4 u...
In short I just wanna sae...
Learnt to understand dun wait to be understand...
Many of times we feel sad we feel angry we feel frustrated when others dun understand us...
Especially when things dun go our way...
& I simply got to raise up my hand and sae Im one of those too...
I always put the blame on others except myself...thinking and faking myself into believing Im a saint...
Its kinda weird and ironic that I just want to hear that even thought I know Im lying to myself...
For example...my bros from evss will know that Im always saeing to them be patience lah...the girl will come...since Im lyk so attractive...
But Duh~...thats just a lie use to cover up myself...
Just to allow me to feel better and also give myself a reason for something that doesnt goes my way...
However...if I had taken the initiative to understand those gurls instead of waiting for them to understand me...
hahax...I believe I will have be away from singlehood long long ago...
My fren...
Thats no point in waiting...cox waiting is just an excuse to lie to ourselves that the thing we want will happened...
I believe there is something promting u right now about a particular scenario...
It doesnt have to be about love...*wat I mention was just an analogy*
It could possibly be the pride you had held on too...
The sorry you had so long wanted to sae to reconcile ur relationship with ur dad or ur mum...
Or the decision to work hard for ur studies...
Or even the smaller of issues such as deciding whether to go to bed...
U know wat Im refering too
U know the knots that r stuck in ur heart...
Let it loose my fren...
Dun let this tiny little stone roll down the snowy mountain anymore...
Cox it will only end up becoming an avalanche as time flies...=)