I took off my mask 2dae... Long term true frens will know I will have random days where I will suddenly go all quiet... Just lyk today... & many of times I had been able to find excuses just to get away from all the concerns... Including today...*sorrie I lied* But none actually know the actual reason y... I believe its time to share out the agony Im suffering inside... Im tired...realli very tired... Probably stress is getting to me etc... Not physically...but mentally... These are the days where I totally feel lyk shutting down and locking myself to my 4 sides walls... Go on a "vacation" where Im all alone... That is why my dear frens...@ times I dun lyk to meet with u guys all the time... Its realli tough putting on a face fill with laughter... Its realli tough being happy all the time... Its realli tough being the best all the time.. Its realli tough being tough on the outside when I know as human we have so much frality on the inside... & yes...these are the days where the inner truth just force their way out... U might call it emo...U might call me sick...Wateva...I dun give a fuck... Just grant me this rest to recuperate so as to continue wearing this mask... Its tough realli... But thats the challenge I took up... & I promise I will go long as long as I could... Life thats Life...

Its not that fun anymore when u reach the top

Bcox the overview of everyone trying to put a false smile irks me...

recall the past

I took off my mask 2dae... Long term true frens will know I will have random days where I will suddenly go all quiet... Just lyk today... & many of times I had been able to find excuses just to get away from all the concerns... Including today...*sorrie I lied* But none actually know the actual reason y... I believe its time to share out the agony Im suffering inside... Im tired...realli very tired... Probably stress is getting to me etc... Not physically...but mentally... These are the days where I totally feel lyk shutting down and locking myself to my 4 sides walls... Go on a "vacation" where Im all alone... That is why my dear frens...@ times I dun lyk to meet with u guys all the time... Its realli tough putting on a face fill with laughter... Its realli tough being happy all the time... Its realli tough being the best all the time.. Its realli tough being tough on the outside when I know as human we have so much frality on the inside... & yes...these are the days where the inner truth just force their way out... U might call it emo...U might call me sick...Wateva...I dun give a fuck... Just grant me this rest to recuperate so as to continue wearing this mask... Its tough realli... But thats the challenge I took up... & I promise I will go long as long as I could... Life thats Life...

Its not that fun anymore when u reach the top

Bcox the overview of everyone trying to put a false smile irks me...